LOGAN by Marissa Romero (audio ebook reader txt) 📕

I started writing this book when i started dating Logan. I'm still writing it even though we broke up. He means ALOT to me. This is the story of how i met someone i thought was 'My One Tre Love. This is our story:

Our first day took place on February 9, 2012 

We were in science and we were talking about his brother Chris telling him that i liked him. We were passing notes, when he wrote a question. The question was,"So do you wanna go out sometime?" I wrote back saying,"Umm I'm still dating Travis, but maybe if we don't work out. Logan wrote back,"Ok." So at lunch I changed my mind and told him,"Instead of maybe, I'm changing it to a yes."I'm SO SO happy now. I never thought that i would date him considering how long I've known him. Plus i dated his older brother Chris. I felt like it was weird at first, but i was after school. 

Ok so the first time we FINALLY held hands was on February 10, 2013 

It took place at a dance. We held hands for about half the dance. It was kind of weird because when we stop, so he could go talk to Chris, my hand was all sweaty. Zach and my sister dedicated "My Big Green Tractor," to me from Logan. It was so embarassing and funny at the same time. No i know for a fact that Logan isn't scared anymore.I'm so happy! I love holding hands with him! He means so much to me I'm not even kidding! It was so much fun, until Logan had to leave. It sucked, but I'm still happy because i get to see him tomorrow ar the park. I can't wait till tomorrow! 

Another perfect day took place og February 13, 2013

Logan and i held hands at lunch again. We had to stop because we were about to walk by his Brother Gabe. By the way thats Logans oldest brother(Who doesnt know about us). When we were walking to Life Skills, Logan grabbed my hand. It was pretty amazing because he never does that. I love him so so much. 

The worst day and the best day both took place on February 14, 2013

Today is Valentines Day, I hate this stupid holiday so much. The reason today was the worst day was because Logan asked me to be his Valentine, but he didn't get me anything, because apperently I kept saying 

 ''REALLY REALLY REALLY!!'' SO HE THOUGHT I MEANT THAT I DIDN'T WANT HIM TO GET ME ANYTHING. I'M SO PISSED OF RIGHT NOW. I HATE V-DAY SO SO MUCH. THE UPSIDE IS THAT TODAY AFTER SCHOOL LOGAN AND ME HELD HANDS. OK THIS IS WHAT HAPPEN: OK IT WAS RAINING AFTER SCHOOL SO I WAS REALLY COLD. SO I HAD MY HOOD ON,AND I HAD MY HANDS ON MY MOUTH. SO WHEN LOGAN STARTED USING ME AS AN ARM REST, I ENDED UP GRABBING HIS HAND TO MOVE IT AND WE ENDED UP HOLDING HANDS. WE HELD HANDS FOR ABOUT 5-6, WELL UNTIL HIS BUS CAME.

A GOOD DAY TOKE PLACE ON FEBRUARY 15TH.
ON THE WAY BACK FROM LUNCH ME AND LOGAN HELD HANDS.IT WAS KINDA WEIRD BECAUSE BEFORE WE HELD HANDS WE WATCHED DIANNA KICK BELLA'S ASS.IT WAS KINDA SAD,BUT YET REALLY FUNNY.AFTER THAT ME AND LOGAN HELD HANDS.WHEN WE GOT BACK TO THE SCHOOL WE WERE STILL HOLDING HANDS BECAUSE WE DIDN'T HABE TO WALK BY GABE.WHEN WE GOT INTO THE BUILDING WE WERE STILL HOLDING HANDS.IN THE HALL TESSA SAID,''THAT'S GROSS LOGAN.''I WAS SO ABOUT TO KICK HER ASS,BUT I DIDN'T.AFTER SCHOOL I WAS USING LOGAN AS AN ARM REST,WHEN HE POCKED ME IN THE FACE.I GRABBED HIS HAND AND WE HELD HANDS UNTIL HIS BUS CAME.

OUR HALF-A-MONTH ANNIVERSARY TOKE PLACE ON FEBRUARY 24rd.
I'M SO HAPPY WE'VE ALMOST BEEN TOGETHER FOR A WHOLE MONTH. THE WEIRD PART IS THAT LOGAN HAD TO LEAVE FROM SCHOOL. TO GO SOME WHERE WITH HIS MOM. I'M SO SO SO HAPPY. I LOVE HIM MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. I CAN'T WAIT TILL TUESDAY I FINALLY GET TO SEE HIM. I LOVE HIM MORE THEN ANYTHING OR ANYONE IN THE WORLD.

