Trouble by Me =/ (read ebook pdf txt) 📕

"Mom, what's wrong?"

"Nothing. Just go." She tells me. 

"Fine! Whatever! Don't expect me to ask ever again though!" I stomp out of the room, after my exaggeration, and find my father. "Dad, look at this." I throw my plane and it lands on his head. "Oops." I giggle. 

"Wow, good job buddy! Hey, guess who's coming!" 

"CADE AND KYLE!!!" I scream and dance around the kitchen. The doorbell rings and I rush down to get it. "Cade! Come on, mom will be so excited!" I run upstairs, not waiting for him and barge into my parents room. "Mommy Cade and Kyle are-" The sight I saw next will he forever engraved in my brain. My mother, the woman I loved more than anyone and anything, hanging from a ceiling fan, with a rope around her neck, and a chair underneath her. "MOMMY!" My screams echo throughout the entire house. I fall to my knees, and Cade is suddenly by my side, pulling me into his lap, hiding my face from the horrific sight. "DAD!" I sob. "PLEASE! PLEASE MOMMY NEEDS HELP! MOMMY! NO-NO-NO." I sob against Cade, never letting go of his shirt and my dad rushes in, and freezes when he sees my mother. 

"Lily! Lily please wake up, love. Come on. Please. Please. Come on." My dad gets her down, begging her to get up, but she never does. Ever again. 

I remembered all of that, except for the part with Cade. "You were there. With me. You never left my side..." I mumble.

"Yeah. I always promised you I wouldn't." He smiles sadly. "I'm so sorry Matt. I didn't mean it that way. It wasn't your fault, remember? Your dad told us, she saw something she shouldn't have. She was getting threats, they were going to kill her family, so she did what she had to." My heart stops at his words. 

"W-what?" I step towards him. "That never happened- I was never told of that. I...I... It wasn't my fault?" He shakes his head and I can't stop the tears that fall from my eyes as I fall into his chest. 

"Shh. It's okay." He soothes.

"Thank you. For saving me. I'm just... shocked. Why would you tell me?"

"Are you sure you want to know?" He asks softly.

I nod against his warm chest. 

"You're my mate."

 ~Matt~   *14+*

"What??" I look up at him since I don't want to leave his embrace. "B-but I'm human. And a guy. That can't happen can it?" I've read enough books to know a bit about it, I just didn't ever think it was real. 

He shrugs. "Apparently it is." He cups my cheek in his hand, his lips just centimeters from mine. "But boy, am I glad it is." His lips descend onto mine, and the seriousness of this situation finally hits me. My life will never be the same after this... I mean, if he really is the leader as I previously thought, then he's an Alpha, right? I know I said I didn't really pay attention in Science, but like I said, I've read enough book to know. I just didn't know it it was the same for real wolves. "Stop thinking." He demands, and parts my lips with his skilled tongue. He plunges it into my mouth, and suddenly a whole new side of me comes out, that I didn't even know I had. 

*If you don't feel comfortable skip to the next bolded part*

I battle his tongue for dominance, and end up pushing him back until he lands on his back on my bed. He bounces on the soft bed, and I put my legs on either side of him in a straddle position. He pulls back, looking at me confused, and I lean down to his ear, whispering in what I hope is a husky voice, "Let go." He groans as my tongue darts out, licking just behind his ear. His head drops and I kiss him again. I trail my lips down his neck, while unbuttoning his shirt. He somehow shrugs it off and I keep doing down, until I get to his very defined v-line.

I glance up at him, and he's propped up on his elbows looking down at me on my knees in front of him. He groans. "Matt..." He doesn't even attempt to say anything else, just dropping his head back. I slip his sweatpants down, leaving him in just boxers to cover his rock hard package. I take a deep breath, a few old insecurities coming back, but i let this new, bold side take over for the time being. I remove his underwear from his delicious tan body, and Cade Junior springs up. I smirk up at him.

"Really?" I ask, bringing my face closer to him. He groans again and I take him in my hand. The sexiest moan I've ever heard leaves his lips, and I hold my free hand to my lips. "Shh. We wouldn't want to wake up my sisters... or my dad." He nods quickly and practically thrusts up into my hand. "Impatient are we?" I start stroking slowly, painfully, but it was worth it to see him struggling to hold back his moans.

