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manner sometimes incidental to flesh and blood.

โ€œI will draw a veil over that dreamy life, Mr. F. was in good spirits his appetite was good he liked the cookery he considered the wine weak but palatable and all was well, we returned to the immediate neighbourhood of Number Thirty Little Gosling Street London Docks and settled down, ere we had yet fully detected the housemaid in selling the feathers out of the spare bed Gout flying upwards soared with Mr. F. to another sphere.โ€

His relict, with a glance at his portrait, shook her head and wiped her eyes.

โ€œI revere the memory of Mr. F. as an estimable man and most indulgent husband, only necessary to mention Asparagus and it appeared or to hint at any little delicate thing to drink and it came like magic in a pint bottle it was not ecstasy but it was comfort, I returned to papaโ€™s roof and lived secluded if not happy during some years until one day papa came smoothly blundering in and said that Arthur Clennam awaited me below, I went below and found him ask me not what I found him except that he was still unmarried still unchanged!โ€

The dark mystery with which Flora now enshrouded herself might have stopped other fingers than the nimble fingers that worked near her. They worked on without pause, and the busy head bent over them watching the stitches.

โ€œAsk me not,โ€ said Flora, โ€œif I love him still or if he still loves me or what the end is to be or when, we are surrounded by watchful eyes and it may be that we are destined to pine asunder it may be never more to be reunited not a word not a breath not a look to betray us all must be secret as the tomb wonder not therefore that even if I should seem comparatively cold to Arthur or Arthur should seem comparatively cold to me we have fatal reasons it is enough if we understand them hush!โ€

All of which Flora said with so much headlong vehemence as if she really believed it. There is not much doubt that when she worked herself into full mermaid condition, she did actually believe whatever she said in it.

โ€œHush!โ€ repeated Flora, โ€œI have now told you all, confidence is established between us hush, for Arthurโ€™s sake I will always be a friend to you my dear girl and in Arthurโ€™s name you may always rely upon me.โ€

The nimble fingers laid aside the work, and the little figure rose and kissed her hand. โ€œYou are very cold,โ€ said Flora, changing to her own natural kindhearted manner, and gaining greatly by the change. โ€œDonโ€™t work today. I am sure you are not well I am sure you are not strong.โ€

โ€œIt is only that I feel a little overcome by your kindness, and by Mr. Clennamโ€™s kindness in confiding me to one he has known and loved so long.โ€

โ€œWell really my dear,โ€ said Flora, who had a decided tendency to be always honest when she gave herself time to think about it, โ€œitโ€™s as well to leave that alone now, for I couldnโ€™t undertake to say after all, but it doesnโ€™t signify lie down a little!โ€

โ€œI have always been strong enough to do what I want to do, and I shall be quite well directly,โ€ returned Little Dorrit, with a faint smile. โ€œYou have overpowered me with gratitude, thatโ€™s all. If I keep near the window for a moment I shall be quite myself.โ€

Flora opened a window, sat her in a chair by it, and considerately retired to her former place. It was a windy day, and the air stirring on Little Dorritโ€™s face soon brightened it. In a very few minutes she returned to her basket of work, and her nimble fingers were as nimble as ever.

Quietly pursuing her task, she asked Flora if Mr. Clennam had told her where she lived? When Flora replied in the negative, Little Dorrit said that she understood why he had been so delicate, but that she felt sure he would approve of her confiding her secret to Flora, and that she would therefore do so now with Floraโ€™s permission. Receiving an encouraging answer, she condensed the narrative of her life into a few scanty words about herself and a glowing eulogy upon her father; and Flora took it all in with a natural tenderness that quite understood it, and in which there was no incoherence.

When dinnertime came, Flora drew the arm of her new charge through hers, and led her downstairs, and presented her to the Patriarch and Mr. Pancks, who were already in the dining-room waiting to begin. (Mr. F.โ€™s Aunt was, for the time, laid up in ordinary in her chamber.) By those gentlemen she was received according to their characters; the Patriarch appearing to do her some inestimable service in saying that he was glad to see her, glad to see her; and Mr. Pancks blowing off his favourite sound as a salute.

In that new presence she would have been bashful enough under any circumstances, and particularly under Floraโ€™s insisting on her drinking a glass of wine and eating of the best that was there; but her constraint was greatly increased by Mr. Pancks. The demeanour of that gentleman at first suggested to her mind that he might be a taker of likenesses, so intently did he look at her, and so frequently did he glance at the little notebook by his side. Observing that he made no sketch, however, and that he talked about business only, she began to have suspicions that he represented some creditor of her fatherโ€™s, the balance due to whom was noted in that pocket volume. Regarded from this point of view Mr. Pancksโ€™s puffings expressed injury and impatience, and each of his louder snorts became a demand for payment.

But here again she was undeceived by anomalous and incongruous conduct on the part of Mr. Pancks himself. She had left the table half an hour, and was at work alone.

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