Desire To Love by Madeline Piper (year 7 reading list txt) 📕

grew to…love him. I always considered love to take time or it just doesn’t exist but when Taren’s near me I just can’t help myself. The struggle between my body and mind to not throw myself at him was frustrating. I had to ask it though, is it love or lust?
“At least give me some sort of explanation. You owe me that much.” I gave him my usual puppy dog eyes with a flirtatious blink. He sighed and smile. Oh, his smile. I missed it so much. I wish he wouldn’t leave when I turned my back for a second. “On second thought. Why did you leave when you kissed me this morning?” His smile faded instantly and so did mines. My lips were still a bit swollen from the kiss yet I found myself wanting more of his touch.
“It’s not you if that’s what you’re thinking. It’ll all be clear soon enough.” I pondered on that day but for now Taren lips against mine was all I thought about. He laid me back on the bed as our lips worked as it did before only this one was more intense. He bit my lips again but not as hard so I let it be. Why was he so amused with my blood? The little boy, I pushed that thought behind me. His hand snaked up my shirt and unhooked my bra. He quickly slipped it off and worked at my leggings leaving my legs and breasts to dance freely. I halted him as he tried to lift up my shirt because a knock sounded at the door.

Taren and I were wrapped in each other’s arms and he sucked at the base of my neck over the diminished rash. I loved the smell of him, it was soothing, sexy even. But yet again I have to release him to open the door. He hid in my closet because I wouldn’t let him leave. I felt attached to him and I don’t know why.
Anyways, I opened the door for dad. He was shirtless and his hairy chest showed the scar from his heart attack years ago. He was now wearing a black sweatpants and a white towel thrown over his shoulder. I gaped the door hindering him from looking in. I hadn’t noticed that I was only in my shirt and panties.
“Lure, I just came to tell you goodnight.” He said.
“Ok daddy. Night.” I reply hastily. He tried to peer into the room but I wouldn’t let him.
“Can we talk?” Without warning he pushed pass me and made his way to my bed, sitting at the edge.
“What’s up?” I asked sitting directly in front the closet.
“You seem privative lately. Is everything ok?”
“Yea, fine, couldn’t be better. Good night.” I stood and yanked him off the bed.
“Are you dating anyone that I don’t know about? If you are honey I won’t be upset.” I took a quick glance at the closet but he didn't notice.
“Well, there is a guy I’ve been crushing on.” I figured what’s the harm in telling him his name.
“Oh, who?”
“His name is Taren. No biggy. Now can you leave I was in the middle of something.”
“Oh, oh ok sure. Didn't mean to intrude. I just thought I was the problem. I should meet this guy. Have him over for dinner tomorrow, will ya?” I smiled as did he before I shoved him out the door.
“Will do dad.”
“Good night sweet heart.” He whispers. He kissed me on the forehead and left.
I collapsed onto the door and sighed out loud ushering Taren that it was all clear. He made his way from the closet and strolled towards me.

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Chapter 3

"I hate when you have to leave, Taren." I whisper as he brushes my arm delicately with his fingers. His breath sent shivers down my spine but this time it was cold, he was cold. The covers covered his body while he covered mine.
He stayed silent, not commenting on what I said.
"Taren?" I repeat. No reply. "Taren, why aren't you-" My vision started to blur once again in the dark and the back of my head had an intense pain. I found myself spinning in an empty room before I came too. I was staring at a body that wore the exact same clothes I did. They had the same dirty blonde hair and a patch of freckles on their left shoulder. I noticed that the person was me. Yet on the inside I felt like I was in love with myself but there was something pushed at the back of my head that I couldn't quite figure out. It was a secret. A secret that could control how things were in this relationship. How do I know this? I'm not the one to ask...ask Taren.
He leaned over and softly pressed his lips to my bodies cheek. "I won't leave you tonight, my love." Taren whispered. He closed his eyes and I found myself back inside of my body. I had a smile on my face and blush in my cheeks.
"Good." I replied softly.

I awoke to an unpresent Taren. I don't know why I'm surprised that he left but it was the sincerity his voice held when he said those words. I stretched my body across my sheets and inhale his sweet smell as I recall everything that has been happening lately. It's weird that we've only known each other for four days yet we've already slept in the same bed. That same reason made me want to stay close to him even more. But unfortunately, I have no way of contacting him. He's left yet again.

I stay in that position for a couple of minutes before climbing out of bed and head for the shower. I allow the warm water to trickle down my body for a while before hopping out. The room was extremely cold from the opened window as I dash across the floor to my armour. I yelped in surprise when I turned twoards my bed. Wide blue eyes stare back at me.

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Text: All rights reserved. Every aspect of this book is purely made up from this authors head. It is coincidence if any detail described has happened. You may not re produce anything seen in this book without the authors consent. Thank you!
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Editing: Windows, Sephia Gallop
Publication Date: 06-05-2012

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Dedication:
I dedicate this book to the author (and my favorite one at that) Christopher Pike. He has given me the inspiration that not all vampire stories are boring and that anything is possible. I would also like to thank my mother and father who have been nothing but a pain in my neck by pushing me to succeed in what I do.