All Alone by Glazor K (best non fiction books of all time TXT) 📕

 I was laying in my room looking at the celling thinking. What happens next? I mean i live with my actual parents and i have a mate. Of course im traumatized from the whole step mum thing. I Opened my closest. i kinda still felt depressed it doesnt just go away and it wears me out so much. I looked through it to find something to wear. 'Alexia wear that' 'i am not wearing that. it will make me look like a slut' 'Exactly Alex will love it ;) ' 'Um can you not' 'Wear it' 'no' 'thats it im taking control' 'No dont you dare!'  My inner wolf took control of my body and put on the slutest clothes she could find. Then put them on. "Alex!" she called him. Alex came into my room and looked at me. his eyes were looking at me everywhere it kinda made me feel embarrassed.  "Damn can you wear that everyday?" "I can wear nothing if you like" my inner wolf says.  my face is red and i really wish she wouldnt do that it was making me feel uncomfortable. my heart raced. He pulled me closer and kissed me passionately. i felt a spark run through my body and i liked it alot so did my inner wolf. he stepped back away. "mmm" 'what?" "i liked...that..." "Oh you liked that? Well i know something you will like even more" He placed his hand near my crotch before gripping onto it. i moaned. thankfully it was just me and him home. "No...d-ddont do that...d-ddo you even know h-hhow that makes me feel" "I know how it makes you feel thats why i did it"  he gripped harder. i couldnt help but to moan more. "I want you to moan my name like last time that was nice" "I'm not just some doll you can play with for entertainment" "Oh but you are" "Excuse me?" i pushed him away. now i was angry.  "What im just stating the obvious its how i see you plus with what you're wearing anyone would think you're a slut" this hurt me alot. he was my mate afterall. i looked to the floor. "But im not some object...or dolll..and my inner wolf made me dress like this for you" my face went red. "For me? i think she knows that you are just an object" "B-Bbut im not an object" "Oh yes you are" i got slammed to a wall and pressed hard into me making me feel weak. he whispered in my ears. "i got you were i want..." i felt his warm breathe breathe down my ear making me breathe heavily and my face to turn red.  "He made me feel so...strange... i felt weaker when he whispered in my ear. I grabbed onto his shirt to feel stable. "You feel weak dont you? proves more how you are a slut" "No im not a slut" he gets his hands and trails them down till he reaches my crotch. "Stop it..." "No" My eyes watered. "Quit being a dick. im human being with feelings too" "Yeah and like i care?" i growled. "I said stop" "I TOLD YOU NO" He yelled in my face making me cry. "Im not an object you can play with or tease emotions" i used all the power i could use and pushed him out of the way before running off crying. Why is acting this way? i thought to myself. i hate it one minute he cares so much about me and the next he acts like a dick and cares nothing for me and only wants one thing for me.