THE WEIRDEST DAY HAPPENED ON FEBRUARY 29th. OK SO AT LUNCH ME AND LOGAN WERE SUPPOSE TO KISS, BUT HE WAS SCARED. TO BE HONEST SO WAS I. I WAS TERRIFIED TO KISS HIM. OUT OF NO WHERE TJ SAID,''HERE. YOU AND LOGAN YOU'RE GOING TO NEED THIS,'' AND THREW A CONDOM AT ME. I GAVE IT BACK TO HIM. IT WAS FUNNY BECAUSE HE TOKE MY SISTER'S PHONE AND STARTED RECORDING HIMSELF WALKING. HE HAD THE PHONE SO ALL YOU COULD SEE WAS HIS PANTS.THE FRONT OF HIS PANTS. IT WAS SO FUNNY. I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING.

THIS IS THE DAY I LEARNED SO MUCH ABOUT LOGAN. THIS TOOK PLACE ON MARCH 28th. THIS IS WHAT I FOUND OUT:

#1 FULL NAME- Logan Blade Perez

#2 BIRTHDAY-October 9,1998

#3 AGE- 13

#4 FAVORITE COLOR- green

#5 FAVORITE SODA- don't have one

#6 FAVORITE CANDY-skittles

#7 FAVORITE SONG- ten thousand fist

#8 FAVORITE BAND- disturbed

#9 FAVORITE MOVIE- wanted

#10 FAVORITE TV SHOW- Phines and Ferb

#11 FAVORITE #- 21

#12 HATED HOLIDAY- Easter

#13 FAVORITE HOLIDAY- Halloween

#14 FAVORITE FOOTBALL TEAM- Steelers

#15 FIRST KISS- no

#16 FIRST KISS WAS WHEN YOU WERE-

#17 WITH WHO-

#18 WHO DO YOU LIKE- Marissa Romero

#19 TRUE OR FALSE:ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR- true

#20 DO YOU CUT YOUR WRIST- yes

#21 DO YOU THINK IM INSANE-no

#22 FAVORITE SHAPE- star

#23 FAVORITE SINGER- don't have one

#24 DO YOU EVEN REALLY LIKE ME- yes

#25 HOW LONG DO YOU THINK WE'RE GOING TO LAST- I don't know

#26 IF YOU COULD DATE ANYONE IN THE SCHOOL WHO WOULD IT BE- Marissa Romero

#27 IF YOU COULD GO ANY WHERE IN THE WORLD WERE WOULD YOU GO- Egypt

#28 DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME OR ARE YOU JUST SAYING THAT- really love me

#29 HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE ME- 100

#30 WHY DID SAILOR SAY THAT YOU LIKE HER- I did before I started dating you

#31 DO YOU LIKE SAILOR- no

#32 DO YOU BELIVE IN ''TRUE LOVE''-yes

#33 DO YOU BELIVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT- yes

#34 WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL- wolf

#35 IF YOU COULD BE ANY ANIMAL IN THE WORLD WHAT WOULD YOU BE- wolf

#36 ARE YOU STRAIGHT,BI OR GAY-straight

#37 WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP- MMA fighter

#38 WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT ME- everything

#39 WHY DO YOU LIKE ME- because I do

#40 WHY ARE YOU DATING ME- because I like you

#41 WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE CELEB- don't have one

#42 WHAT YOUR FAVORITE FOOD- pizza

#43 WHAT'S THE HARDEST THING YOU'VE EVER DONE- trying to fight my best friend when he kicked my ass

#44 WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE FRUIT- banana

#45 DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS- dogs

#46 IF YOU COULD DO ANYTHING BUT GO TO SCHOOL WHAT WOULD YOU DO- stay home and sleep

THE BEST BEST DAY HAPPENED ON MARCH 14th. SO ON THE BUS I TOKE A PICTURE OF LOGAN ON HIS PHONE. WHEN I SHOWED IT TO HIM HE TRIED TO TAKE IT FROM ME, BUT HE ENDED UP PUTTING HIS ARM AROUND ME. IT FELT SO GOOD, HE AS NEVER DONE ANYTHING LIKE THAT BEFORE. I'M SO SO HAPPY. EARLIER AT LUNCH WE WERE SUPPOSE TO KISS (AGAIN), BUT WE BOTH CHIKENED OUT AGAIN. THE WHOLE TIME WHEN WE WERE HOLDING HANDS HE WAS TOUCHING MY ASS. IT WAS WEIRD, BUT NOW I CAN TELL CHRIS THAT LOGAN HIS ARM AROUND ME. TODAY WAS SUCH A PERFECT DAY. I'M SO HAPPY. I LOVE LOGAN SO MUCH.

