Deep Secrets by Selena (ebook reader online txt) 📕

(3 months ago)

Everything was perfect. I was at the prom dancing with my hot girlfriend, Brittany. Well I thought it was. When the song came off, Brittany smiled.

"I have to go to the ladies room to fix my make up. I'll be right back." she said.
"Ok." I said. Brittany gave me a quick kiss, then left. I look around the room, until I see them. I see Ryan and Cody arguing. I went over there and stopped the fight. "Stop. What is going on?"
"Why don't you ask Cody? Maybe he can tell you." Ryan said
I turned to Cody. "What happened, Cody?" I asked. "Why are you guys fighting?"
"Nothing is going on." Cody said
"That's not what you told us earlier." Ryan said angrily.
"Ryan, please." Cody whispered
"Please what? Someone better tell me what is going on." I said impatiently.
"If you won't tell him, then I will." Ryan turned to me. "A few minutes ago, Cody told me that he and Brittany is having an affair over a few months." Ryan said
I frowned. "What?" I turned to Cody. "Is this true?"
Cody took a step back from me. "I'm so sorry Kyle. I never meant for this to happen. I also never meant ti fall in love with her." he said
"What you mean you never meant for this to happen?! Brittany is my girlfriend. I trusted both of you! But all I get is a stab in the back!" I yelled
"Kyle. Calm down.
"Don't you dare tell me to calm down!"

Mr. Patterson , the principal, came toward us. Is there a problem guys?" Mr. Patterson asked.
"No sir." Cody said.
"Ok. We are now going to announce the prom king and queen." All I did was nod and walk away from Cody. I feel like my life has been torn apart. All I feel is anger.

Mr Patterson went onstage and grabbed the microphone.

"Ladies and gentlemen. Can I get your attention." he said Everyone quite down and turned to him "Thanks for your attention. We are now going to announce the prom king." Everyone cheered, except me. The adminastrator, Ms. Matthews, gave him two envelopes. Everyone went quiet for Mr. Patterson could read them. "The prom king is... Kyle Jackson." Everyone cheered as I went onstage to receive my crown. I would have been happy, but I'm not. Hearing about Brittany's affair sucked all the happiness away from me. Mr Patterson opened up the second envelope and smiled. "Now, what you all been waiting for. The prom queen is... Brittany Montez." I flinched when he said her name. Every one cheered. Brittany smiled as she went onstage. When Ms. Matthews put the tiara on Brittany's head, she grabbed on the microphone.

"I want to thank everyone in voting for me. I want to thank my friends and my wonderful boyfriend." she said. She smiled at me, but all I did was stare.
"Now make room on the dance floor for the prom king and queen to have their dance." Mr. Patterson said. Everyone took a step back to nake space.

"Come on." Brittany said. She took my hand in hers, but I let go. "What are you doing?"
"When were you going to tell me?" I said
"What are you talking about?" Everyone went quite. I turned to Brittany and frowned.
"You know what I am talking about! Why didn't you tell me you were sleeping with Cody!" I yelled.
Brittany hesitated. "Kyle... I can explain."
"No. We are through." Everyone watched as I left the stage. I left from the school and punched the wall. Brittany, Cody, and Ryan came out the school.

