Love And Hate by Z.Stark N, Editor Mel W (best book recommendations TXT) 📕

When I get there I only see Aidan, which is weird because Liz and I have always walked to school together.

“Where’s Liz?” I asked walking to him.

“She and Kayden asked me to leave them alone and I did. And then they started walking that way.” He said pointing toward the direction the school is.

“Oh okay.” I said taking his hand.

“You look very beautiful this morning.” Aidan said.

“Thank you.” I say. We started walking to the school and eventually catching up with Kayden and Liz.

“Hey.” I said to Liz.

“Hey, wow you look good today.” She said.

“Thanks.” I said. Liz and I start talking without letting go of Aidan’s hand. He is so sweet, this might just work out and hopefully neither of us gets hurt. When we get to school everybody was looking at us I am not just talking about two or three people I mean everyone.

“More stares, yay us.” Liz and I say.

“What do you mean?” Kayden asked.

“Every time me or her come to school holding a boy’s hand they stare at us all crazy like.” Liz said, I just nodded my head in agreement. Aidan just kept walking in silence and he looked like he was getting mad. I squezzed his hand to try to clam him down, he felt like he was burning up. I stopped in my tracks and looked at him.

“What’s wrong?” he asked.

“Your burning up.” I said.

“What do you mean?” he asked.

“Your hand is really hot.” I said. Kayden stopped and he looked back at Aidan and said something with his eyes but I couldn’t understand.

“Sorry, it’s probably just sweat or something.” He said.

“Oh okay.” I said taking his hand and his hand was still really hot but I didn’t say anything. When we get to my locker I let go of his hand and start opening it. Until I heard someone behind me and turned around to find Lionel yelling at Aidan about something I didn’t know about. I walk over there and look at Aidan and he looked like he was going to explode.

“Lionel why do you have to mess with him?” I asked getting in front of Aidan.

“Why should it be any of your business? Thought you told me that you weren’t going out?” he said.

“And if we were it would be none of your business anyways?” I shot back.

“Did you ever read that note I gave to you or did you rip that up too?” he asked.

“No I didn’t read or throw it away.” I said.

“Read it.” He said and then walked away. I turn around and Aidan was gone. I start running out to the soccer field to see if he is there.

“Who are you looking for?” Liz asked.

“Aidan, he left and I don’t know where he went.” I said back at her.

“He isn’t here him and Kayden went somewhere.” She said.

“Oh okay. I’m going to class.” I said running to catch the class bell. I went to class after class and still no Aidan or Kayden. Lunch came and I just went outside to the brick wall/hill and sat and toke out my IPod and listened to music. I just looked blankly ahead of me asking myself ‘What if’s’ it was kind of crazy I know I was just scared. Someone I could feel was behind me and when I turned around it was Aidan there. I was speechless because really what am I really suppose to say.

“Hey, sorry for disappearing on you like that.” He said after I had my earplugs out of my ear.

“I don’t care where you were, I guess…..I am trying to say that I am happy your okay.” I said.

“Thanks, I just had to go cool down a little.” He said.

“Okay.” I said.

“Could I talk to you alone?” he asked.

“We are alone.” I said.

“I mean where no one is around.” He said.

“Oh okay Soccer field?” I asked.

“Yeah.” He said. We started to walk to the field when we got there we sat on the bleachers.

“I want you to know something but it’s kind of hard to tell especially since we just met and all.” He said.

“Can you please just tell me it’s not like I am going to start running and telling everybody.” I said sarcastically.

“You have to promise that you won’t tell anyone what I am going to tell you, that means Liz and your grandma too.” He said.

“This must be serious.” I said.

“Yeah it kind of is.” He said.

“Okay, I promise I won’t tell anyone ever unless I am told that I am allowed to.” I said.

“I’m not what you think I am.” He said seriously.

“What are you then?” I asked.

“Something that isn’t normal.” He said.

“What then?” I asked.

“I am a…..” he was saying until the bell ring telling us class is fixing to start.

“This isn’t over, we’ll finish it later.” I said. I started running but before I know it he comes up and grabs my left hand and put it in his. When we got to class we weren’t last to come in it was Tiffany and Lionel that was last. Class went on the same by the time it was time to go Liz and Kayden came up to us and walked with us to go home. When we got to my stop which was right before theirs’ I asked Aidan if he wanted to come in and of course he shook his head. After that he kissed me on the cheek and left. I don’t know what is going on but I am going to find out. By 8:30 P.M. I had finished eating dinner and finished homework. I was recapping of what happen during lunch ‘I am normal…..’ ‘It is hard to tell you’ what is he gay? I don’t know this makes no since, and I really don’t understand. I decide to call him and after maybe two rings someone picks up.

