Conformity by James Bernard Myers (books to read in your 20s .txt) 📕

CONFORMITY
AGREEMENT WITH OR ADHERENCE TO CUSTOM OR RULE
COMPLAINCE, ASSENT

I have always tried to go and do things that would change me and conform into being what I have come in contact with. I know that some of us will not admit that we have done things to try to emulate others and what they do. I have been one of those that was born not to know and then you know that I have not the desire to go and try to get what education there is left. I did not finish school and I have no desire to go back and finish. I truly believe that there is a way that you can get through life without having someone to tell you that you need papers to prove what you have done. As you know I do have the desire to be gay in a way that I can become accepted into society and not to be looked at funny and picked on. I have chosen to be who I am by my own elect and I was not in a sense forced into this type of life. When I was about 9 years of age I was introduced into this life and I fell back for awhile but then I came back to this life because I can’t say why but I really enjoyed it and still do until this day. I will say that I have become accustom to being the best and will strive for that perfection in what I do. Now we have to be honest with ourselves and tell ourselves to get with the program and look in the mirror and see who we really are. I know that we have all tried to conform into something that we were not made to be, but we have this desire to be this person or even this thing that we choose to be. How many of us can say that we have not tried to do it and have been very successful at it. You know I try to put my life into words that will inspire others to look at them selves and to be honest at it at the same time. I have a gift that I can do this and I try to it at the best of my ability. I have not really turned over the leaf so to speak of as going on the other side of the fence to stay and live. I have been there and I really want to go and conform myself into being what others say is wrong and not good in the sight of the Lord. I really don’t care about what others say or even think about me anymore, I just want to be happy and free in a sense. The bible tells us that we should not conform to this world but be yet transformed by the renewing of our minds. And in a nut shell I am not being conformed to this world but conformed to a way of life in this world. And I have been renewed of what I am doing and transforming into. I hate when the world tells you that you can not do this and you can not do that. I say to hell with them all and I say that they should take a good look at themselves as well as they look at others and what they are doing. We are not a perfect people and we have to strive to be the best that we can be. Now too in the book it is told that we have to strive for perfection. Paul was the best at it and he tells us these things because he has been down that road. People do not teach you something unless that they have been through it themselves a time or two. I know that I have been down some dark roads and back again. So all that I have to say is that no matter what it is that is on your mind and in your heart you have to know that you have to give it your best. I will give three points and then we are gonna shout and be out, peace……….First you have to know that when you are trying to be like someone else you have to know that this is what you want to do. Second, if this is what you want to do be sure that you do some real soul searching on this and know that when you get in, you are in like Flynn. This is almost like getting into the Mafia, once that you are in there is no getting out. Third, be proud of what you have become and know that you will be the best at what you have chose for your life. Do not let anyone tell you anything different……………..


LOVE, PEACE, AND POWER
SMOOVE B…………..

Publication Date: 03-24-2010

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