Betrayed by Flowerz. (books to read in your 20s female txt) 📕

Tara

I had a massive problem. My problem was, hitting a brick wall with trying to find information out about Ruth was a massive step up to where I am now. I have got myself into big trouble and there is nothing I can do about it. I rather stupidly went to Ruth's dad for help and now I have to do anything that he asks me to do. I had to do that in order for him to help him, the question was. Could I really trust him with the word? Anyhow I didn't really have a choice so I agreed and that's where I am now. Sort off. I had got Michael to Richard and now we wait.

'ah Tara good girl,' he then turned to Michael. I shivered 'Nice to meet you Michael'

I gave a fake smile and Michael smiled

'hello...Richard....? I understand?'

Richard smiled

'that's me,' he then turned to me and it made me shiver again 'now that Tara has brought you to me I can start with my master plan. You two are a big part of this plan. Carter is going to invite everyone to go camping to our holiday home during the half term that is in two days. Our target is Ruth.' he said giving an evil smile. Oh I wasn't going to like this

'anyway Tara your job is to trick the others into the house with these keys,' he paused and gave me a set of keys 'I had these cut yesterday especially for this,' he then turned to Michael 'Michael your a pro for tricking people into things so your job is to pick anyone from that gang but DON'T tell that chosen person the plan. Convince the chosen person that Carter has asked that person to get wood from the woods. So you can't pick Carter. Then you convince that chosen person to scare her and that's when you hand Ruth over to me'

I forced a fake smile. I wasn't going to like this and he could sense it

'oh and Tara you can't say no. remember....our....small little....deal...'

I sighed. Ugh. 'fine I'm in'

he then turned to Michael 'oh and Michael unless you want everyone knowing that your a murderer I would do the same'

he sighed

'fine. I'm in'

Ruth

Do you know the feeling when you love someone but your to scared to scared to admit it? Where you try and hide the fact that you love the person. Where you have all the chances in the world to admit it but you don't and then it all ends, where you lose your chance. Where you know that you'd be happier if you confessed because you knew that they secretly felt the same way but you don't and then you lose the chance. Where you feel that the magic's gone. Do you know how it feels to know that you've lost the chance? Do you know how it feels to have your heart trampled on, where you want to cry because you've lost the chance. Do you know how it feels to love someone but you completely cover it up by hate? This is how I feel and it sucks. Me and Carter were enemies at the start, I thought that he was a bully. A horrid guy younger than me who made my little sister Lisa feel like dirt. I fully hated him, I couldn't stand him. Until one day, one special day. The day that the school caught on fire, yes I hated him and we were locked in the same room for punishment but without knowing that was the start, the magic started here. The day when he risked his life to save me, that was the start. Days progressed and it went up hill from there, however I was to chicken to tell him how I felt. The day when we pretended to be going out, that was fun because that wasn't hard, seeing as I loved him and I knew that he loved me. Oh that was the best, I couldn't wait for the next day to come. The day when we pretended to hate each other, that was fun to. Fun because I was to scared to let him know how I felt and fun because I was to scared to tell anyone so no one knew. That day Luke asked me to go to the disco and then he took me swimming, all because he loved me. My heart was set on someone else though so it didn't give me the same happiness as Carter did. I went with Luke because no one knew about my feelings for Carter but it wasn't the same. The day when he stood up for me back at my village when Peter had me, that day I knew he cared for me. It put happiness to me, even if I was worried about him. All of these feelings is how I feel, you see I do have feelings for Carter, however I also hated him for sticking up with Sharlene, Sam and Luke. Everything was muddled up, my feelings were muddled up.

I had fallen in love with Jake for certain now. We had been going out for three weeks now and because we live together it just makes things better.

'Ruth come in here for a second'

uh-oh that didn't sound good. I came in to find him sitting down with a letter in his hands. 'what's that?'

'he sighed. We have been invited to Carter's parents holiday home to go camping all half term'

oh that was easy NO!

As if he could real my mind though he sighed

'I think we should go. I know you don't like him but I think it'll be good for you. Plus it's camping so you won't have to see him. What's the worst that could happen?'

I sighed I suppose he's right 'yeah guess your right'

Ruth

I might have said something similar to this before. Before I said that my life was like a leaf blowing in the wind on a cold Autumns day, where running kids trample it. I also said that you should live your life while you have the chance and that I lost my chance to do that, I was on about Sunday. On Sunday something really bad happened to me, something I may never be able to come back from. This is what happens.

Today would be.....interesting.....I was going to meet the people who I was angry at, who I haven't seen in ages. I didn't want to but Jake, my new boyfriend was invited and he wanted to go, he convinced me that it would be fun. He has a great talent for things like that. We had been invited to Carter's holiday house that was by the lake, we were going to camp out by the lake all week. Fun.....why we weren't just staying in his holiday house was beyond me. Anyway it took us about two, maybe three hours to get there. Now came the awkward time, the time when I meet them.

'hi Ruth glad you came,' Carter then turned to Jake 'hi glad you came'

I looked at Carter but I had no words to say so I just walked past and waved at him. I then headed to the lake and say down by it, Jake must have got the message because after a few minutes he followed.

'a two man tent is ready for the both of us'

I looked at Jake and smiled, I smiled until I saw Carter staring at us. I wasn't ready to forgive him yet though so I kissed Jake on the lips in hope to make Carter jealous. Jake was a bit shocked at first but then he kissed me back. After I had made sure Carter say I pulled away 'come on Jake lets put our tent up before it gets dark'

he nodded at me and then we went to our tent to put it up, this is where I realized that I didn't know how to put a tent up. 'uh Jake'

'yeah'

'I don't know how to put a tent up' I said rather embarrassed

he smiled

'it's okay I'll teach you'

after three very funny minutes, we had finally put our tent up. That day just got more awkward, well sort off. I stayed in my tent but Jake didn't

Jake

Today we were invited to go camping at Carter's holiday house for the week. My girl friend Ruth didn't want to but I managed to convince her to go. This is where things got weird, she