Heartbreak? Love? Or Neither? by Alexandra Rader (free ebooks romance novels txt) 📕

I have fallen to the floor

I never knew love was a chore

Trusting you to keep me safe

You let me fall and made me break

FALLING APART

Tears of pain are flowing down my face

Pretty soon, all will be erased

 

Who knows what the future holds?

All I know is that you have turned me cold

 

It looks like all is broken now

But things will work out somehow

 

You still remain in my heart

But for now I'm falling apart

FALLING EVEN MORE

You've had me in your palm

Since we first locked eyes

Things moved so fast after that

And almost  six months have flown by

 

Shy glances and secret cuddles

Was just the beginning of you stealing my heart

I admite the frst few weeks were shady

But that's alrght, it was just the start

 

Everyday I am so amazed

That I am lucky enough to have you

You make me laugh and chase my fears away

And I'm falling even more madly in love with you

FALLING TO PIECES

I try to find myself.

I really do but I just can't.

I mean, it's hard because I always choose the wrong path and it brings me down harder than I already have.

I'm falling to pieces. I just don't think I can take anymore.

What if it destroys me?

FINAL GOODBYE

This is my final Goodbye

No more need to lie

 

You had a sick obession

So let this be your lesson

 

Every night I cried

But at least I can say I tried

When all you did was deny

FOREVER

You and me were meant to be

Forever can't you see?

Nothing less than destiny

Forever you and me

FORGOTTEN

I'm invisible

I am alone

I've been forgotten

I am unknown

"FUCK YOU!"

She sits down and stares at the cold floor

When someone walks in through the door

 

She looks up and shields her blue eyes

She's still so timid because of the lies

 

He comes over and holds her tight

He whispers in her ear all through the night.

 

When morning comes all covered in dew

She looks in his eyes to say, "Thank you"

 

But no ones in sight; she even looked around

Heart in her throat, she sinks to the ground

 

She should have known better, they never are true

All she can think now is to tell him "Fuck You!!

 

He avoids all her calls and forgets all their dates

Where in hell, came all this hate??

 

She starts to feel guilty; That she's to blame

She tried and she tried, but no forgiveness came

 

Hate starts in her heart and starts to boil

Timidness forgotten, she's stuck in a coil

FUCKED UP LIFE

I see the anger in your eyes

But I'm so scared to say Goodbye

Wondering why only I can hear the cried

You push and shove

You hit and yell

Se we scream and fight

Then you stomp away to end the night

We stay quiet for a couple days

Until the fire starts to blaze

The days go on but all gets worse

This family is just one big curse

The bruises grow

And the fear cannot show

Or he'll beat me until it no longer shows

So all I do is sit and sigh

Now tell me what's wrong

In this fucked up life

I'd like to cut my heart out with a knife

GONE

You say you want me dead

I'm sorry I'm a mess

You tell me I am worthless

I'm sorry I can't do anything right

You say I'm alone

I'm sorry but I still won't fight

So tonight I will make things right

I'll start from the top and go down the river and watch my blood flow like a water fall.

So I'll write your message on the wall:

 

I'm sorry but at least I made your wish come true!

Am I right?

Cause now I'm gone

 

 

 

 

GOODBYE

All the time that's passing

Is opening up my eyes

Letting me see you're betrayal

And all your stupid lies

You told me that you loved me

But you lied about that, too

The saddest part though

Was that I was in love with you

 

Now my eyes are open

And I'm no longer yours to claim

I belong to myself

I'll never be the same

Thanks for all the heartache

And the tears I never cried

Now it's time to say Goodbye

To you and all your lies

 

You opened up every opportunity

For me to find my one

You think that I'm the one who's lost

But guess what? I'm the one who won

So go ahead and say what you want

You will never hurt me again

You aren't worth my time

And I'm tired of this end

 

Now my eyes are open

And I'm no longer yours to claim

I belong to myself

I'll never be the same

Thanks for all the heartache

And the tears I never cried

Now it's time to say Goodbye

To you and all your lies

 

I'm tired of all your games

So now I'm leaving you

I hope you realize someday

That I was the one who remained true

I've got a smile on my face now

As I finally walk away

Time