Lost Wife by pokhila (life changing books to read txt) 📕

" You can play with her  here ... " Pooja said ,getting up from the chair and picked up Pari , taking her on her lap , she called Yash . He touched her cheeks ...  talked to her , asking her name ... baby Pari got hold of his hand and took it straight to her mouth ....  " she kissed my hands , momma Pari kissed my hands ...  ". Yash was so exited  , he kissed her once more and left as his brother was calling .

Lunch was  pleaseant one ...  Anirudh did his best ....  brought lots of gift for the  twins, and many more for Pooja ...  It was his idea to  arrange a lazy lunch in the outdoors ,  overlooking the vineyard . From my part it was all about our favourite cusine ...  katla kalia , steamed fish , mutton curry , pumpkin flower fritters ...  then sweet and sour chutney and yes ,  homemade malai doi . 

When our guests  left after evening tea , I was totally worn out . After my delivery this was the first time we had guests ...  Anirudh took care of Pari this whole time , she came to my arms only twice when she was hungry . 

I fell asleep as soon as I touched the soft matress , Pari was listening to her daddy , he was telling stories ...  its been three months we came back and including the one month stay at the nursing home , our Pari was nearly four months old .

Every night was like this ...  he tells her stories , not only panchatantra , but also about us...  our marriage , my studies ...  his friends etc . Pari just falls asleep listening to him , his voice . 

Three months , Anirudh and me we shared a same bed , same room but it was only once , we were intimate ...  I got emotional that night when he hurt himself , because I refused to go back , this two weeks he tried his best to lure me but I couldn't ....  I can't trust him enough . 

I felt someone's presence and woke up , I didn't turn ...  cos I know this smell  , his small beard were pricking my back , his hands circled my waist ...  Last time I didn't stop but ...  this is like cheating , Anu was waiting for him back at home ... I tried to pull away , but his words stopped me . 

' I'm leaving tomorrow evening ... ",

I turned to face him ....  he was leaving ? I felt a sting , a sharp pinch ,

I held him back and very tightly , wish I can stop him , make him stay with us forever . I was trying hard not to spill my tears . Anirudh caressed my back ...  kissing my hair , he was quiet too , I looked up , the lights were dimmed  but I can see the gleam in his eyes ...   I touched his cheeks , his chin , his lips , he opened and took my finger ...  he sucked ny finger passing current ...  I want him .

He made love to me ... in the most delicate and sensous way ...  making me  want more and more ..  I was not tired anymore ...  my body was craving for this , his touch , his love ...  when he took me again and again ...  I felt more energised , more alive .

I don't want to fall asleep anymore , allI want is to talk ... to love him , yes I want to shower all my love , all that was burried all these months ...  I rolled over and made him lay on his back , Anirudh looked at me and brought me face close ...  but I want to love him , make love to him for one last time , maybe we won't meet again  ... I slipped downwards ...  parted his legs and looked towards  his groin ...

" AAAh    Runi ...  baby what ''

".. umm  .. Runi ... baby ... "      he lifted his head a little to watch me ....

"aaahh  o baby I love it, .... "     he watched me taking him in my mouth ,

"...  yes baby...  aaah .. Runi ... yes ... yes... aaah    "

Anirudh couldn't stop his pleasure for long ...  Runi gave him  the best ever ... he pulled her up ... her lips were overflowed , Anirudh smiled and took her lips tasting himself ...

" now my turn ... "  Anirudh carried Runi to the couch ...  he don't want to wake Pari .

They didn't sleep the whole night ... pleasured each other , don't remember how many times ...  but it was not enough , specially Runi ...  she was breaking into millions of pieces inside , only one thought Anirudh was leaving the nextday ...  leaving her ...  

Anirudh offered a bath , she checked on Pari, she was sleeping peacefully , holding Anirudh's shirt that was placed over a long pillow , Anirudh picked up Runi  and  carried to the bathroom ...  she didn't stay away from looking at her hubby ...  want to memorise every scene ...  his every move .

After drying themselves , Runi came to her side , the bedsheets were all stained she carefully removed it without waking Pari and put a fresh one  all in blue , his favourite colour   Anirudh  came and held her ,  they climbed the bed again , 

" Take care of yourself , and our Pari , "Anirudh was lying on his side , looking at Runi , their fingers entangled .he kissed her palms , " I'll call you every day and will come down whenever possible , " Anirudh was choosing the words carefully .." I wish I can shift here ...  but ". .... Runi touched him . his lips rubbing her thumb ... telling him to stop . 

" You take care of yourself too ..."  Runi said with concern , then she remembered ...  she pulled his hands and examined his palms ... there was stich sign ... that was a little faded , she touched it rubbing her fingers .....

Anirudh was observing her , he know she will ask and then again Anu's name will come up and Runi will start crying again ....  no , no ...  he don't want this , not tonight , tonight he want to make it a memorable one . upto now everything is going perfect ....  

" Anirudh .. this ..." but she was cut short , hubby stopped her question , getting on top of her and kissing her lips ...  Runi forgot her curiosity about the stich ...  she gave in , kissing him back .