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distorted along the way. I could not think that Wickham
would elope with Miss Lydia Bennet. She had nothing to
tempt him, and he had no score to settle with the Bennets. He must know that such behaviour would make
him an outcast. It was too great a price to pay for the
pleasure of marrying a silly young girl with no name and
no fortune. And then, indeed, how could he marry her?
She was under age. He could take her to Gretna Green
but the journey would cost a great deal, and I knew he
would not spend half that amount unless his bride was a
considerable heiress.
โThey left Brighton together on Saturday night and
were traced almost to London, but not beyond; they are
certainly not gone to Scotland.โ
I began to gain an idea of what must have happened.
Wickham knew London. He knew where he could lie
concealed.And when he had taken his pleasure, he could
abandon Miss Lydia Bennet with impunity.
All this had followed from my insufferable pride. If I
had made Wickhamโs character known it could not have
happened, but I had disdained to do it, and in consequence I had hurt the woman I loved.
โWhat has been done, what has been attempted to
recover her?โ I asked.
I needed to know, so that I would understand how best
to use my time, and how to conduct my own search. I
would not rest until Elizabethโs sister was returned to her.
โMy father is gone to London, and Jane has written to
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beg my uncleโs immediate assistance, and we shall be off,
I hope, in half an hour.โ
Half an hour! After all my hopes, to lose Elizabeth so
soon, but of course it must be done.
โHow is such a man to be worked on? How are they
even to be discovered? I have not the smallest hope. It is
every way horrible!โ
I could say nothing, do nothing, but give her my silent
sympathy and hope it strengthened her. I longed to
embrace her, but her uncle would be returning at any
minute, and to do so would make the situation worse.
โWhen my eyes were opened to his real character. Oh!
Had I known what I ought, what I dared to do! But I
knew not. I was afraid of doing too much. Wretched,
wretched mistake!โ
I knew she must be wanting me gone. It was I who
had enjoined her to secrecy; I who had said she must
tell no one.And this had been the result.A sister ruined,
a family in turmoil.โฆShe would not look at me. I was
not surprised. I managed a few incoherent words,
telling her I had nothing to plead in excuse of my stay
but concern.
โThis unfortunate affair will, I fear, prevent my sisterโs
having the pleasure of seeing you at Pemberley today?โ
As soon as I spoken, I thought how ridiculous the
words were. Of course it would prevent it. She did not
seem to mind, however, for she answered me directly.
โOh, yes. Be so kind as to apologize for us to Miss
Darcy. Conceal the unhappy truth as long as it is possible.
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I know it cannot be long.โ
โYou can rely on my secrecy. I am sorry it had come
to this โ I wish you a happier conclusion to events than
now seems possible.โ
Because if a happy conclusion is possible, I will contrive it somehow, I thought.
With that I left her to her solitude and returned to
Pemberley.
โYou have been abroad early,โ said Caroline as I entered
the saloon. โYou have been visiting Miss Eliza Bennet,
perhaps?โ
I saw the jealousy in her eyes, and heard it in her
voice. I had never realized until that moment how deeply
she wanted me. Or perhaps it would be fairer to say, how
deeply she wanted Pemberley.Without it, she would have
regarded me as nothing. My handwriting could have
been the most even in the world and she would not have
thought fit to comment on it.
โYes, I have,โ I returned.
โAnd how is she this morning?โ
โShe is very well.โ
โAnd we will be seeing her later, I suppose? How
these country people bore one with their visits.โ
โNo, she will not be calling.โ
โNot bad news from home, I hope?โ asked Caroline.
โLydia Bennet has not run off with one of the officers?โ
I started, but then controlled myself. She could not
have heard about it. Elizabeth had told no one but
myself. Carolineโs words were the result of spite, and their
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accuracy was nothing more than luck.
โOr perhaps her accomplished sister โ Mary, is it not?
โ visited Lydia in Brighton and attracted the attention of
the Prince of Wales? Perhaps he has invited the whole
family to stay with him, so that they can share in Maryโs
triumph as she entertains him at the Marine Pavilion,โ
she said in a droll voice.
โHer uncle has had to take her home. He has been
forced to curtail his holiday, as an urgent business matter
has called him back to London.โ
โThese city men and their urgent business,โ said Caroline, conveniently forgetting, as is her habit, that her
father made his fortune from trade.
โThat is what comes of having an uncle in Cheapside,โ
said Louisa.โI pity Miss Eliza Bennet. It must be mortifying to have to cut short a holiday on account of business.โ
โIt reminds me that I, too, have business to attend to,
which I have neglected for too long,โ I said shortly. โYou
will excuse me for a few days, I am sure.โ
โYou are going to London?โ asked Bingley.
โYes.โ
โWhat a good idea. I should love a few days in London,โ
said Caroline.
โIn all this heat?โ asked Louisa.
โThe heat is nothing,โ she said.
โCan your business not wait?โ said Bingley to me. โI
have to go to London myself at the end of the month.
We could go together.โ
โUnfortunately it is urgent. Stay and enjoy Pemberley.
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There is plenty for you to do here, and my sister
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