He caught up to me and blocked me off. "Leave me alone!"  i said in between my tears. "NO! YOU LISTEN TO ME!" he used his mate voice the male wolfs can control the girls with that voice and i have no choice to listen. "STAY WHERE YOU ARE" "FINE" i was pushed against a wall. "DONT YOU DARE YELL AT ME LIKE THAT SHOW ME RESPECT"  i cried more. "B-Bbut...you're the o....one who isnt showing me respect!"  "I TOLD YOU NOT TO YELL" 'hes mad at you because you didnt listen to him' 'i think i know that' 'you gotta give him what he wants' 'but i refuse to be told im an object' "LISTEN TO ME AND STOP TALKING TO YOUR INNER WOLF" "S-Sorry" "I would like to speak with her" "Fine..." then my inner wolf started talking. "Yes what is it my sexy beast" "you will listen to me right?" "Yeah i can do that" "Perfect" he started gripping tightly on my sides. my inner wolf went crazy. "mmm....Alex" She pulled him closer. "MINE" she said 'do you mind?' 'what he told me to speak with him' 'yeah but not take over completely' 'yeah but im a wolf i do what i want deal with it' 'mmm' I really dont understand boys to be honest. They confuse me alot. So while my inner wolf was taking over my body i was freaking out. Im not use to this. Being pushed around? That i was use to i was sick of people doing this to me. Controlling me, neglecting me, looking down at me. I use all the power i had to take control of my body. "STOP DOING THIS TO ME" i pushed him away. My anxiety kicked in and i started having a panic attack right infront of him i was vulnerable at this very moment. he looked shoked at me as if he was sorry for what he did. I ran off and left the house. im not some fucking doll that you can  push around i am sick and tired of being treated like im worthless. i looked up at the sky and howled before screaming. my eyes turned a golden brown. my canines appear. the pain running through my body was excruciating. my claws digged out. i quickly hide in the bushes so nobody could see me. my clothes teared off and i then ran away in my wolf form which is basically just a wolf.  i then ran to my best friends place. Of course i didnt realize that i was a wolf. Soon i arrived at her window and scratched it as thats all i could do in my form. I could see her in her room but she eventually heard the scratching. the reason why i went to her is because she my best friend and i need support because i wasnt feeling the best. she saw me before screaming. then i just frowned at her. she opened the window not really wanting to. before realizing it was probably me because there are no wolfs in the area where i live. "Alexia?" i just yelped. 'maybe i should  change back' 'you do realize if you do that. you will be naked' 'wait why?!' 'because your clothes ripe off when you transform' i was then thinking to myself how the hell am i going to trasnform back without clothes!? Eventually Jamie let me in through the window. i ran to her bathroom and transformed as soon as i did that. i shut the door and put a towel around me. Before opening the door and looking at Jamie. "welll that certainly was interesting"  "Dude have you got any clothes i can borrow?" "Yeah sure theres some in here" she hands me some clothes. i then go back into the bathroom and get changed.  "So um what happened?" "Alex is being a dick again, controlling" "Oh. I'm sorry to hear this" "I kinda dont understand it...its really hurting and confusing me.." "Want to talk about it?" "Yeah" "Well?" "Oh right. Well he keeps treating me like im some object...and other times he treats me like a princess..hes very possessive over me..." "Oh.." "Yeah.." "Well if he lays on a finger on you he will have to take it up with ME" "i dont think it will be that easy hes a werewolf you know" "Theres always my brother" Oh yeah.. um Jamie had an older brother called Luke. Speaking of Luke. He entered the room and looked me. "Sup Ladies" "hey.." "Damn you are looking good Alexia"  "Luke. Nows not the time" Lukes has had a crush on me...well to be honest i think he just wants me for sex but dont tell him i said that. 

 Alexia POV: So Luke was trying to lay moves on me. He started stepping closer to me until i was back against a wall. "Luke Stop" "Make me" "she has a boyfriend" "Like i care" Just then i heard some growling. It got louder. SHIT. i knew that growling that...that was ALEX. Alex jumped through the window into Jamies room. He started growling at Luke. "Back off. Shes mine" he said with possiveness. Luke was testing his patience. He came up Close to me. "Dont come any Closer to her i swear to God"  My heart was racing i didnt know what was really happening. But Alexs scent started to have this weird effect on me. it was so strong. It was like a drug to me. It made me feel weak. I just looked dreamy at Alex. "Alex." i said like i was drowsy.  "Whats Happening to her?" While i was staring at Alex he became distracted. Luke went for me and tried to grab my boob.  Alex growled at him and tackled him to the floor and was now fighting with him. "STOP IT GUYS" Jamie and I said. "Stop it!" I was still feeling weird with his scent floating around in the room. Luke tried running off back into his room. Alex then had the stupidest grin on his face then he started to approach me and his scent was coming stronger. i started feeling weak and felt like i was going to fall over. He pressed his body up against mine. I nearly slipped but he pushed himself harder to me. I let out of moan and was embarrassed because my best friend was in the room. "Uh.." I felt really weird his scent was so strong and overpowering. More. More. My inner wolf kept saying. She wanted him so bad. She didnt care if he was a jerk to me. She just wanted him. She tried taking control over