Betrayed by Flowerz. (books to read in your 20s female txt) 📕

friends. Imagine that you think that your ex best friend is best friends with you again but actually your ex best friend really doesn't like you at all. Imagine that you think your best friends with your ex best friend again but you feel that the strong bond you once had wasn't there. Imagine you try and talk to your ex best friend about this but they have no idea what you are on about, sucks doesn't it. My point is that you can have a group of friends for a while but you will never have that complete group of friends forever. Okay so the situation may not be this dramatic but trust me I'm right about this one, think about it, how many friends do you now that you never talk to anymore, that's giving you the silent treatment for some reason, that you had an argument. Anything, okay like I say it may not be this bad for some and I'm sorry if you find this offending but it's my opinion. This is why


my friends have been giving me the silent treatment for weeks now and it sucks, it almost makes me cry. My mum is the only person that's actually talking to me, I'm at home and they won't talk to me. At lunch times when they see me they put their bag on the seat that I used to sit on, in the hall they just walk past me laughing with Rebecca. During lessons they avoid me, during the weekends they don't call me or text me. All of this made me cry for weeks secretly while I was locked in the toilets at home and at school, I can't take this anymore. I can't even go to the teachers about this because I was worried that it would just make matters a lot worse, I don't even talk to my mum about it. Then a miracle happened


heyy ruth, whats up? I havent talked to u in ages! Whats been going on? Im sorry I didnt text you earlier, ive only just found your number again. Oh and this has been bugging me for ages, im sorry that I got you locked in a classroom with carter and im sorry we didnt go looking for you. But hay your alive and thats the main part lilly

I smiled that, I was just glad that she was alive. I was still upset though so I replied


heyy lilly, oh my goodness! I havent seen u in ages! How did u escape the fire, where are you now, I have so many questions (sigh) no im not okay, this girl has taken my friends away and now im alone and I dont know how much longer I can take it :'(

as I was writing that I was crying


ah hunny whats up? Heyy I tell you what why dont I come and visit for a while, then youll have a friend. Then we can talk about all of this. lilly

I smiled at this, this was why she was my best friend. She was always there for me


your a great best friend lilly, I just wish I could say that about the others :'( ruth

I meant everything in the text, she was a great best friend.


I know lol yeah sure that would be great, presides if I come I get to see you and your so called "friends" then they will wish that theyd never made u like this. ill let mum know that im visiting you and we can sort these "friends" out. Oh and smile itll make u a little better. lilly

I smiled, that would be great. Her coming would really cheer me up


cool, ok I will smile just for you :) is that better lol so when are you coming, I could really use u! Ruth

this made me a little better but I was still annoyed. I was just exited to see a real friend for once.


Erm...where do u live now? lilly

I smiled at that


follow the sea until you get to a city in the south of our old village, is that okay? Soz I don't know the exact place. Ruth

I felt really bad not knowing where I was but it was the truth.


oh. its okay dont worry I have a fair idea where u are. I will leave in the afternoon so be expecting me around dinner time. Cant wait! Lilly

I smiled, I could not wait!

'hey Ruth'

I jumped and turned to see Rebecca. I sighed and started to walk away, I couldn't stand to talk to her right now. Let alone even look at her

'Wait...please'

I just ignored her and walked away

'no. please wait, at least hear me out'

I sighed 'what do you want Rebecca. You already have everything that was once mine so what do you want!' I said harshly

'look I came here in hope-'

oh great not this again 'Rebecca I've heard it once already!' I interrupted harshly

she sighed

'that's not what I was going to say. I came here to make friends but instead I seem to have made friends but also made an enemy by turning all her friends away from her by accident. I don't want this Ruth. I wanted friends but I didn't want it to be like this. I came here and I got a job and it was a horrible job and I-'

she then cut off and put her hand over her mouth, that was strange 'what job?'

