Seeker: A Vision of Light by Matthew J Keller (reading the story of the .TXT) 📕

This is a song about all the tragedies and broken hearts of the world.
Falling into the deep void known as my heart they fall.
Their scorns are piercing the very life out of my soul.
They walk into my world and destroy and leave.
They break me and I fall and burn.
This is the day that I will get my revenge and their worlds will be destroyed.
No more will I be taken for a lifeless shell of a person brought forth and given unto death.


What do you do when they are the cause when they are the ones who began it all?
What do you do when they seek to destroy? How do you fight back?
You don’t.
You let them self-destruct.
They have brought the destruction on them selves no one else.
They are the broken.
You are the decayed.
Now they will break down.
This is what they brought to them selves meant for you.
Now it backfires.
They are the broken.
You are the decayed no longer roaming this desolate earth.


From despair seeps the very life out of me
The pain overflowing from my wounds
I shut down
They won’t stop injuring
Like a knife piercing an old heart
Who can take this away?
You are the only one who can stop them
When will it end?
The sorrow, the misery
I don’t know how much longer I can stand alone


This bliss became stunned with symptoms of a cold dark winter
No snow will come to brighten the day
The cold wind will pierce the skin
There will be no hope
Only pain and sorrow
While I wait for the one who can save me.


I can hear their cry
The scream telling me that they are coming for me
There I nowhere to run … no where to hide
I can’t escape
I have been doomed to this fate
They will tear me apart and I will be helpless
I will be left empty with no life broken and alone


This contagious disease spreads to the throats of those longing for life
It con consumes their soul
It devours them from the inside
The masses Hoard at their grave as they close the casket with you left there
Just a mere fragment of what you once were.


There might be a glimpse of hope in this blind world
But that is to be foretold with deceit as false hopes remain
Hopes to fill their desires while
Twisted thoughts fill their minds as they race for a broken bliss

You are the liar
Breaking me in two
I fade away into the dark night hoping to find a decaying body to take the place of my broken one

Lost souls Evanesce as they fade away into the dark night
Clouds Block their vision of light
There is nowhere to go but down
Deeper into a void where they are caught and held prisoner to a foul being

If you go away into oblivion will you be found?
Will you find what you are looking for or will the fire engulf your soul?
How long will you stay numb to the pain around you?
How long will you go down?
Have your feet become so numb to the pain around you
That you’re walking on shards of glass and wearing away down to the bone
That you don’t even realize
Your discontent to the lies that have been told to you
So why trudge on down into despair: the dark
Wake up and see that there is hope: the light

We hold on to a fire bringing light into the darkened trenches of the earth


Walk around and see all the hurting people covering up cold bliss
This façade created can’t go on forever
Walk over there and see the desolate being treaded upon and trying to find a way to be free
Walk over there and see people weeping sobs of pain and staying in the open
They are moving on green pastures toward with a luminescent glow to light their path
Become one of them and walk forever on into the light.
It is that one day you will reach the source of the light.

It will bear down into the void of the heart and set it afire
Pain
Like when a snakes fangs bear down into the flesh of those not expecting

Demon Pure, Angel Divested
Such is the life of those who choose death

Apply your words
When you condemn those who sin
Apply your words
You have become the hypocrite.


Original scripted
Finally when you think you know someone
You don’t
The trust placed burns to ashes as you scream inside from the new-found pain


The Book (Version 3)

Its blood-tipped pages are furnished with deception
They turn causing a cold wind,
A wind that pierces the delicate paper of the broken
Creating a path to their delicate hearts

Another chapter able to compromise

Hollow bones putrefy under the shallow words
Words that obstinately pursue the extremities of desperate hearts
From the books ardent lust for souls
Luring in its victims with compelling power
Many have been encased in this void of horrible despair.

The chapter is condensed to memory of a once pure, young life.

The book almost always gets closed here
Stored on the shelf of misery’s cunning

But there is a final chapter,
A conclusion
Lying in wait for fragile lips to read it into existence

It is the only truth to save the decaying bodies
To give the live back to those who were fooled
This final chapter:
Love


If you go away into oblivion will you be found?
Will you find what you are looking for or will the fire engulf your soul
How long will you stay numb to the pain around you?
How long will you go down?
Have your feet become so numb to the pain around you
That you’re walking on shards of glass and wearing away down to the bone
That you don’t even realize
Your discontent to the lies that have been told to you
So why trudge on down into despair: the dark
Wake up and see that there is hope: the light

This is What We Are.
Free.
Where we walk with chains.

Cut

Misery in abundance surrounds the cuts on her shattered arms
Her thoughts condense to try and forget agony of the past
Though her pain is amplified by agents seeking for her demise

But still she grasps for life,
Contends to one day be content

All she has is hope while consecutive attacks lure her soul
To demon pure, Angel deprived places
Even still, her faith keeps her alive in puddles of her own blood

Her allowing of the angels to guide her soul
Where the residence of the remedy lies: through Jesus Christ
He will bring the abundance of love, peace, truth
He is the comfort

She has been foretold:
One day the blood will dry
And one day the scabs will leave scars to explicate days that came to pass
And the LORD ‘will bring it health and healing’
For you will find rest for your soul

[Jeremiah 33:6]
[Matthew 11:28-29]

Behind the Poem: Let me explain where I came from on the material in this poem. I walk through the halls, as do so many others, and ignore or plainly just don’t see that there are those who believe in Jesus Christ, are hurting, and are in pain. This is luring them toward hell as another one of Lucifer’s ambitious attacks to steal your soul for himself. Jesus is the only one who has the ability to save them. This happens to those on many levels of faith. Those who were not shown in this poem are those who don’t make it through as though to amplify the fact that Jesus can and will get you through your suffering.

Publication Date: 05-30-2010

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