Love And Hate by Z.Stark N, Editor Mel W (best book recommendations TXT) 📕

thinks I am, he's probably going to be the most protective mate too because of the fact that he's an alpha and I am his Luna. Chapter 9: Baby?

 

'Baby you there?' asked Aiden through a mind message.

'Yeah?" I said back to him.

'Will you come over?' He asked me.

'Umm...baby I don't know I think I should stay here with my cult, you seemed to have your whole pack over there still too.' I lied my pack was about to leave but I feel uncomfortable over there with his pack.

'Kayden has them, so can I come over there?' He asked questioningly like he knew I was lying before.

'If you want hun.' I couldn't lie to him again I don't see what's wrong with him coming over if the cults gone and my grandma was out running errands. The cult left as fast as possible too, using their vampire speed they were long gone right when Aiden jumped over the fence.

"Hey wanna go to the movies?" Aiden asked me. We only went on a few dates maybe 4 or 5, I stopped counting after the cult found me on that one with him and literally made me leave him there. Which trust me the cult got an ear full after that.

"What movie?" I asked skeptical.

"How about The Hobbit?" He asked.

"Umm, no." I said laughing at the end.

"Okay, how about Best of Me?" He asked. 

"I'm not in the mood for a movie. I really just want to go on a long walk or go lay in the meadow." I said looking at him.

 "Baby? What's wrong?" He said looking at me. 

"My cult, they're mad. They don't want to be around wolves. You realize how difficult it is to be around people who don't understand what you go through on a daily basis. Then that girl I am pretty sure who is madly in love with you growling at me and making these rude comments behind our backs isn't going to cut it. Yes we have to drink blood but that doesn't give the right to anyone to call us blood suckers like we actually want to do it. I'm sorry, I don't even know why I am even telling you this." I said ranting to him. 

"Baby, I want you to talk to me about this stuff. I want to understand all these things about you. You're my mate." He said looking at me. 

"Well, it goes against every instinct in me to talk about stuff like that with someone who isn't my kind." I said to him looking away. 

"How do you feed?" He asked me still looking at me. 

"Not something we really like to admit to. But you are my mate so I can't lie to you. We feed on animals some, but drinking animals blood is not completely statisfying especially if your powerful. We have a few friends at the blood banks and stuff we get two or four pints from them a week. But it isn't enough to feed my whole cult. I keep a pint and split the rest between everyone else. We really need like a half a pint a day so we go to bars or clubs we meet people they think we are foreplaying when really we are taking their blood. They end up having no marks left on them. No marks, no problem is what we like to say." I explained to him while looking away from him. 

"You drink from me for now on." He said looking at me. 

"That would start a war between my cult and your pack and you know it." I said to him.

"I don't care, I don't want you drinking some guys blood and having him think he had something with you when really all you were doing was using him to survive." He said getting angry. 

"As soon as I stepped in a room with my cult they would know I was drinking from you." I said to him. It was true. If I even took a sip from him they would know. It would be on my breath and it would be running through my veins before I knew it.

"I don't give a damn what your cult knows or doesn't. You're my mate and I forbid you to drink from anyone else but me." He says in his alpha tone. 

"Don't you dare use that tone with me. I will not have you control me. It's my choice from who and what I drink from. I'm not going to start a fight between your cult and my pack because you want to act like a jealous boyfriend about how I feed." I said to him. He had no right to forbid me to do anything. Yes he was my mate and boyfriend but that doesn't make him my father. 

"You drink from another guy I will be done." He says looking serious. He took it too far by saying that.
"You want me to drink from you that badly? You realize I will have to take half a pint of blood from you? You realize people in your pack and in my pack will start calling you a human feed bag? You realize all these things yet you still want to put both me and you through all that because you can't handle I take a little blood from a guy every now and then?!?" I said starting to get really angry with him. He's being selfish and inconsiderate.
"You think I care about what other people say?" He said looking at me getting angry.
"No but you do care what they say about me!" I yelled at him.
"Only because I want to protect you." He said calming down a bit. He put his hand on my face and looked down.
"I just want to protect you. I want to be the one that you can rely on for everything you need. I want to be the one person you need for anything. I want you to drink from me because I don't want a guy thinking you're doing anything with him but I also want you to drink from me because I want to do it for you. I am willing to do it for you. My pack and your cult will just have to shut their mouths about what happens between me and you. Because what happens between me and you shouldn't concern them since you are my mate and I am yours. So, can I please be that person for you?" He asked me looking me in the eyes. He looked so sincere and vulnerable at that time. I couldn't say no to him. I couldn't hurt him.
"Yes, but you can't judge my vampire side. It's not ugly but I wait last minute before I need to feed so it's not pretty when I want to feed. By that I mean I am kind of messy." I said to him looking away. Which is true I wait last minute because I don't like the fact I need blood to survive.
"I won't judge how you look after you feed. I mean I just kissed you after you were drinking blood." He said.
"Well, I laced that blood with pepsi, so it wasn't messy." I said to him.
"Y'all lace blood?" He asked looking at me.
"Yeah, it helps us forget that we are drinking it. I mean it's not like all of us asked for this life." I said to him.
"That is true." He said smiling at me.
"What's on your mind?" I asked him. He inched closer to me. He leaned in and kissed my lips softly at first and then more needing.
"You. You're the only thing on my mind." He says pulling me into his lap. 

"Am I really?" I said teasing him a little grinding against him. He growled a little in a needy way. He put his head in the nape of my neck. 

"Yes, just you and me." He said to me kissing on my neck softly. 

"Mmmm, baby you should really stop that." I said to him smiling. 

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