Destined to Change by Harley, M. (top android ebook reader TXT) 📕

had schmoozed with everyone in the room. We had been pawed. I had at least twenty offers to dance, buy me a drink, or take me up to their room. But the good news was I talked to George, and he had agreed to sell me half of his herd at a great price. Emma was having a good time drinking and dancing and pretending she was single. She would never do more than flirt, but she was really enjoying herself.

“I am really tired Lor. You about ready to go upstairs?”

“Why don’t you go ahead Emma, I’m not quite ready to go to sleep yet.  I’ll be up soon.  I’ll be fine, go get some sleep.”

“Okay, but if you need anything call me, I’ll leave my phone on.” She then disappeared down the hall.

Not moments after Emma disappeared I felt warm breath on my neck and then a tongue on my ear. I shuddered all the way down to my toes.

“Dance with me?” I turned to see Cade looking at me, waiting for my answer.

“I don’t dance, sorry.”

“You can just follow my lead.”

“I don’t think so.  Not tonight.  I think we did enough last night, don’t you?  And besides, I really need to get upstairs to Emma.”

He grabbed my hand and pulled me out into the hall. Before I knew what was happening, his tongue was in my mouth, his hand was sliding up my thigh through the slit in my dress. He murmured, “So wet”, when he ran his fingers inside my panties.

I didn’t know what came over me, but I didn’t stop him. I let him raise my leg up and press his erection against me. I let him kiss me and take over my mouth with his tongue, and then I let him slide his other hand down the back of my dress to cup my bare cheek. I didn’t want him to stop and the only reason he finally did was to say, “I don’t have a condom with me. We need to go to my room, now.”

In his room, we picked up right where we left off. He had me pressed against the wall with my legs wrapped around his waist as he held me up over his very strained erection that was about to poke right through his pants. I reached between us and unzipped his pants, letting them fall to the ground.

“Condom,” I said as I pushed his tightie-whities down his legs.

He carried me over to the nightstand, bent over and opened the drawer. There was a giant box of condoms in there. “Like a good Boy Scout, I’m always prepared.”

He put me down just long enough to put on the condom, and then he pushed me back up against the wall and held me up to where I was hovering over his erection. Our eyes met and he teased me by inserting just the tip and then he did this amazing thing with his hips and pressed in a little further. His eyes never left mine. Then a moan escaped his lips as he told me, “Hold on, wrap your arms around my neck.”

I did as I was told and he grabbed my ass and slammed me down on him. I screamed out “Cade - oh my god - Cade,” as I came again and again.

He was relentless; he didn’t stop pounding into me. It hurt, but in such a good way. Nothing like my time with Declan that was so sweet or my time with Jaxon that was so loving. This was just hard, rough sex. I really never thought I would enjoy that. When I had fantasized about sex, it was always gentle, but Cade was anything but gentle.

After he had given me too many orgasms to count, he let go and when he did he howled - wow, I guess I didn’t imagine that after all.

The next morning the light was so bright coming through the windows.  I felt his warm body pressed up against mine, and the realization of what had happened yesterday hit me. I had lost Jaxon forever. He hated me. I couldn’t blame anyone for this. It was all my fault.

The thought of laying there with Cade was literally making me nauseous. I needed to get out of this room and get back to Emma. I needed to call the kids and I really needed to talk to Jaxon. First things first, I had to get away from Cade.

I tried to pull out from under his big, muscular arm, but the more I tried to wiggle out from under it, the closer Cade pulled me back.

“Where ya tryin’ to rush off to, hon?” Cade whispered in my ear.

“I need to get back to my room. Emma will be worried sick, and I have to call and check up on my kids.”

“Kids? As in ‘more than one’?”

“Yes, Cade, I have nine year old twins.”

Cade looked like I had surprised the hell out of him. “But you’re too young to have kids that old, aren’t ya?”

“Obviously, I’m not that young, because I do have kids that old. I’m twenty-six.”

“Started young, huh?” he laughed as he kissed my shoulder.

There was no way I was going to go into the details of my life with this man. I didn’t plan on ever seeing him again, of course I didn’t plan on last night either.

I sat up and decided it was time to be honest with Cade. “This can never happen again, Cade. I am only in town one more day and then I will be heading back home to my kids and….” Cade interrupted me, “Asshat?”

Then it hit me - Jaxon, what I was going to do about Jaxon? He hated me now, we both said some horrible things yesterday and then I did the one thing that I knew would break his heart - again.

How could I sleep with Cade again? What had come over me? I knew that he was sexy and he made me feel like