Lost Wife by pokhila (life changing books to read txt) 📕

MISSINGS THEIR OTHER HALF .....

 

 

Nearly  four  months   away  from each other .....

suffering   silently ..... 

  staying away from each other  was killing them every moment 

 

Anirudh .....

 

 Anirudh  reached home , his mom always wait for him . Mom is always there for her  son .....  After Runi left , Anirudh don't feel like coming home he spends as much as he can ...  in his office , today he reached early , because something was worrying him giving him  a bad feeling  . Mom welcomes her son with a smile ,he  forced a smile and gave  a hug to mom then  went upstairs 

 

The cold room repulsed him .... their bedroom ....  he can't wait to be alone with Runi , now that was a thing of past , he  opened his coat and kept it on the stand .

' Let me , it's my job ....  to undress you '.Runi's words ring in his ears , irony ....

all these simple act of love  went unnoticed when she was close .....  always available for him , 

 

He freshed up and came out , just in towel .... 

Runi would be hugging him from back if she was here .... she gave all her attention to hubby dear after he return from office , always present at his service      now ,   he is incomplete without her . 

 

 

With her  thoughts in mind  , he picked up a  blue tee , it was her choice ...  she often go shopping for his clothings , and brings everything from  suit piece  , his hankies and specially his vest to briefs ...  ' this will make you look sexy ' she used to  tease him showing the briefs ...  so  colourful  .

 

 Anirudh went to love couch ...... taking his laptop  . He was looking with immense interest  , checking  out every details ....  he want to know the do's and dont's in the 33weeks .....  of pregnancy . He reads about the possible terminate , always looks at the negative side and scares himself to hell .... feels guilty .... what if something happened to Runi ...  she was all alone ...  helpless , and my baby ...  Runi , Runi please baby come back ... 

 

' Stay  safe  baby ,  please take care until I find you ...'  he picks  her smiling photo  frame that was on the side table  , caressing it . he always talk to Runi when alone ....  these days he was feeling very uneasy . He missed her more ...  seems like she was remembering him  ....  calling him , but how will he find her .....

 

 

After  visiting  Runi's gynaecologist , he became obsessed with all these , everyday he spend all his leisure time in surfing about pregnancy . Today was the same , after he returned from office , denied anything to eat , only a cup of tea .

 

He was so worried for Runi , his better half ,  his heart ....  his soul  ....  .  

 

He always say that he hate her ,

infront of others.....   but all alone ,

he crave for her  ,

longed  for her warm hugs ,

yearn for her cuddles ,

was ever thirsty for her kisses ,

and his hunger will never cease until he consume her again . 

His whole body ache , just  to hold her , again .... 

 

 This was not all .....  he went out to their balconey  stood  next to her swing ...  moving it to and fro , he feels her presence , talks with her ... in imagination .....

 

 Before retiring  to bed  Anirudh goes through her wardrobe , touched her beautiful collecton of sarees .... Runi , my baby ...  help me to find you .... baby give me a clue .... baby please .... .

 

Anirudh lay down , with her photo frame ...  on his chest ....  Runi loved to sleep on top of him , like some baby , he gives the same to her photoframe , rememberng her he drifted to sleep ....  

 

CRASH ....  

 

Anirudh woke up , with the sound of something breaking , he looked down ...  there it was Runi 's photoframe slipped and fell , the broken glass scattered all over . 

 

Anirudh picked up her photograph ,a small broken glass pricked him ...  a thin line of blood oozed out from the cut ....  he felt his heart heavy ....  'something was wrong .... very wrong ,' he talked to himself . Then  he pressed the button and called  someone to clean up the mess .... 

 

 Anirudh went to his study ...  Mrs Roy came with a maid , these days her employer  was breaking too many things , but never in the middle of the night , she yawned and waited till the maid finished .

 

He looked up the huge wall clock in his study , to check the time , but what ?...  it was dead , it never happened before , Mrs Roy checked everything in time , he searched for his mobile , it was in his bedroom

 

 He searched his table and opened a drawer ...  searching  for watch  .... his eye caught the beautiful  gift , the metal watch his Runi gifted him . He took the customised watch , remembered her words , it works on one's heartbeats . He immediately put it on his wrist and it came alive ....  he felt connected to his love , he leaned back closing his eyes . He swear  to wear this watch everyday ...  

 

 

 

 

Runi .....

 

Now a days she don't go much places , goes to  uni .... takes her class and returns  home . She didn't go to Sudipto's place after that lunch , reason was ...

 

Flashback .....

After  lunch , Sudipto took her to his small study ,she admired his collection of books , went through some , just the synopsis .....  when she was going through the beautiful collection of artifacts , she came through a framed photo of Sudipto and his friends , it was from college days ...  she took a clearer look , but nearly dropped the glass frame , because , she recognised' her  Anirudh ', standing along with Sudipto and Amar . 

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