when did it become so hard to be normal? by lauren k (books recommended by bts .TXT) 📕

big i had lots of brothers and sisters but even then i felt soo alone no one understood me . none of my siblings got along with me or heck i dont even think they liked me. they would always isolate me from them or any of there friends , always pushing me into corners forcing me to fight them but i never wanted to fight , but of course i had to , haha and of course i always would lose.it wasnt because i coudnt fight because i could but they out numbered me and because my parents always would side with them. My parents hated me , i was always there least favorite out of all of there kids and the saddest part of it was i dont even no why the hated me , why they looked at me with disgust , why they were ashamed of me . i diddnt do anything , i was a good kid never got into fights at school had good grades, i was always looking for there approval but i never would get it . hahaha i never once got a "good job" or a "im proud of you" or even an "i love you" . pathetic right haha i know. but i guess im not entirely alone i suppose i do have my wolf and thats all i need to keep the darkness from completely consuming my heart.
coming back to reality i had found a seat with all the girls that i had saw this morning and misty . They were talking about homecoming and football games and other normal things girls talk about but i couldnt focus on them i just couldnt stop glancing over to the wolves table ." you now you shouldnt concern yourself with those guys" misty had said following where my gaze had been. i answered with a "is that so and why not? " i had my own idea as to why i shouldnt but i wanted to see what she had to say. Misty said " because your not suppose to" as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. i said "and why is that?"with curiosity Ozzing out of my mouth."because your not as simple as that" cutting off all ties to the conversation i could tell it scared her talking about them .like they had done something so terrible to her that it made her scared to even think about. so i decided i would save that conversation for another time. Right on schedule the bell had rung and everyone left to go to there last class...
Worst decision ever

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Publication Date: 08-19-2012

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