Love And Hate by Z.Stark N, Editor Mel W (best book recommendations TXT) 📕

Facing my pack is like a human facing a pack of wolves. Which Aiden is kinda going up against wolves because of his pack not wanting me there. After getting their attention I had told them the final line me and Aiden were going to be together and that was it. They were so mad.

"And I don't care if you like it or not. Now that we got that in the open it is time for everybody to get to know everybody. I told Aiden to introduce his whole pack and their mates if they had one. Here it goes I believe he said Joah has no mate and he's 15 which is the youngest in his pack,Noah is Joah twin brother which he already found his mate which her name is Saundra, Don is the oldest and he is almost 20 he has his mate and her name is Lanna,Then Joe which he was 17 he had no mate, then Heath which he was also 17 and he has his mate her name is Sammie. There's more but I mean he was so fast I couldn't understand the rest but I did understand the rest of the pack lives in California where he's from. So now it was my turn.

"Okay, my pack we have about six dudes and three girls. So, three dudes are mateless. Those are Tyler, Blaine, and Derek. Derek is the oldest he's twenty. Blaine is 17 and Tyler is 15. The youngest is Tyler he's also the newest member too. Then there is Jon he's sixteen his mate is Sara she's also sixteen. Jake is seventeen and his mate is Jane she's sixteen. Then finally there is Jerri he's nineteen his mate is Taylor and she's seventeen. That's all of us." I said. When I looked around I couldn't find Blaine. Blaine is like my best friend for life we have known each other like forever he use to live with me and my grandmother until he decided to move out own his own. His parents died when he was thirteen. My grandmother took him in after that then he moved out about a year ago I believe. I told Aiden I would be back that I had to find a pack member of mine he said okay I go ask Derek where was Blaine he told me that he was at my house and he told him that he needed to talk to me. So I went next door to my house my grandmother was gone. I walk in and he is sitting on the couch with his face in his hands. I walk over and sit next to him.

"What's wrong?" I asked. He looks up and he had no expression. I look at him and tried to see what he was thinking but I couldn't. I was worried about him I don't something inside me right now wants to just kiss him but I can't wrap myself around the idea of doing it. His phone went off and I heard his ringtone Daniel Powter-Bad Day he knows I love that song that's why he keeps everyone of his ringtones one of the songs I heart. I looked at him expecting him to pick up his phone but he didn't. I had this urge to kiss him don't ask me why I just did. I really looked at him and all of asuden I wanted to be with him and then why would I do that it would hurt Aiden and I couldn't do that to him. I decided to just say what was on my mind.

"What are you doing to me?" I asked I felt he was controlling me but he wasn't. I missed something or something because I can't figure it out I just all of asudden decided I wanted to be with him and that is not going to happen.

"I am not doing it, I know what you are feeling and trust me I am not doing that to you and I wouldn't ever do that to you." he said. He was telling the truth I could feel it. And I knew he wouldn't lie to me.

"Then, what is happening?" I asked.

"I'm in love with you. I am your second mate and no the pack didn't put me up to this." He said. He wasn't lying which scared me I couldn't love him back it would hurt Aiden. I just ran out, him and Derek knows where I am when I get upset and need to run to clear my mind. I go to this field of flowers it's so pretty. Me, Derek, and Blaine when we were little use to go there all the time we loved hanging out there, but back then we just all loved hanging out with each other. Now I don't know what happened to us.......

"Why is this happening to me? I love Aiden and now Blaine wants to say he is in love with me I know he use to love me but why does he need to say it know that I found my mate?" I asked myself. I wanted to answer it but all I wanted right then was a friend but it seems like I will never be able to open up and actually express my feelings.

"Baby, you scared me." I heard someone saying behind me. I turn to find Aiden looking at me.

"I'm sorry I just needed some time to think." I said.

"It's okay." he said while wrapping his arms around my waist. I leaned into him and rested my head on his shoulder.

