Lacking by [Amour0vue] (most life changing books TXT) 📕

My head pounded hard as the voices continues.
You shouldn't have let her leave your sight!
She's perfectly fine!
Not in her condition, Isaac!
Her condition?!
Of course! Honestly, I don't see how my parents thought it was a good idea to entrust you with her.
Stop...

Because they knew you'd lock her up!
Please...

I'd lock her up! At least she wouldn't be wondering around!
Stop it!
My voice finally rang out, slowly, I stood, my long curly blonde hair cascading down from my head like tangled strings of gold. My eyes opened some, only to keep my features emotionless, My eyes were the only window to emotion. Sorrow.
Please, stop yelling. Their eyes were on me, since I spoke.
Julzy.. Oh sweety you must be tired..
She approached me only to receive a dark honey glare.
Don't touch me.
Yesss. She wantsss to hurt you.

Julzy...
The female hesitated under my glare.
She doesssn't care. She'sss a fake.

Fake. She's a fake.
Yesss.

Without thinking I curled up it a ball once again. My hands covering my ears to listen to the lava I enjoyed so.
Fake. She's fake. She doesn't care.

Julzy...Babe.
The bubbling of lava almost covered up his words, which I almost wouldn't mind, though the voice, continued over the bubbling.
You were yelling about something. Condition. What did you mean?
My curiosity overcame anything, slowly my hands moved from my ears, my arms were stiff as if I'd sat there in the same position for days, though I wouldn't be surprised if I did.
Nothing, It's nothing. I'm just so happy your speaking again.
His arms gently wrapped around me, it's been a long time since anyone has touched me, the last time someone did, the hissing wouldn't stop.
He'sss only acting.

That's not true.

You believe thossse lies?

They're not lies.

They are. Look into hisss eyesss. You'll ssse nothing.

The hissing voice began it's torment again.. but, it was always right. My heart clenched, slowly, as though he might break, I moved my shaky hands to his face, cupping it and staring deep into the endless pools of storm clouds just starting to sprinkle the earth with rain. His eyebrows furrowed in confusion, before they moved up along with a small smile pulling his lips, gently. His eyes didn't lie, they showed worry for a lover, or a pet, it was hard to accept myself as a human. I wasn't like them. I knew something was wrong, and the hissing only confirmed that.
He'sss faking. They all are. We should go on a walk. Just you and me. How doesss that sssound?

Walk.
I felt my blood turn to fire and numb all the tingling of reality from my body, soon I was standing and exiting which ever room I sat to admire the bubbling of lava. Maybe I'll be able to ask for answers. Do you think it'll answer?

The wind was always cold against my burning skin, though it didn't bother me, it canceled out the heat and made my temperature perfect.
I want answers

To what?

My curiosity.

Oh really now? Asssk away.

Why can't others hear you?

I'm only for you to hear, my dear.

So you're fake?

I am not fake! Why would you asssk that? Othersss are more fake then myssself.

Who are you?

I am you.

How can that be?

Easssy.

Explain.

Inposssible.

My body felt free, no longer feeling the chains that held me. As though the questions I've ask so many times, always free me for a moment before new chains are claiming me. The concrete against my bare feet was odd, though I didn't mind it. After being held in a single room with pillows everywhere, This was not hard to deal with. I remember when that put this jacket on me, my arms had to be crossed and they zipped and clasped it from the back instead of the front. That was when the hissing was worse. Now, it just comes and goes, warning me about things. The jacket was harder to deal with then this... I wasn't able to listen to the bubbling.
Clossse your eyes.

Why?

Adventure time.

Okay.

My eye lids easily hide my eyes, the darkness was scarey, but the hissing made me not feel alone.. So it was tolerable.
Turn left.

I turned.
Walk until I tell you to ssstop.

I did as it said. Walking, and walking. My ears didn't work as well as they did before the pillow room. The screaming other people did, made them hurt, though after a while of being in their, the screaming that was once loud... Became like a whisper. It also was tolerable.
Ssstop.

I halted.
Turn right and hold your breath.

I turned, inhaling deeply, humming always helped me hold my breath, creating calming music, always helped sleep too. Walk.

I did so. I didn't realize what I heard before pain rippled my body. My eyelids went red before that also. I even tried opening my eyes but couldn't. I couldn't move or anything.
Why can't I move?

Why can't you?

I asked first.

Hmmm, Maybe your asssleep.

But, I was walking. It's adventure time. But I am sleepy.

Then sssleep. Adventure time is over now.

Should we continue when I wake up?

You won't wake up.

Why not? I'm just going to sleep.

Thisss is an etur […]

It was weird. For once, the hissing never finished it's sentence. But my head felt light, too light for me to question it. So, I did as it said. And slept.

Publication Date: 01-07-2013

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