Love Streaks by Kalai Selvi Arivalagan (literature books to read .TXT) 📕

None could ever try again

to see my eyes dried of tears!!

Even it hadn't pained my heart much

when someone grabbed

my most acclaimed love heart!!

To see someone loosing slowly

the hope of a warm love life

makes my heart feel the pain!!

Why did it happen to you

a girl with a heart -

so lovely and open to everyone -

One thing I am sure -

You deserve a better person than he

for he doesn't deserve you!!

 If ever I could unwind time

 and get back my lost days...

 will it be a bliss or a curse!

 Evolving into a matured shell

 Oddly I find every thing around me

 Merrier and happier for a while - but

 Slowly loosing its shining lustre!

 Is it the curse of the present time

 that hurts more and more...

 while struggling to transform into something new

 and add meaning to my life...

 Yet, I could not promise you

 I will be a happy new shell

 that glistens in the vast shore

 to be picked by an unknown soul!!

Lost in a bid to win

I succumb slowly

to your whims and fancies!!

Is it not you again

who promised days of peace...

Broken promises add to days

that only stain my cheeks

with salty trails of tears...

Burning nights with unslept dreams

I toss around crevices of bedsheets

to get lost into deep sleep!!

Yet, it doesn't happen to me

that will soothen my bulging heart!!

Pains rule my night and day

Still I hope redemption is not far away!!

 Yet, for many
it is still an agony..

Unfulfilled dreams at night
scares me to sleep tight.

Marked for unbearable pain
my heart swells to drain
woes felt at brain cells...

Little did I think
before I plunge so deep!

Literally it repels
my mobility every day

Till I could find a way
Love makes me sway -
Oscillating hither and thither
life mundane stretched further..

I regret once again
the seconds I failed
to give a thought
for the widening gap
that existed hidden forever!!

Foolishly believing
I could set things right
I have been always
on the long trail of pain...

Never, never, never
Could I get back my heart
that brimmed with pure love?
Chastised by stinging words
that hurt and hurt and hurt..

Till my soul leaves
for that heavenly abode...

Love hurts my wounded heart!!

Sore at disappointed heart
my love erupts fully
showing blisters on skin

Emanating heat spreads slowly
starting from head to toes
evolving rashes all way through

Provoked emotions swing my moods
and make me blabber non-sense
Drunk in miseries galore
my legs swather in assaulted steps

No one to stop me through
My fears push me ahead
to talk and unlearn pain -

Living so far with less gain
blurred eyes blink at a trail
that would take me through
moments of glorious past
lived and lost amidst much cheer!! 

Publication Date: 11-30-2017

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Dedication:
Love and its shades