All Alone by Glazor K (best non fiction books of all time TXT) 📕

Alex he was my life he completed me but at the same time i was still battling my depression and sometimes he wasnt there for me and he acted dick despite his promise. I wasnt believing his inner wolf taking over because the scar hes left on my heart wouldnt go away. I was in my room reading the perks of being a wallflower and i started crying when i read one part i could relate to this book so much. I loved this book. ive read it over 20 times. Alex entered the room he looked really angry. 'you better do something to cheer him up he looks mad' 'like what could i possibly do?' 'you know let him in ;) ' 'Oh god no why' He approached me and pushed me against the wall. he had a thing for doing this quite alot in his pissed moods. Which i didnt really like to be honest because he didnt show much respect for me when he acted this way. He shoved me into the wall harder. I moaned. "Stop" his eyes were fillled with Hate. "No" he said. "Whats wrong this time?" I said. "Why doesnt he leave you alone" he said with pain. "Who Babe?" i said. "Luke I know what he been upto DONT LIE TO ME YOU BITCH" he said angrily. "What are you talking about?" i said quite confused. "Dont lie to me bitch you broke my fucking heart" He said with rage. "What did he say to you?"  i said calmly even though he was yelling in my face. he shoved his body harder into mine and placed his hand on my stomach. "He said you were sleeping with him and you loved every moment of it, he went into detail and everything" he said quite upset. "And you believe him?  Why would i even do that when i have you mr handsome...damn stop it your scent drives me insane sometimes and i just try to act normal" "DONT LIE" he said quite annoyed. he then grabbed my sides tightly. This made my inner wolf go crazy. "Stop that...do you even know how that makes me feel" i said. "I know how that makes you feel" he said with a big grin on his face. "Please stop it and i cant believe you'd believe that dickhead over me" i said getting impatient. "Mmm" he said annoyed. my parents were out so he acted how he wanted to. His hand went south. "What do you think you are doing"  i said getting scared. he was ticking me off to the max. "WHAT I WANT TO DO" he said. "Alex you are starting to get on my nerves. You're my mate yet you believe a dickhead over your mate and you kept treating me roughly just becuase of you mood and you dont even care about how i feel, it hurts me a lot"i said. He just looked sad down at the floor. "Babe i love you, but i cant take much of this behaviour you have towards to me it really hurts me" i said trying to maintain my patiience. "Whats wrong? there must be something else thats bothering you?" i said concerned. I just looked at him. I tried controlling how i felt about him and his scent. oh my God his scent was so good. i just let my inner wolf loose cause i knew she would want some action. I stared at him dreamly. i didnt even care what i said to his face. "oh my God why do you have to be so hot. You make me weak with a single glance"  He still didnt say anything. So i thought id try another approach. "Let go of me" he stepped back and let me free. I then looked at him. Before taking my clothes off infront of him. "Hey Babe look at me now" i winked.  He didnt even look at me he just looked really sad. Alright maybe something different. i put my clothes back on and i went back over to him. He was no fun when he was sad. So i thought id make a move but tackling him to the floor. "Are you trying to frustrate me" i said. Then he looked up quite surprised. Then i kissed his neck several times before kissing his ears sounds weird but... i think that...well you know excited him.  He pushed me off of him roughly and then shoved me against the wall really hard. Then he started to grind on me. But i dont know why he acts funny when hes around me sometimes like he thinks im an object which i dont know why. "Does this make you happy" i said. All he said was  "MINE" "well i guess that answers that question" i sad "mmm..Mine..mine mine mine"  he kept saying. Tears dripped from my face.  "Whats Wrong?" he said worried. "I can't take much of your behaviour"  i said. "Mmm" he got angry and pushed me harder into the wall. "JUST LOVE ME" he yelled in my face. For the first time he cried infront of me. "Whats wrong?" i said very concerned. He stepped back and left my room. I tried following him and he went to enter  his room but he locked it. "Babe whats wrong?"  He didnt say anything. But i heard his screaming and crying.  "Please tell me whats wrong"  i said even more concerned. he finally opened the door and pulled me in his room. He shut the door and locked it. Pushed me onto his bed and go ontop of me. "LOVE ME" he yelled. he was still crying. "You need to tell me whats wrong. I dont know how to help you other wise"  i said worried. "YOU DONT UNDERSTAND" he yelled out in pain. "Understand what?" i said quite confused. i started thining. Some people can act abusive because they have been abused in the past. "Alex. Did anyone abuse you?" i said. he just looked at me. "When...i..was...younger..." "Oh...by who?" i asked. "My real father" "Oh..not my dad right?" I asked curious. "He isnt my real father and if he was i dont think we would be mates" he said. "Oh yes of course and oh...babe..i'm sorry you had to go through that" "Its okay...I'm sorry how i act.." he said. "Its okay.." "Please Love me" "As in actual love or like care?" "I DONT CARE" Yeah im going skip what happened next. But im assuming you get the picture. New Beginnings

So a few weeks later i was started to feel happier and he made me smile so much. I dont think i really felt that depressed anymore or maybe i was hiding it im not sure. But he made me so happy. I was trying really hard to be very happy. I'm not completely sure if it was working but i felt quite happy well for now. I was sitting in the room with Alex and cuddling up to him. He was my everything and i was so glad to have him in my life. "Alex" I said. "Yes?"  "I.." "what?" "I Lo..." 'What? is it?" I looked to the floor and im not completely sure but i kept acting shy around him not on purpose. "I..Love..you" i blushed. "Awh.. i love you too"  His scent...it made me feel so weird.. I had the sudden urge to kiss him. So i looked up but i was blushing so bad. Then i placed my lips on his and then we kissed....quite alot...so yes we were making out. My Best Friend decided to visit at this time.  She was let in by my mum and came in and saw us kissing. "Oh..Um..Sorry guys" she said. i pulled back and saw her. My face went red. "Its alright Alexia" she smiled at me. then she walked over to me and smiled. "Yous are so cute" Then she hugged me. A Best friend, an actual family and Alex this was pretty good. I guess you could say. Life was Perfect.

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Publication Date: 02-09-2013

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