Pieces of Me by Pua Ramona (small books to read txt) 📕

I throw my phone back in the cup holder and eat my pastry on the way to the house. I hate coming back home, but I only came back for her. I need to fucking see her.

It takes me forty minutes to get here, because I took the longer route here. I’m dreading seeing Dad. I hate him more than I hate Mom. I hate him because he spent more time with my brother than he did with me. And when he did have time for me, all he ever talked about was how I needed to get my shit together and how I needed to stop running the fucking streets. Yeah, I hated the man. My Mama isn’t any better, but I don’t mind being around her. She’s set in her own stupid ways, but I still love her. I drink the rest of my coffee and get out of the car, locking the doors and walking to the front door. I wonder if Sina will be here.

Before I can ring the doorbell, the door flies open and she slams right into my chest. Fuck she still smells the same, so fucking good. I wrap my arms around her and she freezes. She tries to pull away after a second but I hold her tighter.

“It’s been a while, Sina” I say as her body goes rigid.

“Let go of me” she snaps.

I take a few steps back and grab her by the arm “I’ll do whatever the fuck I want, and no one’s going to do shit about it.” She pulls her arm away from me and tries to walk away from me. I grab her by the neck and say “Pull away from me again and I’ll beat the shit out of you.” I pull her chin to face me and slam my mouth against her lips. I feel my dick get hard as I stick my tongue in her mouth.

She pushes me off and says “Fuck you Jackson.”

I let her arms go and shove her out of my way. I open the front door and glance over my shoulder. She’s fucking terrified and it turns me on. I walk in the house and leave her out there to cry. Did I mention that I fucking hated this family? I hate them with a fucking passion. I walk all the way into the house and the first person who sees me is my Auntie Rita.

“Thank you for coming back home Jackson” Auntie Rita says.

I want to tell her that I don’t want to be here and that I only came back to torment her daughter, but instead I say, “Sorry about Micah Auntie.”

She pulls me in for a hug and says “He’s in a better place now.” She kisses me on the cheek then lets me go. I look over her shoulder and my cousins Luka, Daniel and Megan are standing behind her. We were never close, but we all grew up together. Auntie Rita walks back to sit on the couch where Mama and Grandpa Tali are sitting. I walk over to say hi to Grandpa Tali then give Mama a kiss on her cheek.

“Where were you?” she asks.

“I stopped to get some coffee Mama.”

She gives me one of her bitch face looks then says “Go out back and let your brother know that your Dad wants him to pick him up from work.”

Whatever. I head for the kitchen because that’s where everyone’s always hanging out. I pass by Megan and she doesn't say shit to me. It doesn’t bother me because I fucking hated that bitch anyways.

“Sup man!” Daniel says.

“Sorry about your brother cousin” I force out. He doesn’t believe me, but I don’t give a shit. I know Luka hates me because I always give my brother shit, but again, I don’t give a fuck.

Luka doesn’t say anything except for “Don’t bring that bullshit in this house. We all know you hated our brother, so stop with the fake shit Jax.”

I chuckle and say “I’m only here because Mama and Dad asked me to be here.”

I walk past him and make sure that my shoulder rams into him. I step into the garage and say “Hey bitch boy, Mama said to pick Dad up from work” to my twin brother Junior. Everyone calls him June-Bug because he’s a fucking queer.

“It’s queen bitch you piece of shit.” He sneers at me. I turn to walk back in and my eyes land on Hunter. I didn’t even know he was here, but I’m good with it because now I’m going to make sure I get under this motherfuckers’ skin.

“I’m Jax.” I say as I reach for his hand.

He introduces himself as he grasps my hand in return “Eli.”

Before I walk inside I say, “You might want to check on your girl. She was out front crying when I got here.”

Hunter nods then looks over my shoulder and says to Junior, “I’ll be right back bro.”

“No worries E. I’ll walk out with you, I have to go pick Dad up anyways”

Hunter walks inside and I feel Junior’s hand around my neck. “I’m going to tell you this one time. You better not start any shit with anyone here. I don’t know why Mama even fucking called you, but I’m telling you right now that after the bullshit you pulled I won’t be surprised if Luka and D beat the fucking brakes off your dumbass” he snarls.

I chuckle and say, “It was eight years ago, get the fuck over it.” I can feel his hand squeezing my neck.

“It doesn’t fucking matter” he says. “Just stay the fuck out of everyone’s way Jax.” Then he leaves.

I can’t believe that they’re still upset about Micah getting jumped. I mean, yeah it was my fault but no one told him to play hero so he got his ass handed to him. It was the same night I came over and fucked Sina in her bed because I knew everyone else