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actions of the disciples.

โ€œI donโ€™t know yet. I must think.โ€

And Thomas thought long, almost the whole day.

The disciples had gone about their business, and somewhere behind the wall Peter shouted loudly and merrily, but Thomas was still thinking. Pie would have finished sooner, but Judas, whose mocking glance persistently pursued his movement, disturbed him. Now and then the Iscariot inquired with a mock curiosity:

โ€œWell, how is it Thomas? How art thou progressing?โ€

Then Judas brought his treasure chest and loudly jingling his coins he commenced to count them, pretending to ignore the presence of Thomas.

โ€œTwenty one, twenty two, twenty three. Look, Thomas, another false coin. What great rogues people are, they even offer false money unto God. Twenty four. And then they will say Judas had stolen it. Twenty five. Twenty six.โ โ€Šโ โ€ฆโ€

Thomas resolutely advanced to him, (it was already towards evening) and said:

โ€œHe was right, Judas. Let me kiss thee.โ€

โ€œIndeed? Twenty nine. Thirty. But it is all in vain. I shall steal again. Thirty one.โ โ€Šโ โ€ฆโ€

โ€œHow canst thou steal if there is no more thine or anybody elseโ€™s? Thou wilt take what thou needest, brother.โ€

โ€œAnd didst thou require all this time merely to repeat His words? Thou doest not value time, Thomas?โ€

โ€œI fear thou mockest me, brother.โ€

โ€œAnd think, dost thou act correctly in repeating His words? It was He who had spoken, and they were His words, not thine. It was He who had kissed me, but you defiled my mouth. I can still feel your moist lips creeping over my face. How disgusting that was, Thomas! Thirty eight. Thirty nine. Forty pieces of silver. Dost thou want to count it over?โ€

โ€œBut He is our Teacher. How should we not repeat His words?โ€

โ€œHas Judas no longer a neck to drag him by? Is he now naked so that ye cannot seize him? The Teacher will leave the house, Judas may accidentally steal three coins, and will ye not again seize him by the neck?โ€

โ€œWe know now, Judas. We understand.โ€

โ€œBut have not all disciples a poor memory? And do not the disciples deceive their teachers? The Teacher lifts the rod, the disciples cry: โ€˜We know the lesson!โ€™ The teacher lies down to sleep and the disciples inquire: โ€˜Is not this what our teacher taught us?โ€™ And here this morning thou didst call me thief, but now callest thou me brother. What wilt thou call me on the morrow?โ€

Judas laughed, and picking up with one arm the heavy and jingling money chest he continued:

โ€œWhen the wind blows strongly it raises the dust and the stupid people see the dust and say: โ€˜Behold, the wind bloweth.โ€™ But it is only dust, my good Thomas, the refuse of asses, trodden under foot. There it strikes a wall and is now humbly lying at its foot, but the wind is flying further, the wind is flying further, my good Thomas.โ€

Judas pointed in illustration over the wall and laughed again:

โ€œI am glad that thou art merry, Judas,โ€ replied Thomas. โ€œPity it is that in thy merriment there is so much malice.โ€

โ€œHow should not a man be merry who has been kissed so much and who is so useful? If I had not stolen three pieces of silver, how should John have known the exaltation of joy? Is it not pleasurable to be a hook whereupon John hangs his mouldy virtue to dry and thou thy moth-eaten wisdom?โ€

โ€œI think it is best for me to go.โ€

โ€œBut I am merely joking. I am jesting, Thomas. I merely wished to know if thou didst really long to kiss the old and repulsive Judas who had stolen three pieces of silver and given the money to a sinful woman.โ€

โ€œA sinful woman?โ€ echoed Thomas in surprise. โ€œAnd didst thou tell our Teacher this also?โ€

โ€œThere, doubting again, Thomas! Yes, to a sinful woman. But if thou only knew what a miserable woman she was. She must have gone without food two days.โ€

โ€œKnowest that this circumstance for a certainty?โ€ inquired Thomas in confusion.

โ€œOf course. I had been with her two days myself and saw that she had eaten nothing, for she merely drank wine, red wine. And she reeled with exhaustion and I fell with her.โ€

Thomas leaped to his feet and walking a short distance away, turned and remarked to Judas.

โ€œApparently Satan has entered thy body.โ€

And as he departed he heard the heavy money chest jingle mournfully through the gloom in the hands of Judasโ โ€Šโ โ€ฆ And it seemed as though Judas were laughing.

But the very next day Thomas had to admit that he had been mistaken in Judas: so gentle, simple and at the same time serious had become the Iscariot. He cut no more grimaces, refrained from malicious jesting, no longer cringed before people or insulted them, but attended to his household tasks quietly and unobtrusively. He was as agile as ever: as though he had not two legs like the rest of the people, but dozens of them. Now, however, he scurried about noiselessly, without squealing and screaming or the hyena laugh that had characterized his previous activity. And when Jesus now commenced to speak he sat down in a corner with folded hands and his large eyes assumed such a gentle expression that everybody noticed it. And he ceased to speak evil of people, keeping silence in preference, so that even the stern Matthew found it proper to praise him, which he did in the words of Solomon: โ€œThe fool speaketh scornfully of his neighbor, but the wise man is silent,โ€ and he raised his finger as if recalling the former proneness of Judas to speak evil. And the others also noted this change in Judas and rejoiced over it. Only Jesus still viewed him with the same look of estrangement although He in no manner expressed His disfavor. And John himself, towards whom, as the beloved disciple of Jesus and his protector, Judas now manifested a most deferential demeanor, even Johnโ€™s attitude towards him was softened and he occasionally held converse with him.

โ€œHow thinkest thou, Judas,โ€ said he once condescendingly, โ€œwhich

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