I was alone. So was he. by Emoluv (e manga reader txt) 📕

Nova:
I lay in bed crying that night. Not a loud bawling, but a silent suffering cry that went on forever. To everyone else I look like a normal 15 year old girl but I'm not a normal girl. I've lost to much to be normal. And gained to little out of it. I'm alone in the world. No one deserves to be alone. I go to school everyday tormented by the sight of people in relationships with friends and clothes and money and new cell phones. But they dont relize what the worlds like. The real cruel unending pain of the world.


Rayne:
I looked behind me searching for that sadness and despair I sensed. Thats when I saw her. The most beutiful girl in the world also the most saddest alomost as sad as myself. But I have no reason to be sad if this beutiful creature notices and loves me. Other wise I dont know what will become of me. And then a sense of dread came over me. Of course she wont except me I'm a monster. A discusting obomination. No not a fantasy type monster. Im just another loner not meant to be.

Nova:
I saw him during second hour. I was doodling in my notebook during French. His seat was next to mine.
" Hey. I'm Rayne."
"Nova" I mumbled blushing and for the first time in a while , I smiled.


---------2years later--------
Nova:
I was going to hang out with Rayne at the mall. Rayne huhh... We're best friends. I met him everyday at the mall at 3:00 pm after school.We have most our classes with each other. But he never flirts or anything God knows I have. I like him does he like me??
Rayne:
When I turned around I found her walking toward me. MMM.... My Nova .I wish I had the nerve to ask her out. To day I will I will show her the scar of her name carved into my arm. And I will tell her how much I love her.
Nova:
"We're Best friends right" I asked.
"Of course" Rayne Answered.
" Do you like anyone" I asked.
"No. I love someone".
" Have you known her along time?" I asked depressed.
" For 2 years now' he said.
" Call her I want to meet her" I say
Rayne pulls out his phone and dials a number. "one second my phone just went off thats wierd cause who would call me" I said to my self.
"I love you" Rayne said on his line and I heard it on my phone. I turned around and kissed him.
" I love you Rayne."


Rayne:
During the movie I held Nova's hand. She smiled and pushed the cup holder up and she rested against me. Soi I kissed her forehead and she smiled the biggest smile since I met her. When the movie was over we went for a ride on my motorcycle.
Nova:
" I love you Rayne!" I told him with all my heart. I leaned on his shoulder and held him tight and we kept riding.
" Will you wear my helmet it's kinda small" He said. So I put it on. "Slow down we are riding over the speedlimit" I said. And then we crashed into a building.


The police came. "Are you ok miss?" the police woman awsked.
" Will he be ok" I said through the tears pouring down my face.
"I am so sorry hun." She said full of grief.
"No nonononono NO" I cried he cant be gone he cant.
I was alone again.. Thats all thats left for me. Loneliness. I didn't got to his funeral instead I cut his name into my arm in cursive. The most elegant I could. I cut deep with his pocket knife followed by a heart. That night I bled to death. I'm just a spirit now. I cant' find him where is he??? Rayne If your reading this I will lay on your grave waiting for you to find me. I love you Rayne.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Publication Date: 11-24-2011

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