the living dead by catlin lowman (good books to read for women txt) 📕

Chapter 1

Dear Steve,
Hi my name is Carie Tyler’s and I’m fifteen. I had to be strong all my life but now that I’m dead I can be as weak and unstable as I want. But before I can be weak and unstable I have to tell you something that hurt to say. It hurt me because I’ve let it die down and now I’m bringing it back up again. When I was 3 my parent died and after that when I was 5 I had to be put on depression pills. My foster dad also raped me, for every night for at least a year before I was strong a naught to tell some one. After that I was murdered in my first year of high school. So I’ve been through a lot the past 13 years of my life.

Ps. Love you Steve
Pss.love you Jesus
Love, Carie Tyler’s


Chapter 2

“Hi my name is Carie Tyler’s and I’m fifteen years old and I love to draw.”Carie said to the class of eighth graders.

The teacher said “class make her feel welcome as she will you.”

I sat in my seat and it happened to be next to this hot guy. I asked if he had a pencil I could barrow. He said no sorry. So I asked this girl named Terri and she loaned me one and we became best friend and we are to this day.


Chapter 3

I was sitting in 1st period the day after my friend I was raped repeatedly and murdered. We had been raped and murdered by the hot guy. No one knew where we were because we were suppose to be at a party and instead we went to the beach and we seen the hot guy and he asked us if we would come and get some drinks at his house. Of course we said yes. That is were we got drunk and the little coward raped us. Then he took us to the mountain of West Virginia and raped us repeatedly for an hour to three hours I stop counting time after the sixth time he got off my friend and got on me. Then he said if we what’d to live that we had to keep are mouths shut. So I agreed but my friend did not so he shot her right there and I hit the ground be side her and weep openly for at least four minutes. Then he took me on a scavenges hunt for the truck. After we found it he took me home and said to get cleaned up and I did but when I asked him to give me privacy he refused so I took a shower with him a miring my body as I got naked in front of him and then he decided to take a shower to so he got undressed in front of me but I turned around what a mistake he screamed at me and shoved my face in the middle of his legs so that is when I struggled the most he let me go and he shoved me in the shower and he got in to. When we got out I’d been banged my head on the wall the wall and was bleeding. We went to my room and got dressed. He wiped me my head and put bandages on it. Then he just said he was going to kill me so he took me back to the mountains and shot me and bearded my friend and me in the ground. So I said to my self as a living dead that I was going to aggravate him in till he went in sane.


Chapter 4

So as I said before I’m going to torture him in till he goes in sane. I will tell you he is the only person that can see me. I’m sitting right in front of him in his class at my old school. He sees me and passes me a note that says what are you doing here. I write back I’m here to torture you in very sloppy hand writing be cause I’m not good at picking things up let a lone sitting in a chair.
I torture him in till he screams for help and in put in a loony bend. He starts getting better but I’m still torturing him so he starts cutting himself and then I had to leave for a while. And when I get back I’m going to come out of the middle of know where.


Chapter 5

Hi again guess it been 11 years sense I’ve seen him so I finally found him in a meeting in New York. He’s doing well for a murder. But while I was gone I learn to move things and use phones so I stool one from the train station and called him at the office number in the phonebook. I asked the sectary to tell him Carie Tyler’s is on her way up. So I showed up and when he saw me he passed out cold. The people can see me so the thought he had died right there. So I rode to the hospital with him. When we got there they put him in a room and he asked me some question and then we said are apologizes and became best friends even thought no one could see me he just said he was talking to himself when people caught us talking. He aloud me to sleep in his home the day after he got out of the hospital. One day I randomly said “you know I could have tortured you to death”

He said “yes but I’m so thankful you didn’t”


Chapter 6
















Chapter 7

“Hey Steve” I said
“What” he said
“I’m sorry for what your dad did to you as a young child” I said
“How do you know about that?” he snapped back at me.
I said, “God told me that was the reason you killed my friend and me”
“Well that ok but don’t bring it up again,” He said
“Ok I love you bub,” I said
“What I’m not your brother” he said
“Yes you are in the lord,” I said.

After I said that I talked to him about how god will forgive you and you will still make it. Right there he got saved and went back to school and got a masters in ministering. Today is 04/12/1969 Steve tyler’s is now a preacher.


Chapter 8

You ask me how he got my last name. Well he paid for it so he would always remember me. I’ve left and went to live with Jesus but once in a blue moon I got with permission to see him. To day is April 7,1976 this is the 7th year anniversary of the day Steve got saved. I’m going to the state prison to visit him today. All I forgot to tell you that he said, “He would never want someone else to serve for what he did”. So he turned him self in and got the ability to preach for a living while he serve out his senates. He served for half of his 12 years.


Chapter 9

“Hi my name is Steve Tyler’s I’m a preacher in this state prison but I also have to live in a cell for murder but I asked for forgiveness so that is why I became a preacher.” said Tyler’s

“Thank you for sharing Steve.” Said the teacher in the circle meeting.

“ How about you say something” she said to a girl about 16.

She said “no thanks.”


“Class is over,” said the teacher
I meet up with the girl and asked her name she said kaylie. We became the greatest friends.


Chapter 10



This is my last year in prison and this is my 13 anniversary of my getting saved. So Carie is coming to see me she gave me a letter to tell me something she said she loved me and had to go. I would like a longer visit but she is someone guardian angel and they need guide ness all the time.

The next day after my release I took a brake and went to caries parents house and apologized for all I’d done to them to cause them hurt and confusion. They accepted my apology. Then the next day was church so I invited them to church and they came it was awesome.

That is the story of my life and my murders life during prison and after prison.

Publication Date: 05-28-2010

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