"Matt please." He groans again. I've never seen him this vulnerable... I kiss the tip, and lick down his hard shaft, until I reach his sack, and go back up. I lick around the tip and without warning, take all of his eight inches, into my mouth. I hold back a gag, and bob my head up and down, careful not to scrape my teeth against him. He moans again, and it doesn't take long before he spills his seed down my awaiting throat. I swallow all of it, enjoying the saltiness of it.

*Scene done*

I crawl up next to where he's moved on my bed, going to my pillows. "Wow." I whisper. 

"Wow indeed. I've never seen that side of you." He turns to face me on his side. 

"Me neither. I didn't know I had it in me."

We lay in silence for a while, just cuddling, before he says something. "Top or bottom?" I choke on nothing, and look up at him. 

"Excuse me?" 

"Are you, a top, or a bottom?" He asks again. My cheeks turn bright red as I look up at him. 

"Umm... I've only ever has sex once... But I was a bottom." He nods and all goes quiet again. "What about you? Oh wait, you've probably never done it with a guy..."

"Or at all." He says, and when I glance up at him, his face is even more red than when he came.

"Wait really? Mister Tough Guy, is a virgin?" I raise an eyebrow at him. He looks away and shrugs sheepishly. I smirk and raise my lips to his ear. "Don't worry... I'll be gentle on you... At first." I whisper and lick the sensitive spot behind his ear, making him shudder, before going back to my previous position, cuddling in his arms, like nothing happened. 

He chuckles and wraps a protective arm around my body, pulling the blanket he currently has draped over him, over myself too. "You are one in a million." It doesn't take long for the sound of his steady heart beat, to put me fast to sleep.

 ~Cade~

That was the craziest thing I've ever experienced. The warmth of his mouth... His skilled tounge. Just the sight of him had me unraveling within just a couple minutes. The only thing I didn't like was the fact that he'd been with someone. As soon as those words left his mouth, I felt Axel burning with a desire to rip that bastard's throat out. I feel him stirring next to me, and when I look down, he's looking up at me with sleep-blurred eyes. "Good morning beautiful." I say, kissing his forehead. 

"Don't call me beautiful." He rasps out. 

"But you are." I protest, like a child. 

"Fine. Good morning Pup." He plays with my hair and I shrink into it. I didn't know this could feel so good!

"I can live with that." I sigh happily, and snuggle further into Matt. That's when the news hits me again. "Who was he?" 

"Oh God. Really Cade?" He groans. 

"Yes. I want to know. Was he good? Was he bad? Did you love him? What age? Why did you? What was his name?" I press.

"Fine. I was 16, he was okay I guess, but he barely even went in, and no I didn't love him at all. I don't know why. He came to me one day, said he might be gay and wanted to experiment." He answers.

"You're missing one." I tsk.

"What? His name? Cooper Brown. Happy now?" I nod and go back to cuddling with him. I soon fall asleep again, but a knock on the door jolts me awake. I wrap the blanket securely around my waist, high enough that who ever came in wouldn't be able to tell I was naked, just before the door opens. 

"Hey Matt, is Cade here? Ahh, there you are. Your dad is here, wants you home." Matt's dad says, looking at me.

That's when I remember my clothes are sitting in a pile on the floor, so I lock my gaze with his, practically daring him to look away, so that he won't look down and see it. "Alright. I'll be right down." I give him a slight smile, and he nods slightly confused, probably from the awkward staring contest, and walks out. Matt and I scramble out of the bed, me throwing on clothes, him throwing on a more presentable outfit than sweatpants that say, 'Stop Looking At My Dick,' and no shirt. He throws a black t-shirt over his head, and quickly pulls on jeans over boxers. I put my clothes from yesterday on, and we both exit the room, going downstairs. "What are you doing here?" Is the first thing I ask when I see my father. 

"You didn't come home last night. I figured you'd be here with your boy toy." He looks at Matt with disgust. 

"Excuse me? You act like he's a hooker." I go in front of Matt, so that only half of him is showing. 

"May as well be." He scoffs. That's when I snap, lunging towards him, but Matt grabs my arm, so between that and Mister Frey stepping between us, I can't. 

"You can show yourself out. And don't bother coming back." Lawrence snaps. My father glares at all of us and goes to storm out, but he stops and turns around. 

"I at least want my son." He growls.

"I'll come back when you're gone.