Malice's Soul by E.C. Land (urban books to read .TXT) 📕

Fuck me if she doesn’t make a pussy out of me when it comes to her. Not a pussy, really, but the real man within, who I am that I’ve always kept locked away from the rest of the world.

This is another thing I don’t mind. Because only with her will I allow it. Anyone else will get nothing but Malice.

And being Malice means I’m one ruthless motherfucker who will do what it takes to protect what’s mine.

Chapter Ten

Willow

Getting back to the clubhouse, I sigh in relief for not only my kids being home from the hospital but the idea of sleeping in a bed next to Malice rather than in a chair. I know he’s not had more than a couple hours of sleep in the last several days and here I know he’ll get the much needed rest.

Almost immediately, Avery, Quinn, and Lissa all descend on us, wanting to see the babies. They’d barely gotten to see them the day we got here. And in the time we’d been here, Avery had been busy with her own little one.

Now with Hammer holding their son in his arms, she’s able to see Gavin, Gates, and Gemini.

Malice and Gunner put the car seats on the closest table and I move to remove Gemini first from her seat. She immediately starts whimpering and Malice takes her from me, where she calms immediately in her daddy’s arms. Go figure, she’s a daddy’s girl.

Sighing, I move on to Gates, pull him out and place him in his daddy’s other arm, then get Gavin out of his seat.

“They’re adorable,” Lissa coos as she looks at the two in Malice’s arms before taking Gates from his dad to cuddle.

“I can’t believe you had three babies and are now back down to such a slim figure already,” Quinn mutters jokingly.

“You know I’m not back to what I was before,” I say, laughing though I don’t really feel like laughing. Not when it comes to my body. I’d gone from being thin to pregnant with triplets that expanded my stomach. Now I’m carrying the extra weight with stretch marks and an incision where the doctors had to pull the babies from my body.

There’s not much I’m self-conscious about, but when it comes to my stomach, I’m very much so. I hate the idea of not ever being the same as I’d been a year ago. But what I hate most is that when Malice finally sees me, he’ll turn his nose up at the sight. I’d made the decision to start losing the weight and soon as I’m cleared to work out, I’ll be working heavily at getting my body back to what it was. I can’t do much about the scar or stretch marks; however, the rest of it I can.

“You look beautiful just the way you are,” Malice says, wrapping an arm around my shoulders and kissing the side of my head. I glance in his direction to see him grin at me, but something in his eyes flickers and I know when it comes to what we’re doing, it’ll be coming later. “We need to get them to the room so you can finally rest and we’re having church in a few minutes.”

Nodding, I start in the direction with Lissa turning to walk with me. Malice follows until we get to the door to the room, where he reaches around and opens the door. In the room, I place Gavin in his bouncer and then proceed to do the same with the other two. I then stand and notice Lissa left the room, closing the door behind her.

Malice pulls me into his arms and lowers his mouth to claim my own. His tongue sweeps in and I wrap my arms around him to get even closer. Moaning into his mouth, I let him consume me in a way that only he can. Hands start to roam my body and his hands cup my ass lifting me until I have my legs wrapped around his waist. My hands move to his hair, where I feel the strands through my fingers.

Suddenly Malice rips his mouth from mine. The both of us are breathing heavily.

“Fuck, baby, I love having your mouth,” Malice groans and leans in to kiss me once again with the same passion as the first one.

Moving us to the bed, he lowers me down and covers me with his body. Malice’s cock grinds against me, causing my mind to nearly explode.

Again Malice breaks his mouth from mine, leaving me panting for more. “I can’t fuckin’ wait to get inside you again, Dewdrop,” he rasps, moving his hips against me.

“Yes,” I whimper, wanting him to simply take me now.

One of the babies makes a noise from their bouncer and I lift up on my elbows to see that the three of them are content. Malice comes completely off of me as he rolls to his side. He lifts a hand to brush his fingers along my cheek while gaining my attention.

“I don’t know what went through your mind earlier when Quinn commented about your size, but I want you to know right now, you are perfect the way you are. There’s nothing I don’t love about your body. Although you were perfect before you had the triplets, you’re now the most exquisite woman in the world to me. You carried three babies within your body, and I’ve seen the marks that show you are even more beautiful than ever.” Tears well up in my eyes and begin to spill from the corners. Malice swipes them away as he speaks such beautiful words to me.

How did I get so lucky for him to be so sweet toward me?

I’m not sure, but I love him for it. He’s everything to me and so are our kids.

“I gotta get to church,” he sighs.

“Okay,” I whisper, not wanting to break the moment.

“You going to be okay in here with them by yourself?” Malice asks, knowing