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own. I was about to join them when a chance remark of
Mr Gardinerโs made me change my mind.
โIt was very civil of your sister to pay us a visit yesterday, Mr Darcy. My wife and niece were much struck by
the attention,โ he said. โThey have resolved to return the
call this morning.โ
โThat is very good of them,โ I said, when I could master
my surprise.
โThey did not want to be backward in any attention.โ
โI hope you enjoy your fishing,โ I said to the gentlemen.โIf you will excuse me, I have to return to the house.โ
My house-guests murmured civilities, assuming I had
business to attend to, but I saw a look of comprehension
on Mr Gardinerโs face. So he knows. I am not surprised.
I took no care to guard my feelings when I visited his
niece. I am beyond feigning a lack of interest.
I returned to the house and went into the saloon. My
eyes went immediately to Elizabeth. I knew instantly that
she belonged there. As I watched her, I saw a future
stretching out in front of me, a future in which I saw
Elizabeth and myself living at Pemberley. I wanted it
more than I have ever wanted anything, and I can only
hope she wants the same.
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โMiss Bennet, Mrs Gardiner, it is very good of you to
call on my sister so soon,โ I said.
โOh, yes, very good,โ said Georgiana, blushing. โI did
not expect it.โ
โWe could not do otherwise, after your kindness in
welcoming us,โ said Mrs Gardiner to Georgiana.
Georgiana blushed again, but I had eyes only for Elizabeth. Her gaze met mine. She looked away, embarrassed,
and yet I thought I saw a welcome in her eyes before she
turned away.
Caroline and Louisa were sitting silently, making no
contribution to the conversation and leaving Georgiana
to perform her duties as a hostess alone.
Mrs Annesley helped her, saying to Elizabeth: โThe
grounds at Pemberley are very fine. I believe you saw
them a few days ago?โ
โYes, we enjoyed walking round them very much,โ said
Elizabeth.โThe trees are very handsome.โ She glanced out
of the window at some specimens.
โThey are Spanish chestnuts,โ Georgiana said softly,
pleased to be able to add something to the conversation.
โHave they been here long?โ asked Elizabeth, turning
towards her encouragingly.
โOh, yes, they are very old.โ
Georgiana looked at me for approval and I smiled at
her. She has not had much experience of welcoming
guests, and none at all of welcoming people whom she
does not know, but she acquitted herself very well.
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Caroline evidently felt she had been silent long
enough.
โPray, Miss Eliza, are not the militia removed from
Meryton? They must be a great loss to your family.โ
I had never heard her speak with such venom. Her
satirical comments were usually uttered with some semblance of a smile, but there was nothing humorous about
them today, and I realized for the first time how truly
poisonous Caroline can be.
I saw Elizabethโs distress. A thousand recollections
flooded my mind. My own ungenerous remarks concerning her younger sisters; her face as she flung an accusation of ruining Wickham at me; my angry retaliation;
and then my letter.
I felt for her, but she had no need of my assistance in
repelling the attack.After a momentโs distress she replied:
โIt is always sad to lose the company of intelligent and
good-natured people. There are those who enter a
neighbourhood with a view of mocking all they see, or
an intention of forming false friendships with which to
while away their time whilst giving no thought to the
feelings of those who must remain. But we were fortunate with the officers. They were polite and well-bred.
They gave us pleasure when they were with us, and left
nothing but pleasant memories behind when they went.โ
I caught Elizabethโs eye and smiled. Caroline was
silenced, and my sister was relieved from the acute
embarrassment she had experienced when Carolineโs
words had reminded her of George Wickham. I was
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relieved of a great burden. By her calm manner I believed
Elizabethโs infatuation with Wickham to be over.
The visit came to an end, but I could not bear to let
Elizabeth go.
โYou must let me see you to the carriage,โ I said, as Mrs
Gardiner rose to take her leave.
โThank you,โ she said.
I walked with them, glad of the opportunity it
afforded me to be with Elizabeth. Her aunt walked a little ahead, so that I could talk to her alone.
โI hope you have enjoyed your morning.โ
โYes, thank you, I have.โ
โI hope I will see you here again.โ
We had reached the carriage, I could say no more. But
my feelings were in my glance. She blushed, and looked
down, from confusion, I hope. There is still some little
awkwardness between us, but that will pass, and then I
will discover if her feelings towards me are still what they
were at Easter.
I handed Mrs Gardiner into the carriage. I handed
Elizabeth in after her, and the carriage pulled away.
Little had I known when I had returned to Pemberley that it would hold so much of interest for me. It
would soon have a new mistress, I hoped. I looked across
the sweeping lawns and pictured my sons going down to
the river to fish. I looked to the house and saw my
daughters returning from a walk, their petticoats covered
in mud. If I could be sure it would come to pass, I would
think myself lucky indeed.
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I was loath to return to the saloon, but knew it must
be done. I could not leave Georgiana alone with Caroline and Louisa.They had done nothing to help her during Elizabethโs visit, and had indeed added to her distress.
If it was possible to invite Bingley to Pemberley without
his sisters I would willingly do so.
โHow very ill Miss Eliza Bennet looks this morning,โ
said Caroline, as soon as I entered the
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