South Wind(Fiscle Part-3) by Norman Douglas (novels for students TXT) π
The Bishop Was Feeling Rather Sea-Sick. Confoundedly Sea-Sick, In Fact.
This Annoyed Him. For He Disapproved Of Sickness In Every Shape Or
Form. His Own State Of Body Was Far From Satisfactory At That Moment;
Africa--He Was Bishop Of Bampopo In The Equatorial Regions--Had Played
The Devil With His Lower Gastric Department And Made Him Almost An
Invalid; A Circumstance Of Which He Was Nowise Proud, Seeing That
Ill-Health Led To Inefficiency In All Walks Of Life. There Was Nothing
He Despised More Than Inefficiency. Well Or Ill, He Always Insisted On
Getting Through His Tasks In A Businesslike Fashion. That Was The Way
To Live, He Used To Say. Get Through With It. Be Perfect Of Your Kind,
Whatever That Kind May Be. Hence His Sneaking Fondness For The
Natives--They Were Such Fine, Healthy Animals.
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Father Capocchio, Needless To Say, Has Some Shocking Pages On This
Subject.
Mr. Eames, Who Had Made A Careful Study Of Duke Alfred's Reign, Came To
The Conclusion That Such Excesses Were Incompatible With The Character
Of A Ruler Whose Love Of Children Was One Of His Most Salient Traits.
In Regard To Those Other And Vaguer Accusations, He Contended That The
Duke Was Too Jovial By Nature To Have Tortured Any Save Those Who, In
His Opinion, Thoroughly Deserved It. Indeed, He Was Sceptical About The
Whole Thing. Monsignor Perrelli Might Have Told Us The Truth, Had He
Cared To Do So. But, For Reasons Which Will Appear Anon, He Is
Remarkably Silent On All That Concerns The Reign Of His Great
Contemporary. He Says Nothing More Than This:
"His Highness Deigned, During The Same Year, To Restore, And Put Into
Its Old Working Order, The Decayed Heathen Rock-Chapel Vulgarly Known
As The Cave Of Mercury."
To Put Into Its Old Working Order; That Would Sound Rather Suspicious,
As Though To Contain A Veiled Accusation. We Must Remember, However,
That The Historian Of Nepenthe Bore A Grudge Against His Prince (Of
Which Likewise More Anon), A Grudge Which He Was Far Too Prudent To
Vent Openly; So Bitter And Personal A Grudge That He May Have Felt
Himself Justified In Making A Covert Innuendo Of This Kind Whenever He
Could Safely Risk It.
Meanwhile, Everything Remained As Before--Shrouded In Mystery. Being
Doubly Haunted Now, By The Duke's Victims And By Those Earlier Ones,
The Cave Fell Into Greater Neglect Than Ever. Simple Folk Avoided
Speaking Of The Place Save In A Hushed Whisper. It Became A Proverb
Among The Islanders When Speaking Of Something Outrageously Improbable:
"Don't Tell Me! Such Things Only Happen In The Cave Of Mercury." When
Someone Disappeared From His House Or Hotel Without Leaving Any Trace
Behind--It Happened Now And Then--Or When Anything Disreputable Happened
To Anyone, They Always Said "Try The Cave," Or Simply "Try Mercury."
The Path Had Crumbled Away Long Ago. Nobody Went There, Except In Broad
Daylight. It Was As Safe A Place As You Could Desire, At Night-Time,
For A Murder Or A Love-Affair. Such Was The Cave Of Mercury.
Denis Had Gone To The Spot One Morning Not Long After His Arrival. He
Had Climbed Down The Slippery Stairs Through That Dank Couloir Or
Funnel In The Rock Overhung With Drooping Maidenhair And Ivy And
Umbrageous Carobs. He Had Rested On The Little Platform Outside The
Cavern's Vineyard Far Below, And Upwards, At The Narrow Ribbon Of Sky
Overhead. Then He Had Gone Within, To Examine What Was Left Of The Old
Masonry, The Phallic Column And Other Relics Of The Past. That Was Ten
Days Ago. Now He Meant To Follow Keith's Advice And Go There At
Midnight. The Moon Was Full.
