My Life Story by Nicuashio Espenvoll (best color ereader .TXT) 📕

me. And for the first time I was kissed by a girl in real life because I was dating a lot of people online a lot. And well I felt her love flow within me it was so strong, so relaxing.
And then I woke up around 7am, and asked for Sam and she came and we went to breakfast. Then I was talking to Blankman and she was rubbing on my leg with her hand, and I that’s when I found out that she did had a crush on me and loved me as I did her. So we went to the back middle door, of the lunchroom and made a story to tell Blankman encase. And so we started dating and I was happy, and though she was still dating Jenna. She at first loved me and her but then it came to a point that she had to choose between me and her.

Chapter 9
The hidden truth


Blankman massively got over with me and Sam dating. The day came for everyone
To go home for winter break, and finally I got home. It has been a while, since I been home. Well then again if you can say, or either call it home. Stay for a while before winter break started, Ms. Paula wanted to give me more days even after winter break to stay at home. I didn’t want to cause I wanted to be with Sam, and on top of that again I did everything I could to stay along beside her. But I was already set to leave for good. So during the winter break I called on her friend’s phone, it took a while for me to notice. Not the fact that I was slow, it was because well I wanted to talk to her for a while. Soon I had this pounding pressuring feeling, it was like she broke up with me kind of feeling, or the fact that somehow she would choose her over me.

And during the time just as I thought that I was supposed, to be at home to have a break. Well my mum kept getting onto me, and lecturing me as always. Nothing ever changes about that. Even so, besides of feeling who was Sam going to choose. I noticed that something didn’t quiet feel right at home, though I could not put my finger around it. It was quiet strange, and then finally we went to church and I finally got to meet my spiritual father and my mum, well sometimes I get to talk to her. Other times she was busy and I was not able to see her, then finally it was time for me to go back G.O. its Great Onyx however among many students it was popular to call it G.O. for short. So on while waiting for the bus at the station I saw James Prewitt and Hitler, well his real name was Lee. Though others call him Hitler just because he looks like Hitler kind of like John that was nicknamed as Jesus, and pretty much you get the idea from there. Afterwards we stopped at the Nashville bus station, we waiting for like 2 hrs and 45minutes for the buses to arrive. Then after the bus arrived, everyone got on the bus except me. Because there was no more room on the bus for me as I was waiting to get on, and I thought I was going to be stuck at the bus station, I was a bit nervous and I spoke with the one of the workers of the bus station, and the other bus was not scheduled to be going to Bowling Green bus station. However it was a blessing that I made to the bus station. And then I finally arrived at the bus station, and it was starting to snow. Lucky only this time, we did not have a snowstorm like last year.

After I arrived there I was happy that I go in on time well we waited on the bus for about 6 hrs. Because the bus driver from Birmingham bus station ran over I bag cart. And then we waited for another bus to arrive, and that’s why we came on center late. And I was so glad to see Sam again and all the pondering feelings had left me. And I felt safe seeing her again and my heart was at peace, and I had to go get my bags check and went to E bay just as I thought I was still the remaining room leader their it turned out that I was not. And so I waited and Ms. Paula moved me to B bay. I felt as though she kicked me out of E bay, and also she had this grudge with me and Sam. Which she just had to get over it or just jealous maybe I don’t know. So on because of it she gave me a 54 on my panel and normally I get 60’s every time. And she kept bringing up the deal with me and Sam issue. Anyways days went by and it was time for me to leave, before then me and Blankman were sitting around talking meanwhile Sam was asleep. And Mr. Jaggers told me that I was going to be leaving; tomorrow in about 1pm although I miss heard him for 1am. And I and Blankman were shocked, and it was kinda hard to explain but we waited until she ate dinner first to tell her. And then we headed to Raider dorm in the exit room next to D bay. And there I told her while Blankman stood there listening, and then I hold her in my arms. I was hurt and even though it was going to be hard for her mostly it was going to be even harder on me than it was going to be for her. Encase you haven’t notice is because I never told you until now. I never had a father figure in my life, and I only have the cares of a mother’s touch. And also I am kind and soft hearted and I hurt easily, I am very considerate of others and love to help other people. Also love to meet other people, so afterwards I left the next day and one last hug from my little girl Sammy. And then I left heading back home for good. When I got home I was glad to see my mum and be home.

And afterwards of course I had to clean my room up again and take the trash out and ETC. Days and days since being at home, I was having this unsecure feelings of Sam and though that maybe something happened to her. The plan that I left for her and Blankman to be together and keep an eye on her that plan suddenly faded. And this feeling was so strong on me; I couldn’t even concentrate on anything it was like the feelings of a brake up only even worse. The feelings I had been pounding me as though I was going to have a heart attack. And so on the communication was good until suddenly it changed; every time I got to talk to her she was always in a hurry to go. And she was never telling me things. I call a bay and asked Blankman of what was wrong with her and things. And we started talking and came to a conclusion that she was hiding something. And then when I got to spoke to Sam again, she asked me of why I was telling Blankman that she was hiding something, and I told her that because I wanted to make sure that everything was ok. Although I knew everything about her except when it came to long distant relationships, and then on my calendar I saw that when she calls it goes in patterns and then the next week it fluctuates.

I looked and I found it bizarre, and there were times that she told me to call at pacific times and when I called she was never their and then we planned to just call occasionally because her roommate Christina, her cell phone was about to get turned off, for what reason I guess because of money complications or other. And she told me that she can’t call me every day so we made the idea of calling from time to time. And then she started hanging out with a guy nicknamed medium red, on the other hand known as Jonny Applesauce LOL.
The name because popular among me Sam and Shannon hahahaaah, good times.
And so later she began to hang out with Diana and medium red more, and then she told me that she was watching porn. I got onto her about that, and told her not to do that anymore only when she is around me. She did tell me that she thought of me during that time however that did not feel right at least she can read yoai in the bay. And then her first weekend pass was with Diana to big reds house, and they had a good time went out to eat and went to the movies and the mall the next day. After that I was calling to make sure she made it back safely. And she did, afterwards way back G bay were such a major hand full, I heard that they set the trash cans on fire and smoking weed in the bathrooms, also Sam was in the middle of it though she had nothing to do with it. And at the time I got onto her about doing her work in trade and no video games in class only after school she could play games. And she was crying on through the phone and I was worried, wondering what happened and she told me. And so on I noticed that, since I left, things were getting even more worser then it was when I was there. And even also, G bay called the police. Things were getting crazy down there, and I was worrying about Sam and hoping that she was ok. I heard also that another student was rapped on center.

And meanwhile I was trying to get into college had my financial aid done and things. The thing was I was sick of staying at home 24/7, all I could do was to stay and do house work. And then I noticed that things changed at home and things were not the way they used to. My sister had strangers over and also my mum had people over also. It was crazy, and then my mum and you know how mums are and those corny rules. I was not allowed to no longer play games in the living room, or either sleeps on the couch or the floor. And things were getting much difficult for me, I was waiting for my mum to get the tag for the care and she began to get quizzetive about it, and the other time we got back from Shelton because I had to take the compass test. And for some reason every time I ride with her she always lectures to me about me doing this and that and then talks about other random stuff, however I had no idea what she is talking about. Though she was comparing me with other kids out their saying that I do not know right now of what she is talking about and such. And the thing is what she is talking about confuses me and she gets to the point when at first she makes since and then later she doesn’t. It was getting on my nerves any way, and then I also found out that I and