Miserable Without You, Or Not by Katie Such (free e books to read txt) 📕

Life is like a road there are bumps, but also some smooth patches. My life is perfect, well so it seems. It’s perfect until I get caught with someone and I will never see him again. Even meeting someone new might not help, but I guess we will have to see. I’ll tell you my story but only if you promise not to tell.

XOXO,
Amelia


1
My parents expect me to be their perfect little princess. To be honest I’m not. I’m in love with a bad boy. I don’t dress how they want me to. But, I can’t help that this is who I want to be. Can they make me be sane? I don’t think so; they are out to destroy my life I swear. I hate my parents. I wear name brands, but not the ones they like. I have a great body, can’t I show it off? Of course I can and I do. But I’m not a slut. I’m still a virgin.
Today I throw on my black shorts and a tight blue shirt that shows off a lot of cleavage. It’s all for my hot boyfriend Nick. He is five ten, muscular, and he has the perfect tan. I mean of course he does, we are in California. He has dark brown hair and those blue eyes that are to die for. On the other hand I am five, five, skinny, have C cup boobs and the best tan. Thank god for tanning beds. My hair is light brown and I have hazel eyes. Nick is seventeen and I’m fifteen.
Today is Saturday and I’m going to spend it with Nick. He wants me to have sex but he knows I’m a virgin and he and I have done everything but sex. I’m thinking about losing my virginity just to piss off my parents.
My parents are at work and they don’t know about me and Nick. We’ve kept it from the since he got caught with pot and they told me I can never see him again. They absolutely hate him but I really don’t care. My phone vibrated and pulled me out of my thoughts. It’s Nick:
Hey babe, I’m outside.
Get your sexy little ass out here. ;)
I smiled and texted back:
My ass will be out in a second.
I ran downstairs and put on my flip flops. I took some cash from my moms hiding spot, which is the cookie jar. I may not eat sweets, but I’m not stupid. I pulled the door open and ran to Nicks can and hopped in. I kissed him long and hard before he drove off.
“Hey babe,” I said.
“Hey, so you want to go mess around?” He asked.
“After we eat, I’m starving.”
“You got cash?”
“Yeah go to MD’s,” I replied.
“You go it babe.”
“Where do you want to go after? I’m sick of you backseat.”
“I don’t know, my brother is home.” He said focusing on the road.
“Fine, my house is empty we should be safe.” I said hoping my parents will work late.
“Ok,” Nicks is never one to talk much, I always have to be the one to start the conversation.
In McDonalds he got a Big Mac and I ordered three piece chicken select meal. We ate in silence for a while as he kept on hand on my thigh, as far up as he can get. He kept rubbing my thigh knowing how much I want him right now. I finished my food first and scooted closer to him in the booth as he finished eating.
After he got done we headed off to my house. The whole ride he rubbed my thigh and around my crotch. I’m getting really antsy. He never teases me like this. My house isn’t to far from McDonalds but it’s not the closest. With him teasing me like this it seems like an even longer ride.
“Why are you teasing me today?”
“I like the way you squirm and I’m getting you ready. You know it’s been two and a half years since we have been together and I haven’t had sex since then. I was hoping maybe soon?” He looked at me with pleading eyes.
“I don’t know I will think about it.”
“Ok,” we drove the rest of the way in silence except for some of the slight moans coming from my mouth.
We got to my house and I’m already really wet, I know that’s what Nick likes.
“So, your room or the couch,” he asked getting straight to the point.
“My room,” I grabbed his hand and kissed him. He kissed back as I wrapped my arms around his neck. He moved his hands to my butt and lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist. He carried me up to my room with out breaking the kiss. He set me on the bed and we both took off our shirts. Instead of letting me take off my own shorts, he did. Now that he’s on top of me I brought his lips to mine, but they didn’t stay there for long. He kissed down my body and then back up. He eased my purple laced underwear off and slowly stuck his finger inside me. I bit my lip and closed my eyes. He is really good with his hands, always has been.
All of a sudden my bed room door opened. I threw my blanket over my body.
“Amelia what the hell?” My mom yelled. Nick threw on his shirt and ran out the door. Shit, I’m pretty much screwed.
“Mom what are you doing home so early?” I asked looking for my underwear and putting them on.
“Umm don’t change the subject. You two were about to have sex weren’t you? Have you done it before?”
“We were, and no we haven’t. Mom I’m fifteen I’m not a child anymore.”
“Well you’re sure as hell not an adult either. Your only a teenager, sex isn’t the way to go! You could have gotten pregnant and then you wouldn’t even be with Nick because I’m sure he does not want to have kids! Are you really stupid? Well since I can’t trust you here, you are going to that boarding school.
“Mom no! You can’t do that!” I screamed with anger.
“Yes I can and I will. You’re not the same girl you use to be. I want my little girl back. So maybe if I send you somewhere you will meet someone who can bring my baby girl back. End of discussion you are going. Now start packing you will leave tomorrow for Michigan. You’re going to Valinita Prep, it’s in Detroit, and I will go buy you some winter clothes. You have disobeyed me for the last time.” She walked out with frustration. I got up and put my clothes back on and started packing my things up.
I’m almost done packing my clothes when my phone rang. Its Nick calling, he never calls me.
“Hello?”
“Hey how much trouble are you in?”
“I’m getting sent all the way to Michigan to a private school in Detroit. It’s best if we break up. I don’t want you to get tied down while I’m gone. I don’t even know when I’ll be back.”
“If that’s what you think is best. But I need to tell you something first.”
“What Nick?”
“I love you,” he has never said it before, neither have I.
“I love you too Nick, goodbye.” I said and hung up the phone. A tear rolled down my cheek and I lie down and fell asleep.