"This Very Night I'll Go," He Thought.
All Was Not Well With Denis. And The Worst Of It Was, He Had No Clear
Notion Of What Was The Matter. He Was Changing. The World Was Changing
Too. It Had Suddenly Expanded. He Felt That He, Also, Ought To Expand.
There Was So Much To Learn, To See, To Know--So Much, That It Seemed To
Paralyse His Initiative. Could He Absorb All This? Would He Ever Get
Things In Order Once More, And Recapture His Self-Possession? Would He
Ever Again Be Satisfied With Himself? It Was An Invasion Of His
Tranquillity, From Within And Without. He Was Restless. Bright Ideas
Never Came To Him, As Of Old; Or Else They Were The Ideas Of Other
People. A Miserable State Of Affairs! He Was Becoming An Automaton--An
Echo.
An Echo. . . . How Right Keith Had Been!
"It's Rotten," He Concluded. "I'm A Ludicrous Figure, A Pathetic
Idiot."
The Novel Impressions Of Florence Had Helped In The Disintegration.
Nepenthe--It's Sunshine, Its Relentless Paganism--Had Done The Rest. It
Shattered His Earlier Outlook And Gave Him Nothing In Exchange.
Nothing, And Yet Everything. That Vision Of Angelina! It Filled His
Inner Being With Luxurious Content; Content And Uncertainty. It Was
There, At The Back Of Every Dream, Of Every Intimate Thought And Every
Little Worldly Phrase That He Uttered. He Was Like A Man Who, Looking
Long At The Sun, Sees Its Image Floating In Heaven, On Earth--Wherever
He Casts His Eye. Angelina! Nothing Else Was Of Any Account. How Would
It All End? He Drifted Along In Blissful Apprehension Of What The Next
Day Might Bring. She Seemed To Have Become Genuinely Well-Disposed
Towards Him Of Late, Though In Rather A Mocking, Maternal Sort Of
Fashion.
The Poetic Vein Had Definitely Run Dry. Impossible To Make Things
Rhyme, Somehow. Perhaps His Passion Was Too Strong For Technical
Restraints. He Tried His Hand At Prose:
"Your Eyes Bewilder Me. I Would Liken You To A Shaft Of Sunlight, A
Withering Flame--A Black Flame, If Such There Be--For Your Grace And
Ardour Is Even As A Flame. Your Step Is Laughter And Song. Your Hair Is
A Torrent Of Starless Night. The Sun Is Your Lover, You God. He Takes
Joy In Your Perfection. Your Slender Body Palpitates With His
Imprisoned Beams. He Has Moulded Your Limbs And Kissed Your Smooth Skin
In The Days When You . . . Nevermore Will You Whiten Those Kisses. . . ."
"It Won't Do," He Sadly Reflected, Laying Down The Pen. "The Adaptation
Is Too Palpable. Why Does Everybody Anticipate My Ideas? The Fact Is, I
Have Nothing To Say. I Can Only Feel. Everything Went Right, So Long As
I Was In Love With Myself. Now Everything Goes Wrong."
Then He Remembered Keith's Pompous Exhortation.
"Find Yourself! You Know The Cave Of Mercury! Climb Down, One Night Of
Full Moon--"
"There Is Something In What He Says. This Very Night I'll Go."
It Was Particularly Hard For Him That Evening. The Duchess Was Dining
With A Party At Madame Steynlin's; It Was An Open Secret That The
Entertainment Would End In A Moonlight Excursion On The Water; She
Would Not Return Till Very Late. Angelina Would Be Alone, Accessible.
