My Life Story Part 7 by Nicaushio Espenvoll (best ebook reader for pc TXT) 📕

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My Life Story

Part 7

When something is so strong, and becomes fragile. Then only dusks of existence remains. I do not understand why so much is happening so quickly, but one thing for sure is the good old days were worth it. It was worth the good times in life worth living. However it seems that those days are gone forever, there is no turning back now.

The end of the society as we know it is about show its true devastating colors.

Chapter 59 Another year

It has been a while since I started writing my next story. A lot has happen since then in the last series. I guess you can say I got myself into a hole in places, which I should not have been in. Well I ended like I said in the last chapter; I ended up being in another relationship. This was one of the mistakes I had made in my life while attending school. As a result the relationship between me and the current person I dated has finally….come to an end.

As of right now, I do not know how long I will continue to write these stories. By all means I hope that, those that take out the time to read these stories which can perhaps learn from them. Not only that, but to become wiser in life. The things I speak about in this story as all true. Not a lot of authors as we know today would, take out the time in writing out about their lives. For me I am glad I started early, before things really become out of hand. So I try to focus on the positive and the balance of trying reveal to my audience, I positive inspiration into their lives. For those of you that are, taking the time to read my stories---I really appreciate this and thanks for reading. I always like to start off with the first chapter to only talk about the situations, the pros and cons, and the consequences I could be or end up possibly.

The year of 2013 has finally come around. During my current semester in school, I have been through a lot of struggling in my classes due to a headache relationship, which I recently two weeks back just got out of. You remember her; she is the same girl I dated back in the part 6 series. Well after the relationship ended, I began to find out a lot of mysteries things, which kept me wondering for so long. During the relationship with her, I started to feel worries and pain. They would always call me during my class time, and also text me random strange messages to me. I was very stressed out and in worries because of them. I tried to do everything I could to be there for her, I was always there for her even when she was in the hospital. I was told during the time period that, she was in the hospital. I had no idea why she was in the hospital for approximately two, three or five months. The only thing I knew is everything that her brother Billy told me was not adding up. It was like dealing with a detective story, trying to piece clues that would endeavor to the causes, which happened in the stories he was telling me. Later on I found out that, Billy was NOT her real brother in real life. In the next chapter, all of this will better make since after I fill you in on the details later on. For right now, as for me trying to stay focused. I kept failing in both of my tests in speech. It was so insane, and on top of that I studied for it and everything. Maybe it was something I was not doing to better prepare myself for school success, for this semester. Although, I also felt like a failure and there was no way I was going to succeed. After a week ago of dropping my speech class, I thought at that point that I could focus on both my psychology and English 102 class. Well, that turned out to be a little bit shaky for me. I went to my financial aid department, in concern of the effects from dropping one of my classes. The financial aid representative told me that my completion rate was not where it needed to be. So unless my rate is not up to at least a sixty- seven percent, I can be at a warning. The warning is that if a student drops a class, after so many effects to the completion rate, it can be placed on a warning. As a result if the student does NOT meet the academic requirements of pass the two courses dropped, then this can result in a suspension. This is not a good thing to be in at all. So t this time, after the score I made during my in class assignment, I felt really down and not very happy with the score I made. English was never a strong point, and it was never my weak point. I felt as if my focus was not completely as where it is supposed to be. At the same time I felt like”OMG!!! I am really going to fail this semester?!!!” But then I had to rethink what I said, and not give up. The only thing I had at this point was just doing the best that I can to make things happen. Also for now on I will try to write a couple of chapters here and there. This should help me to get back in focus with, my studies and in other things as well.

As during this semester I felt like I have either lost my focused touch in being successful, or just not really focusing on what I need to do cause of the problems, which has occurred. It seems like things are always happening to me. Without a clue of wondering why it happens. Lately also I have been dealing with a lot of work load of assignments while in college, this sets me to cause everything to draw back on me. At this stage I began to fall back on things that I needed to get done. I hope that I can get things done, and with some miracle of getting a passing grade this semester. Currently right now, I am trying my best to pass my math class in school. The results of that so far has not been so good lately. I studied and everything and still nothing happen for me and as much as I sit in the soar institute studying, you would think I would do at least a little better. The worst thing that has been putting me in disappointment is my quiz grades. The only thing I never get is most teachers would over look other students, just because they are not doing so well and honor the ones that do. It is like they assume that those students have enough chance in passing a class, as well as the students that are doing poorly. Not to mansion I got reported four times while being at Shelton State, that it is so ridiculous. In the next chapter I will explain about that and much more. I am sorry for the delays in my writing; it has been hectic since finishing my last book which was part 6. A lot has happen since then even though, I miss writing and I am glad I am back. Another reason I have not been writing as much is not only just the fact of being busy with school, but also I spent my entire summer playing a game online on my computer called Wizard101. This game is like a multiplayer dueling 3D card game. You can choose which school wizard you like to be such as, Fire, ice, storm, myth (do not really like myth at all, but some say it is great), Life (some say life is a lot harder than Death school, but to be honest death school wizards are much harder than life), death (Death is a school I would not recommend, because it is hard to level being a death wizard and also not enough experience points) and lastly, balance. Balance and Ice seem to be the common popular schools, as well as other schools. Balance does a lot of damage than most schools do, and you level up instantly with being a balance wizard. So if you want my input, I would definitely try ice or balance. Also if you are interested in in playing this game, the website for this game is Wizard101.com. Now then, it is time to begin a new chapter for all of the things that has happen so far.

Chapter 60 Drama on imvu

Usually I would hang out on imvu for a wild, in one of my favorite rooms. One room was called the game tap room. The one thing I know for sure, it seems popular because most of the users would enter in the room expecting some people, to be social. The things are most people act like a noob because they do not have common sense, to understand that any game room you go in no one ever talks. There was one game room I been into actually, It turns out during the past I got booted out for no reason. So every time I got booted out, I would either report the rooms or send an email to the owner of the room. I know it sounds stupid but, whenever I get kicked out of a room, it irritates me. I also saw that a lot of people assume that imvu is a game rather than a social chatting site. Some people that think like that are too much of a idiot or a noob combined, want to accept that. If imvu was a game, then it would be more than just a chatting website. However, imvu is not only just a chatting website, but it is also a place to design and create three dimensional avatars in different ways. Right now there are over approximately 38,190 million people online everyday around the clock, all over the world. It is crazy is it? Well I recently just quit getting on imvu, I did not tell anyone that I was quitting though. If I did then that would make me look stupid, to sound like more of trying to get people to see who would care if you quit then for those that pretty much would not give a care if you choose to quit. As for me I just quit. There are many reasons I quit imvu, for one reason on imvu. The first reason I quit was because people only want sex, then they always want someone to gift them. The second reason is because, people such idiots to not understand that imvu is NOT A GAME. Real people are using their avatar real life. Thus playing with people’s hearts is not a game. The last reason is, most girls are always looking for sex and credits, or someone that can gift them. If you cannot gift them anything then they find others that will, instead of getting a job to gift them self of what they want. What is really messed up is, most people say that they are on imvu to have fun and not on to date and mess around. My opinion on that is, if they wanted to do that, to escape away from life? They can do all of this in real life, instead