Pieces of Me by Pua Ramona (small books to read txt) 📕

wasn’t home. I may have hated her family, but I was in love with her. I have been since we were younger. Of course I knew people weren’t going to be okay with it, especially because she was my first cousin. But it didn’t mean that my dick wasn’t hard for her. I wanted Sina, and I was going to make sure she knew it. I knew she was afraid of me, which made me want her even more. All I have to do now is get her away from Hunter so we can spend a little time together.

“Jax!” I hear shouted across the house.

“Yeah Mama.” I say walking towards her.

“I need to go to the store” she shouts.

“Didn’t you drive here?” I ask.

“Just shut your damn mouth and come on” she yells. I fucking can’t stand her ass, always yelling about shit.

I walk back inside and ask “Where’s everyone else?”

She grabs her coat and says “The boys went with Junior to pick Dad up and Megan left with Auntie Rita to go look for some fabrics.” We walk out and I don’t see Hunter or Sina anywhere.

“Where’s Sina at?” I ask.

“She left with Eli,” she says.

“She wasn’t feeling good so he took her home.”

“Home?” I repeat frowning.

She looks at me and says, “Yeah. She’s staying with him until the funeral is over.” I open the doors and we both get in the car.

“Why isn’t she staying here?” I question.

“Eh! Why are you asking so many questions? Is it any of your business?”

I shake my head and say knowing I’ve asked too much. “It was just a question.”

Mama rolls her eyes and says, “Her and Eli lost their baby so he wanted her and Emma to stay with him so she can rest while she recovers.”

What the fuck? He got her pregnant? I could kill Hunter for touching her. I don’t want Mama to know that I’m fucking livid. So I say, “Oh well that’s too bad” whilst my knuckles are whitening around the steering wheel. Mama doesn’t say anything so I pull out of the driveway and drive her to the store. And all I can think about is getting Sina alone so I ask. “Mama, do you have Sina’s number? I just want to make sure that she’s okay.”

She looks at me and says, “Yeah, just remind me to give it to you later.”

Now the next plan is to get her to meet me somewhere and if she doesn’t, I’m going to make sure that she knows I’ll go after her. I definitely don’t mind a little chase. I’ve been with many women, but none of them come close to Sina and my dick wants to be inside of her again. We make it to the store and Mama digs in her purse for her phone and gives me Sina’s number.

“Are you coming inside?” Mama asks.

“Nah, I’ll wait here.” I save Sina’s number and figure that I’ll send her a text.

Me: I need to see you soon!

Sina: Who is this?

Me: Jax ;)

I don’t expect her to respond so I send her another text.

Me: Meet me at the lake later tonight. No one will believe you. So if you don’t want anyone to know why you really left eight years ago then you’ll be there. Don’t keep me waiting.

I toss my phone onto the dashboard and sit there with a big smile on my face. Did she really think that I was just going to forget about what happened? I chuckle. She belongs to me, not fucking Michael and not fucking Hunter. She is fucking mine!

Chapter Fifty-Four

Eli

I came outside to look for Sina and found her in the truck in the fetal position crying. She was fine when we left Pixie’s and she was fine when we got here. I’m not sure what the fuck happened, but I know something did. I open the door on her side and place my hand on her leg. She flinches, tucking into a tighter ball and cries harder. What the fuck? I walk to my side and open my door. I slowly get in and say, “Babe, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you.”

She looks over at me and her eyes are bloodshot red. What the fuck happened? She sits up slowly and moves closer to me. Fuck that. I wrap my arm around her and move her on my lap. The way she’s crying breaks my fucking heart. I hold her. I don’t know what happened so I just hold her. Maybe everything is finally catching up to her and it’s hitting her hard right now. I know she’s still hurting because it’s still fresh, but I also know that if she was feeling some type of way she would’ve talked to me about it. She isn’t the type to keep anything inside, she’s an open book. Whatever she’s feeling she makes sure you know. I can’t take her crying anymore so I hold her face in my hands and ask “Baby, what happened? You were doing okay. Did something happen Sina?” More fucking tears start streaming down her face.

She sniffles into my shoulder and says, “Can we just go home, please? I just want to go home.” I should’ve been fucking excited but I’m not, because I know something isn’t right.

I don’t want to push her so I kiss the top of her head and say, “Okay love. I’m going to buckle you in first.” She doesn’t make a move so I say, “Baby, you can just sit in the middle if you want, but you have to let go of me for a second so I can put your seatbelt on.” She nods her head yes then she climbs off then moves so she can sit right next to me. I reach over and buckle her up and plant a kiss on her on her forehead before she lays her head on my shoulder. She wraps her arms around my arm