Lost Wife by pokhila (life changing books to read txt) 📕

ANIRUDH IN CROSSROADS .....

 

 

This chapter  is  only Anirudh's pov 

 

Anirudh's place  , that same night 

 

Today was a day I'll never forget , God forbids , I don't , never want to stay away from Runi , and here I was sleeping all alone in our bed .... I inhaled the bedsheets to feel her smell , ran my hands over her side , she would be all over me by now .... I took her pillow on top of me holding it tight , my Runi , Just  one day , and I missed her like crazy ....  my God ! , how much I love her , just  this one night and tomorrow early morning I'll go and bring her back from masi ma's place . 

 

anirudh's pov .....

I don't know what to think of Runi's actions ....  she was never that aggresive , I still can't believe she was holding that kitchen knife to hurt her sister , I mean she was aware of her mental condition and her actions will only create more problem .

 

I finished my work and came out  of my home office to find a worried face , she was Anu's nurse , she called me to her room and I saw Anu was having another panic attack , she took my permission to inject her another dose . I told her to do so and waited for a few minutes , Anu was babblering something , but my mind was upstairs , I know Runi will be waiting for me , she cannot sleep without holding me .

 

For this very reason she never spend her nights in her mom's place , it was good for me ,she is always by my side everynight . I just pretend to listen to Anu , until she fall asleep . But the medicine took long to take its effect and finally when Anu was asleep I went to our bedroom , 

 

Runi was asleep , sleeping in a very awkard  position , I kissed her , then I noticed the stained tears ..... 

 

Runi was something that  I can't resist , however angry I might be , if I want peace , it was  in her arms  I can't resist her lips  , her closeness  , I kissed her repeatedly ..... 

 

A few min ago I was angry , but not with her ,my anger was with the situation that never allows us to live peacefully . I don't know what Anu was doing here upstairs  but that doesn't mean Runi must threat her with a kitchen knife .   I smiled remembering the scene , poor Anu she had her panic attack twice , once she fainted and one she awoke from her sleep ...  unable to breathe .

 

I went to change and came back wearing a short and a tee .....  Wifey was sleeping peacefully , I thought to have a talk with her but the  video call was urgent , and those stupid engineers couldn't handle a thing , I have to manage from here on my own . I went near her and sat down on the bed caressing her cheeks and rubbed away the stains from her  tears .

 

'We'll talk tomorrow , I love you  , Mrs Anirudh , now tell me what was so urgent ' I asked her in whispers ....  I want to wake her up and make love , but she looked so cute , I inhaled her neck and pressed myself between her boobs she smelt of milk ....  umm   I inhaled again ...milky smell ...  now that was new ... I kissed her again and again , all she did was snuggle towards me and held me in her arms pulling me on top of her . I leaned and pampered kisses , but  she was still asleep .

 

 I held  her and let her sleep on my chest ,  it was one of our favourite positions , she loves to sleep on top of me , I thought to sleep like this so thst when she wake up she will see me first .we  slept on the one side , I was  holding  her close and fell asleep , inhaling her sweet lavender smell of her long hair . 

 

I woke up when someone knocked our door , I looked at the wall clock it was just after 5am . Runi was still on my top , thank god she was light . I shifted her swiftly , placing her on the soft dunlop , planted her a kiss  on her soft plum lips and tugged her in the blanket , she will miss my warmth . 

 

I opened the door , there was the same nurse ....   she told me Anu woke up and was asking to go out . she was creating tantrums in her room . I told her to take to the lawn at the back and also to take yoga mats .

 

I thought yoga will control her , so I took Anu to the backside , in the open lawn . she looked tensed at first , but gradually when I insisted ....  she did all her steps one by one , yoga helped her all these months . My mind was thinking about Runi , yesterday she called me so many times , she said she want to share some news with me .....   

 

I forgot about it completly .... now I want to finish soon , cos I want to go to my bedroom , before Runi wakes up , I missed her morning kisses she pampers on me . she was so bold now a days , she takes the first step to get intimate ....  she asks me to love her .... I was smiling to myself remembering our intimate moments .

 

I don't know it was my imagination or what I can smell  lavender ...  that only comes from Runi  , I can feel it , she was near us .....

 

Suddenly Anu ran towards me , she held me tightly , it was  very awkward , she started to cry in my arms 

" please tell di to go away , I'm scared " she said it repeatedly . only then I saw Runi was just at my back , she came forward and tried to pull away Anu , she was already scared ...  so I told Runi to stay away .....

 

I left Runi , cos Anu fainted and need her dose ....

 

Never in my dreams I thought I 'll see Runi leaving my place with bags and baggage ....  this day was not getting any better , I ran to stop her but she already climbed ... she was crying nonstop ,and why not she was all alone since yesterday , she felt left out ,  Anu was getting all our attention .

 

I caught her hand she pulled away immediately , I said what I need to say and that I'll pick her in the evening still waiting for her to look at mre but she rolled up the window and left . 

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