2
Waking up seemed like the hardest thing I have had to do in a long time. I’m really going away from all the people that I love. Nick and my friends, no one else because right now I absolutely hate my parents. They are punishing me not doing this for my own good like they say they are. I am in love and they are punishing me for that. They are the worst parents ever if they really loved me they would just accept that Nick is the guy I am absolutely in love with and that will never change like they want it to.
“Amelia get down here you are going to be late getting to the airport, if you don’t get down here.” My mom yelled, she wouldn’t even allow Nick to be here to say goodbye. Stupid bitch, I hate her.
“Coming,” I yelled back and grabbed my last bag from my room. It has all of the winter clothing my mom thinks I’ll need. She said there is snow in Michigan. I have never seen snow only on TV. California is so much different. I’m going to go to an icy version of hell.
At the airport I didn’t say a word to my mom. When they called for my flight to be boarded I grabbed my carry on. My bags are already in baggage. I walked without even looking back at my mom as she yelled, “You’ll thank me one day sweetie I love you,” I just ignored her and got on. I sat in my seat put my headphones and played my IPod, I broke down crying, I just can’t stop. I felt someone hand me a tissue and rub my shoulder. I turned off my IPod and looked at the person, he’s handsome, blonde hair, blue eyes, tan and very muscular, you can tell because he’s wearing a form fitting shirt.
“Thank you,” I said and wiped my eyes.
“No problem pretty lady, I’m Jared.”
“Amelia,” I replied and took his extended hand in mine. His hand is warm and soft. It sent shivers down my spine.
“Nice to meet you Amelia, how come you’re headed to Detroit?” he asked.
“My mom is sending me to Valinita Prep, I don’t want to go, but she is forcing me, because she didn’t like my boyfriend. Well ex-boyfriend.”
“I’m sorry to hear that, but I’m going to the same place. Maybe we will be seeing a lot of each other.”
“I hope so, I want to know at least one person while I’m there,” I said and smiled.
“Well what grade are you in?”
“I’m in tenth grade and yourself?”
“Same here, but I warn you I’m pretty popular, they will not want me hanging out with you at first because you are new meat but I don’t care, there is something about you that I like, I don’t know what yet, but there is for sure something.”
“Really? You’re too sweet. How old are you Jared?” I asked.
“I’m sixteen, and yourself?”
“Fifteen turning sixteen in a few weeks.”
“That’s cool when is your birthday?”
“September twentieth.”
“That’s cool I just turned sixteen two days ago. August twenty fifth.”
“Sweet, favorite color?” I asked.
“Blue, yours?”
“Purple and blue, I never could decide between the two. What’s your favorite food?” I wanted to get to know him; maybe it will get my mind off of Nick.
“It would have to be chicken, you?”
“Tacos, do you have any pets?”
“Nope,” he moved his arm to around my shoulder.
“I see me either.” I yawned, trying to hold it in but I couldn’t.
“You can fall asleep on me if you want to I don’t mind.” Jared said.
“Okay, thanks I’m actually really tired.” I said and just lay down and rested my head on his chest. He protectively wrapped his arm around me. We are just strangers yet it feels like we have