Pieces of Me by Pua Ramona (small books to read txt) 📕

and just fucking sobs.. Not knowing why or what’s causing her to be like this makes me feel like shit because I can’t fix it. I know it isn’t me this time because she wants me to hold her. So much is going through my head, but right now she wants to go home so that’s what I’m focusing on. I don’t know what’s going on, but I’m going to fucking find out one way or another.

By the time we get home she’s already passed out. She fell asleep not too long after we left her parents house. I don’t want to wake her up, but I need for her to be in bed where she can sleep better. I kiss her and say, “Babe, wake up. We’re home.”

Her eyes slowly open and she says “I’m sorry.”

I grab her chin and lift her head up so she can see me. “There’s nothing to be sorry about Babe. I know something happened, but I won’t make you talk okay? I just want you to know that you’re going to have to tell me what’s wrong eventually. And if we’re going to be an US, there will be no secrets. Deal?” She doesn’t answer but she nods her head yes. I kiss her again then I get out of the truck.

I slide my arms around her waist and carry her out of the truck. I hold her by her waist and she locks her hands around me. I head to the front door, unlocking it and walking inside.

“Why don’t you go take a warm shower and I’ll make us something to eat” I say.

She looks at me and says “I’m not hungry.”

“Then you go take a warm shower and I’ll find us something to watch on t.v” I tell her.

She gives me a sad smile and my heart starts aching for her.

“Can we watch it in your room?” she asks..

“Whatever you want to do babe.”

She raises up on her tip-toes and kisses me. “Thank you Eli” she whispers, then she leaves to go take her bath. I’m so worried about her, I’m going to make sure that she relaxes tonight. I grab my phone so I can call Luka. He answers after two rings.

“Wassup Bro” he says.

“Hey I just wanted to let you know that we left your parents place” I say.

“Is Sina okay?” he asks.

I check to make sure that she’s taking her shower before I say, “Look, don't say anything to her, but I don’t know what happened when we were there. Everything was fine until all of a sudden it wasn’t. I found her in the truck fucking crying man, and it was a different kind of cry”

“What the hell was she doing in the truck? I thought she went to use the bathroom” Luka says.

“She was, but she went to grab her phone from the truck” I tell him.

“How did you know that she was in the truck crying?”

I check over my shoulder again and say, “Your cousin Jax mentioned it when he was in the garage.” The line goes silent and I’m not sure if he’s ended the call so I pull my phone from my ear to check the screen, nope, he’s still on the line. That's weird.

“Of course that bitch told you” he growls.

Am I missing something? “Do we not like this Jax guy?” I ask.

“Fuck him. I don’t care too much for that asshole” he snaps. Noted. “Alright bro, I’ll let Mama know that you guys went home and I’ll let you know what the funeral plans are” he says.

“Alright man. Thanks” I say wondering what this Jax guy did to piss Luka off so bad.

Before we hang up Luka says, “Aye, thanks for looking after my sister and my niece Bro.”

I chuckle and say “Thanks for trusting me with them.”

He laughs then says “Hit me up if you guys need anything, just make sure she gets her rest.”

“I’ll keep you posted.”

“Alright talk later Bro!” And the line goes dead. I know Sina’s exhausted so I boil the kettle to make her a cup of hot chocolate. I go to my room and pull the covers back for her. Because I’m a man and I want to see her in one of my shirts, I lay one out on the bed before I knock on the bathroom door and let her know that there's a shirt on the bed for her to wear when she's done in there.

There's a pause before she says “Thank you Eli.”

I walk back to the room with a hot chocolate for her and a water for me and find her already in bed with the covers pulled up over her lower half. Fuck she looks so good laying in my bed.

“I made you a hot cocoa Babe.” I tell her as sits up and moves the covers to the side so I can join her. Damn, her legs are sexy as fuck and she looks so fucking hot in my shirt. She reaches for her mug and I adjust myself before she notices the bulge in my pants.

“I’ll be back,” I say and I grab some sweats from my drawer so I can change out of my jeans. “Do you want the blinds closed Babe?” I ask her.

“Please” she says. I close every single blind then get in the bed with her.

“I don’t know what you want to watch so you’re going to have to pick a movie” I tell her. I’m not sure what she picked but I’m guessing it’s a chick flick. She reaches for me and snuggles against me. If my girl wants to spoon, spoon we shall do. I must’ve fallen asleep, because I wake up and the bed is empty. I get up and check the whole house and come up empty. Where the hell is she? I start to fucking panic. I check the garage and the truck is still here so she can’t be too far away. The kitchen is empty but