"I can see why you like coming here to think." he said.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because it's so peaceful and quiet." he said. I just nodded my head and looked up at him and smiled. He kissed me on the lips and all of a sudden I felt butterflies in my stomach along with fireworks and electricity going up my spine.

"Blaine told me he loved me." I blurted out so fast I couldn't even stop myself. That had to make him mad.

"I know." he said.

"How?" I said turning around in his arms.

"Derek, told me everything." he said.

"I told him I couldn't do that to you." I said.

"Really?" he asked.

"Yes." I said turning around in his arms looking in those beautiful eyes.

"I love you and you know that right?" he said.

"Yes, I do and I love you too." I said kissing him gently on his lips.

"Mmmmm.....your lips taste good." he said. I started smiling and blushing.

"Really?" I said smirking.

"What lip gloss do you have on?" he asked.

"I don't think that's what your tasting." I said. Okay, yes I have to drank blood and the only reason I do is when I use my powers and I needed to keep my strength up.

"Oh." he said.

"I'm sorry." I said.

"It's okay it's not your fault but that's not what I m really tasting I am actually tasting something else like a honey, watermelon, and cherry flavor." he said.

"Oh, well then apparently that's my taste for you." I said.

"Mmmmm.....I like it." he said kissing me again. I started giggling and smiling.

"We really need to get back." I said.

"Your probably right, but I don't want to." he said pouting.

"We have to." I said.

"I know." he said. So we started walking back to where we left the pack. My cult was sitting to the far right of the backyard and Aiden's pack was sitting to the far left. I looked at my cult with disapprovement, and so did Aiden to his pack.

"Y'all know you will have to eventually get along right?" I said.

"No, we are not get along with some cold bloodsuckers." Said the girl who was alone back here with Aiden at first. I ran up to her with my vamp speed and starred her in the eyes. "Ever call us that again, I will snap you like a twig. Nod your head if you understand." I said to her, she nodded her head and Aiden came up behind me to relax me he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me back.

"Now," I said looking at both the cult and pack, "You are all going to get along, not just because I am his mate but also Kayden is Liz's mate, and I have a feeling some of the mateless girls and guys from both of our people are mates too. I don't want to hear anything like that girl just said EVER again." I finished saying with a stern look then smiled.

"I agree with my beautiful new girlfriend and mate, if I catch one of y'all fighting or even saying bad thing about another one, we will take action. Now I am going to throw a party at our pack house so everyone can get acquainted." He then turned to me, "Baby, go have a talk with your cult okay, I need to talk to mine I will come over later to talk to you about everything."

"Okay." I said after telling Derrik through a mind message really telling him to get everyone to my backyard now. I ran over to my backyard not really wanting to deal with all their emotions and trust me they were having a lot of them I could feel it. When I got over their Blaine gave the look of distrat and I didn't want to deal with that right now one problem at a time please.

"You all know how I feel about this subject. You have no say into who my mate is, don't ever think you have. You're not my leaders I am your leader, that should be understood. I don't want to hear one word about this. I love y'all to death, but he's my mate and I will be with him end of discussion. Now if we having any questions I will gladly take them." I said all this very clearly and very leader like.

"Do we really have to get along with them?" Jake asked but he knew everyone was thinking it.

"Yes, there going to be pretty much your new in laws so get use to it." I told them sternly.

"Do we have to not talk about vampire stuff around them, like the fact we need blood for our powers?" Jane asked curiously.

"That would be nice, just keep it in your head." I told her smiling emused by this question.

"That one werewolf is she going to be a threat to us?" Taylor asked she looked real serious too.

"No, well I don't think so. Just keep an eye on her. And report back to me. I don't like her as much as you do. But we all have to get along. Understood?" I said looking at my cult.

"Understood." They said in unsion. They were all terrified though not because they thought that the werewolves could over power them, no, they were worried for them because if one pissed me off I could easily snap their neck without even touching them. I am literally THE most power vampire living, the Vampire Council is terrified of me and I don't blame I can make their whole tower castile thing fall with just a little earthquake. Aiden doesn't know this yet I have to tell him sooner or later though. I am not as fragile as he