It Was Her Duty To Guard The House In The Absence Of Its Mistress. He
Might Have Gone There On Some Pretext And Talked Awhile, And Looked
Into Her Elvish Eyes And Listened To That Southern Voice, Rich And
Clear As A Bell. Almost He Yielded. He Thought Of The Ineptitude Of The
Whole Undertaking And, In Particular, Of Those Slippery Stairs; One
Might Break One's Neck There At Such An Hour Of The Night. Unless One
Wore Tennis Shoes--
Well, He Would Wear Them. He Would Resist The Temptation And Approve
Himself A Man. Everybody, Even The Duchess, Was Always Telling Him To
Be A Man. He Would Find Himself. Keith Was Right.
The Night Came.
He Descended Noiselessly Into The Cool And Dark Chasm, Resting Awhile
On A Ledge About Half-Way Down, To Drink In The Spirit Of The Place.
All Was Silent. Dim Masses Towered Overhead; Through Rifts In The Rocky
Fabric He Caught Glimmerings, Strange And Yet Familiar, Of The
Landscape Down Below. It Swam In The Milky Radiance Of A Full Moon
Whose Light Streamed Down From Some Undiscoverable Source Behind The
Mountain, Suffusing The Distant Vineyards And Trees With A Ghostly
Tinge Of Green. Like Looking Into Another World, He Though; A Poet's
World. Calmly It Lay There, Full Of Splendour. How Well One Could
Understand, In Such A Place, The Glamour, The Romance, Of Night!
Romance. . . . What Was Left Of Life Without Romance? He Remembered His
Talk With Marten; He Thought Of The Scientists Crude Notions Of
Romance. He Pitied The Materialism Which Denied Him Joys Like These.
This Moonlit Landscape--How Full Of Suggestion! That Grotto Down
Below--What Tales It Could Unfold!
The Cave Of Mercury. . . .
How Had Mercury, The Arch-Thief, Come To Be Presiding Genius Here?
Denis Knew; His Friend Eames Had Explained Everything To Him. Mercury
Had Nothing Whatever To Do With The Site. That Name Had Been Proved By
The Bibliographer To Be The Invention Of Some Pedantic Monk Who Liked
To Display His Learning To A Generation Avid Of Antiquities, A
Generation Which Insisted On Attaching A Roman Deity To Every Cavern.
It Was A Wilful Fabrication, Made In The Infancy Of Archaeology When
Historical Criticism Was Non-Existent. And The Same With All Those
Stories About Human Sacrifices And Tortures. There Was Not A Word Of
Truth In Them. So Mr. Eames Had Decided, After A Systematic
Investigation Of Both Of The Older Authorities And Of The Grotto
Itself. The Legends, Too, Were Simply Invented To Give A Zest To A
Locality Whose Original Antique Name Had Apparently Been Lost, Though
He Had Not Yet Abandoned All Hope Of Stumbling Across It By One Of
Those Lucky Accidents Which Reward The Lover Of Old Parchments And
Title-Deeds. A Pure Invention. It Was Plain The Mr. Eames From What
Remained Of Ancient Symbols On The Spot, That The Cave Had Been
Consecrated To Older And Worthier Rites--To Some Mysterious, Primeval,
Fecund Mother Of Earth. Her Name, Like That Of Her Habitation, Had
Lapsed Into Oblivion.
"There Is Something Grand In This Old Animistic Conception," Eames Had
Said. "Later On, Under The Romans, The Place Seems To Have Been
Dedicated To Priapic Rites. That Is Rather A Depreciation, Isn't It? It
Brings Us Down From Fruitfulness To Mere Lasciviousness. But Where Are
You Going To Draw The Line? Everything Tends To Lose Its Hallowed
Meaning; It Becomes Degraded, Bestialized. Still, The Roots Of The Idea
Are Sound. In Giving Sensual Attributes To A Garden God The Ancients
Had In Mind The Recklessness, The Spendthrift Abundance, Of All
Nature--Not Excluding Our Own. They Tried To Explain How It Came About
That The Sanest Man Is Liable, Under The Stress Of Desire, To Acts Of
Which He Vainly Repents At Leisure. I Don't Suppose They Meant To
Justify Those Acts. If They Had, They Would Have Given A Less Equivocal
Position To Priapus In Their Celestial Hierarchy. Priapus, You Know,
Was Not Wholly Divine. I Think They Only Wanted To Make It Quite Clear
That We Cannot Drive Out Nature With A Fork. I Wish We Could," He
Added.
