NonExistent by Alayna Turney (ready to read books txt) 📕

"NonExistent"

I fall in love every time I see your face

You and your clumsy grace

At first I didn't like you

But now I don't think I can live without you

We smile and laugh together

But you love her

When I look at you, my stomach aches in an unfamiliar way

I think I love you, Its a feeling I cant erase

But you don't even see me

Its like I am an invisible person you can't see

I want to tell you every thing I feel

But thinking about you with her makes me ill

Its like I am nonexistent

I wish there was a you and me but there isn't

We are best friends

But I wish there was more to this

You make my stomach flutter

But your heart belongs to her

Thinking about you makes me smile

But you always thinking about her is vile

I wish you could hold me

But I am nonexistent, its me you can't see

She breaks your heart every chance she gets

She has you in her little nets

She has trapped you there

In that place with her

She ignores your cries

She wouldn't care if your heart dies

She has a games and she wants you yo play

But thats a price your willing to pay

I can't have you now

And I don't know how

To get you in my arms

Because its not just you she harms

She hurts me too

When she hurts you

For now I'd rather be friends then nothing at all

But if I am always nonexistent I think I might fall.

Text: All rights reserved by Alayna Turney 2010
Publication Date: 09-09-2010

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Dedication:
To My Love Who Will Never Know My Feelings