'oh, nothing, it's nothing' she said

hmm how suspicious 'look Rebecca I already hate you as it is so you can tell me'

she sighed

'I had this job to make you flee from here but I've recently found out by meeting u and making friends with your friends that it's wrong so I'm going to quit. I will then leave within that week. RUTH I'M SO SORRY! I DIDN'T THINK THAT IT WOULD END UPLIKE THIS! I REALLY AM!'


wow I was not expecting that, this made me really angry 'so lets just say that agin just to check that I'm not hearing things. You came here to make me flee,' I stared at her with an angry look and then something hit me 'that's why my friends hate me isn't it! Because you've been spreading lies about me to them' I said in an angry tone

she hesitated but she looked mad

'no, NO THAT'S NOT IT RUTH! I NEVER TOLD THEM ANYTHING. I NEVER EVEN WENT ALONG WITH MY JOB BECAUSE I MET YOU IN PERSON AND I THIK THAT YOU ARE A NICE PERSON DESPITE WHAT HAPPENED IN THE HOSPITAL. I MET YOU AND THEN IMMEDIATELY KNEW THAT THIS WAS WRONG!' she said in anger

I sighed, I felt bad for her but was she telling the truth 'IT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH REBECCA! WHY DID YOU TAKE THAT JOB IN THE FIRST PLACE!' I said harshly

she sighed 'because of the amount of money that I get payed and plus it was an excuse to move to America' she said guiltily

I sighed, okay maybe I believed her but that didn't mean that I was less angry at her though and she could tell

'Ruth please, I swear I haven't done anything concerning my job. I'm quiting tomorrow and then leaving within the week' she said sadly

Chapter nineteen part three Jobs ar never simple these

'Hello Rebecca I wasn't expecting you here today, hows it going?'

I sighed, he's going to completely murder me for this but I had to do it, I couldn't do what he said because it was wrong. 'how come you never told me anything about Ruth before giving me a job to make her flee'

he looked at me and sighed 'technically I didn't hire you, the person who I work for told me to hire you,' he looked at my shocked face 'why you don't think that she's nice do you..'

I sighed, oh here it comes 'I CAN'T DO THIS MICHAEL! EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS JOB IS WRONG! I CAN'T DO THAT TO SOMEONE, I'M ASKING FOR MY MONTHS NOTICE' I said in an angry tone

he just looked at me in shock

'why would you want to quit, you get payed thousands of pounds a week just by working here.'

okay this made me angry 'this whole place is wrong Michael and you know it! Infact I'm not asking for my weeks notice, I QUIT!' I shouted. After I said that I left

Chapter twenty Friends Reunited

Have you ever known someone for what seems all your life? Have you ever had to leave that person? If so then you know what I feel. Okay I left my friends ages ago but once that feeling has hit you it never really leaves you, or does it? Close your eyes and imagine, imagine that you had to leave your best friend, imagine that someone tragic happened causing you to have to leave your best friend. Great, now imagine that you had the chance to meet your best friend again. Now imagine something bad happened to your best friend, open your eyes. What did you see, I don't know about you but just imagining all of this made me almost cry. Okay this actually happened to my best friend but yeah you know what I mean, it's sad even thinking about it. Now you have imagined this you will be aware of what could happen, my advice to all of you is try and keep your best friend under your arms. Okay not literally under your arms, I mean keep your best friend close to you because if you don't you could end up finding that something bad happens. I never had this advice told to me and I wish that I did, you'll see why


eleven thirty, SHOOT! I was late for meeting Lilly. I quickly brushed my hair, put the first jumper on that I saw, put the first shoes on that I saw, rushed out of the door and ran to the meeting spot. I had arranged to meet her at the local park which was about a minute away from Ben's house. The problem is that I arranged to meet her at eleven twenty five so she probably would already be there. To make matters even worse my mum Vicky agreed to pick her up from the train station and drop her off at the park on her way to her meeting so she's probably been there for a long time now. I ran as fast as I could until I finally got to the park, I then looked around