And Then He Sighed. The Poor Fellow Was Thinking At That Moment, Of
Balloons.
Denis Remembered This Conversation. Earth-Worship: The Cult Of Those
Generative Forces Which Weld Together In One Mighty Instinct The
Highest And Lowliest Of Terrestrial Creatures. . . . The Unalienable
Right Of Man And Beast To Enact That Which Shall Confound Death, And
Replenish The Land With Youth, And Joy, And Teeming Life. The Right
Which Priestly Castes Of Every Age Have Striven To Repress, Which
Triumphs Over Every Obstacle And Sanctifies, By Its Fruits, The Wildest
Impulses Of Man. The Right To Love!
Musing Thus, He Began To Understand Why Men Of Old, Who Looked Things
Squarely In The Face, Should Have Deified This Friendly, All-Compelling
Passion. He Reverenced The Fierce Necessity Which Drives The Living
World To Its Fairest And Sole Enduring Effort. Be Fruitful And
Multiply. He Recognized For The Firs Ttime That He Was Not A Lonely
Figure On Earth, But Absorbed Into A Solemn And Eternal Movement; Bound
Close To The Throbbing Heart Of The Universe. There Was Grandeur, There
Was Repose, In Being Able To Regard Himself As An Integral Part Of
Nature, Destined To Create And Leave His Mark. He Felt That He Was
Growing Into Harmony With Permanent Things--Finding Himself. He Realized
Now What Keith Had Meant.
It Cost Him Quite An Effort To Tear Himself Away From That Ledge. He
Began To Descend Once More.
Near The Entrance Of The Cave He Paused Abruptly. It Seemed As If A
Sound Had Issued From The Interior Of The Rock. He Listened. It Came
Again--A Human Sound, Unquestionably, And Within A Few Yards Of His
Face. A Whisper. There Was Something Going On--Earth-Worship. . . .
Suddenly A Succession Of Words Broke Upon The Stillness--Breathless
Words, Spoken In A Language Which Not Everybody Could Have Translated.
He Recognized The Voice. It Said:
"Ego Te Amare Tantum! Non Volere? Non Piacere? Non Capire? O Lord,
Can't You Understand?"
It Was Mr. Marten's Voice. Mr. Marten Was Being Romantic. No Answer
Came To His Fervent Pleadings. Perhaps They Were Not Coherent Enough.
He Began Again, Tremolo Agitato, Con Molto Sentimento:
"O Ego Te Amare Tantum! Nemo Sapit Nihil. Duchessa In Barca Aquatica
Cum Magna Compania. Redibit Tardissimo. Niente Timor. Amare Multissimo!
Ego Morire Fine Te. Morire. Moriturus. Capito? Non Capire? Oh, Capire
Be Blowed!"
There Was A Short Pause. The Language Seems To Have Been Understood
This Time. For, Amid A Ripple Of Laughter, A Rich Southern Voice Was
Heard To Say With A Sigh Of Mock Resignation:
"Sia Fatta La Volonta Di Dio!"
Then Silence. . . .
Denis Turned. He Walked Up The Steps As In A Dream, Neither Slowly Nor
Fast. No One Was Ever More Unhappy, Though He Scarcely Felt As Yet The
Depths Of His Own Humiliation. It Was More Like A Stab--A Numbing
Assassin-Like Stab. He Could Hear The Beatings Of
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