"Kyle, I am so sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen. Please let me explain." she said.
"Explain then." I said
"Ok"
"When did all of this start?"
"In April. You was out of town. We had an arguement on the phone because you had to stay there longer. I got upset and I was bored. Cody came by to get his jacket. I was cryingm he comfort me, then things got heated up. The we just did it, but I want to be with you."
"If you wantted to be with me, you would have stopped. Why didn't you tell me?"
"I was going to tell you, but I never got to."
"Kyle..." Cody said
"Shut up Cody!! How can you do this to me? You are my friend and you sleep with my girlfriend!" I yelled
"I'm sorry Kyle." he said
"Please don't do this." Brittany said
"This is crazy." Ryan said
I ignored Ryan's comment.
"I can't even look at both of you right now." I said. I turned, but Cody stopped me by grabbing my arm.
"Wait." Cody said
"Let go of me." I said
"No. Not until we talk." he said. All I felt was rage. I punched him in the face. Ryan pulled me back. Everyone was watching. Cody got up. "You broke my nose!" He held his hand on his nose with blood on his hands and shirt. I tried to come after him, but Brittany got in front of me.
"Kyle, please don't do this. This is between me and you." Brittany said
"Yes it is. You was my girlfriend and this is how you treat me. I can't take none of this anymore."
Tears ran down Brittany's cheek. "Please Kyle. I love you. Don't do this. We can we work this out."
"How can we work this out?!! We can't. The two things that hurts me most is that you didn't tell me. Second, you kept on sleeping with him. I can't be with a girl like you. I especially don't want to be your king. I took off the crown and gave it to her.
"I'll change. I won't sleep with him anymore."
"What if we do stay together and we get in another argument? Are you going to find another guy to sleep with?"
"It won't happen."
"Cody loves you."
"I only love you. Only you."
"Well its a crazy way of showing it."
"Its true."
"No. I can't do this. You and Cody deserve each other."
More tears came out of Brittany's eyes. She took my hand, but I snatched my hand away.
"Kyle... Please don't break up with me. Don't leave me!" she yelled
I took a step back. "We are over. Don't call my house or me. Don't even come to the house." I held out my hand. "Give me the house key."
"But... but."
"Now." Brittany hesitated, but gave me back the house key I gave her. "Have a nice life because you already ruined mines." I turn around and walked away, never turning back. All I could hear is Brittany crying my name. I didn't even take the limo, I just walked home. When I got there to the house, I slammed the door and ran upstairs. I was so pissed. I didn't expect to spend my prom like this. I took every picture of Brittany and lit it up on fire in the trash can. I sat down on the bed and watched it burn. Someone knocked on my door. "If it's you Brittany, then you better leave." I said
"It's me, Allison." She said. Allison came into my room and sat next to me.
"What are you doing here?"
"Ryan called. He told us what happened between you and Brittany. I knew there was something about her I didn't like."
"Allison. I know. You were right. I should have listened to you. I am so stupid."
"No you not. You just didn't know. You did the right thing by breaking up with her."
"But the worst thing is, I still love her."
"That's ok. It takes some time to get over the first person you love. You will get through this. I believe you will." Allison gave me a hug, then she left my room.

'sigh' I leaned back on the bed, trying to not think about Brittany, but I couldn't. The more I thought about her, the angrier I had gotten. I closed my eyes trying to calm down, but all I did was end up falling asleep. During the week, Brittany has been calling me and coming to my house. I was grateful that Mom, Dad, and Allison wouldn't let her in. I wouldn't even leave my room. The only time I would leave my room is when I go down stairs to eat, take a shower, and hang out with Ryan. I did go to my graduation. Brittany and Cody tried to talk to me, but I ignored them. The only person I talked to was Ryan and my family.

It was Monday morning, and I was in my room watching TV. Mom and Dad came into my room and turn off the TV.

"Hey I was watching that." I said
"Kyle, you can't stay in here all the time." Dad said
"There's nothing to do." I said
"Go to Ryan's house." Mom said
"He on a family trip."
"Well, you can't stay in the room all the time." Dad said
"Where else to go?" I asked
"I know you still upset about the Brittany issue." I flinched when Mom said her name. "So we all talked and we think you should spend time alone. We will visit and see how you doing." Dad said
"You kicking me out?" I asked
"No. You can come back. We just think you need a vacation alone. We will visit and see how you doing once in a while." Dad said
'sigh' "Allison agree too.?"
"Yes. We worried about you. I just want you to be happy again." Mom said as she wiped tears out her eyes.
"Ok. Where to go?"
"The cabin where your Mom and I go to every time on our anniversary. We want you to stay there until you feel better." Dad said
I nodded. "Ok. I'll go." S I packed my clothes and things I need. Mom, Dad, and Allison helped me put my things in the trunk. I called Ryan and told him where I am going. After I hung up on Ryan, I said good bye to my family. Allison had to help to get Katy off of me . After I was done, I drove off to the cabin. i hope I get my life together.
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I snapped out my flash back when I heard howling. I look around and I realized that it was Melissa. I look out the window and frowned. I need to hurry and get Melissa to her pack. I went to the couch and laid back. As soon as I get close to another girl. When Melissa gone, I can be alone again. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

A few weeks has passed and I still haven't found the wolf pack. I tried many times to jump across the cliff, I always end up in the cold river. I would go everyday, trying to get to the other path across the river. I even tried to get a response from them when I howled every night, but they never respond. I need to hurry because the full moon is almost here. I haven't even told Kyle about this. He already pissed that I howl every single night. Would I be able to control