“Hello…” I say.

“Hello. May I ask who is speaking?” some lady said.

“I am a friend of Aidan, may I speak with him?” I asked.

“Aidan there is someone on the phone for you.” She said. I think she told him it sounded like a girl and gave him the phone.

“Janeseme?” he asked.

“Yeah.” I said.

“Meet me at the community park in 20 minutes.” He said and then hung up. Ughh….this is infuriating I am going to get to the bottom of this. I get on shoes tell my grandma I am going to the park, then leave. When I get to the park Aidan was sitting on top of a picnic table, I sit next to him and he toke a hold of my hand.

“Can I ask you a question?” he asked.

“Sure.” I said.

“Can I kiss you?” he asked. I laughed a little and said yes. When we kissed I felt fireworks and butterflies. It was amazing.

“I know your wondering what I was trying to tell you. I was trying to tell you that I am not normal I am a………shape shifter.” He said.

“And why did you have to kiss me before telling me?” I asked.

“Because I thought you would start screaming or something like that.” He said.

“So in other words you wanted one last kiss before I ran away.” I said for him.

“Yeah something like that.” He said. I just kissed no not that stupid mwah kiss I full on kissed him.

“Does that answer any of your confusion?” I asked after kissing him.

“Yeah it answers a lot.” He said smiling. I laughed and was blushing.

“So, your brother he is a shape shifter too right?” I asked.

“Yes, but he doesn’t know that you know so you can’t tell him. And the only reason I told you was because your…..my…..” he was trying to say something but couldn’t get it out apparently.

“I am your what?” I asked.

“Well, what you would call mate.” He said.

“And that means?” I asked.

“That were connected but you also choose if you want to complete it or not, but think about it you’re the only girl that I will be able to ever think about and Love.” He said.

“Well, couldn’t we just take it one day at a time. I mean we just met yesterday.” I said.

“You have three months to choose I know it isn’t enough time to fall in love with someone so I would understand if you don’t.” he says.

“I already think I love you, but it is really hard to admit to that. I mean I have been in love but not this way. It’s like every time I am near you I get butterflies or every time you smile at me. When we kissed it was just like more than a kiss it was just…..so amazing well actually better.” I admitted to him.

“I love you Janeseme I never thought I would find you. Your everything and more that I thought you would be.” He said.

“I…..believe three months from now will be very different.” I said.

“How do you know that?” he asked.

“I don’t know I just feel that way.” I said.

"And that is one of the many things I love about you." he said.

"What?" I asked.

"Your mysterious ways." he said.

"Well, trust me after I tell you this your going to run." I said. He wasn't the only one with a secret. The only difference is that mine will keep is from seeing each other for sure.

"What is it?" he said entwining our fingers.

"I'm not human either." I said.

"What are you then baby?" he asked right when my whole group of guys an I think three girls showed up not for that linoel thing no.

"Their, not going to hurt you." he said getting in front of me. I got in front of him.

"No, they were going to hurt you. I'm a vampire, but not just any vampire I am what you would call the alpha. We have the same mating thing, too. I know what we have to do that's why they were going to stop it. We can't be together, not until the three months are up." I said. After that I just walked away. Three Months. How will I survive? He is my mate and if losing him means keeping him safe then that's what I will do.

Chapter 6: Two Weeks Later

 

 

I miss him like crazy all I can think about is him. My vampire just wants to run over to his house and have her way with his wolf.

"Jay, you're gonna be okay." Liz said. Yeah Liz is surprisingly only half vampire because her mom's mate was human. It worked out great though and they're both still madly in love because her mom turned her dad into a vampire after they had Liz.

"No I am not I have drank more blood in these last two weeks than I would in one month. I miss him, my vampire is pissed as hell and it is not easy fighting her off." I said to her. I have to stay at Liz's because being next door to him was driving my vampire crazy after a week.

"I want to let you see him badly, but I am not allowed to." She said.

"I got cheer practice, I will be home later." I told her walking out the door in my practice uniform. I walk to the school which of course I had to walk past his house.