OH MY FUCKEN GOD! TODAY WAS SO WEIRD.THIS TOKE PLACE ON MARCH 30th.
AT LUNCH I HAD LOGAN'S PHONE AND HE WAS TRYING TO GET IT FROM ME. WHEN LEXI WENT TO SIT NEXT TO ME, WE WERE SHARING A SEAT. MY SISTER WHISPERED,''MAKE HER SIT ON LOGAN'S LAP,LEXI.'' SO SHE STARTED PUSHING ME, AND I ENDED UP SITTING ON HIS LAP. AT THAT TIME LOGAN SAID,''SHE'S SITTING ON ME.'' WHEN HE SAID THAT I JUMPED UP RIGHT AWAY. A LITTLE BIT LATTER HE ACCIDENTALLY HIT ME IN THE MOUTH. IT DIDN'T HURT SO I DIDN'T GET PISSED. FOR THE REST OF THE DAY I WAS PISSED BECAUSE OF WHAT HE SAID. WHEN I GOT OFF THE BUS I TOLD MY SISTER WHAT HE SAID. SHE WAS SHOKED AND SAID,''THAT'S FUCKED UP.'' HE MADE FEEL FAT. IT WASN'T EVEN FUNNY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT MY SISTER WAS THINKING WHEN SHE TOLD LEXI TO MAKE ME SIT ON LOGAN'S LAP. I STILL CAN'T BELIVE HE SAID THAT. I'M SO PISSED OFF. I HATE HIM SO SO SO MUCH RIGHT NOW. LET'S SEE HOW HORRIBLE TOMORROW GO'S.

A REALLY REALLY GOOD DAY HAPPENED ON APRIL 2nd.
AT LUNCH I WAS TRYING TO GET LOGAN'S PHONE FROM HIM, WE WERE STANDING REALLY CLOSE. THEN HE WENT AND LEANED ON THE TABLE. WHEN I HAD HIS PHONE IN MY HAND, HE HAD HIS HAND ON MY HAND, AND HE PULLED ME CLOSER. WHEN HE DID THAT WE WERE CHEST TO CHEST. IT WAS WEIRD BECAUSE DUSTIN AND GABRIEL WERE LAUGHING AND SAYEDTHAT THE WAY WE WERE STANDING LOOKED WRONG. IT WAS FUNNY, BUT IT FELT SO GOOD. THAT'S THE CLOSEST WE'VE EVER GOTTEN. AFTER SCHOOL BOBBY KICKED ME IN THE LEG, SO I WAS HIDDING BEHIND LOGAN. WE HELD HANDS AT THE SAME TIME. IT WAS KINDA FUNNY. BEFORE CHRIS LEFT TO GET ON HIS BUS HE KICKED ME IN THE LEG. I GAVE LOGAN BACK HIS JAKET AND SAID,''BYE.'' HE SAID,''BYE,''BACK. TODAY WAS A REALLY REALLY GOOD DAY.I ALSO FIGURED OUT THAT ME AND LOGAN HAVE BEEN DATING FOR 53 DAYS.

OUR LAST DAY (FOR REAL THIS TIME) HAPPENED ON APRIL 5th.
ON THE PHONE WE WERE TALKING ABOUT US GOING TO THE PARK. THEN HIM, CHRIS, AND BOBBY STARTED ACTING STUPID BY HANGING UP ON ME. I CALLED BACK AND SAID,''JUST TELL LOGAN THAT I'M NOT GOING TOMORROW AND THAT I HATE HIM,'' I HUNG UP RIGHT AFTER. CHRIS CALLED BACK AND SAID,''I'M SORRY.'' I SAID,''WHY SHOULD I BELIVE YOU?'' HE SAID,''BECAUSE. WHEN I TOLD LOGAN THAT HE STARTED TO CRY.'' I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING. AFTER ABOUT 2 SECONDS HE SAID,''JUST COME TOMORROW.'' I SAID,''GIVE ME ABOUT 5