Lost Identity by Kalai Selvi Arivalagan (best ereader for textbooks .txt) 📕

Slowly and slowly

there goes away - failing

to resume as it should be..

Ebbing energy levels

sway with sleepless nights

that suck away my hidden spirits…

Hiding beneath non-shared emotions

seconds evolve into minutes

minutes evolve into days

days evolve into weeks - and

weeks evolve into unfruitful years!!

Unnumbered calls fail to evoke

my soul to face the ultimate…

drowned in the pit of self-pity

I once again fail to steer ahead…

lashing failures with a bright smile

to open the winning secrets

with the clinking of silver dimes…

Once again for the day..

I get the reminder

in a subtle way..

Bothering nerves swell

to bring the pain again..

Stinging pain of bad karma

chases me all through

stinking alleys of abusive life…

nowhere could I rest

to heal my sobbing soul…

Once I received my call

it will not linger for all…

Enlightened my spirit will glow

and I have now decided

to go with the flow..

Lost in the crowd

of insane race

where should I look

for my identity?

Let her blow my ash

far into the widening horizon

where the sea meets the sky!

With a belief that

I can leave behind the world

some words to live forever -

should I once again

pen my thoughts and feelings

and record them for a proof -

that I also lived here!!

Publication Date: 05-08-2017

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Dedication:
Good or bad Karma that decides your days