Leader by Me =/ (books you need to read TXT) 📕

about 5 years. She died in a pack fight. Now I have a new woman though." He says with a smile.

"You're sick! But mom was your mate! How could have you moved on??" 

"Well I never really loved her. Yes she was my mate but that doesn't mean I had to love her. And if she was involved in making you then I don't want any part of her."

"I hate you and she does too!" Myah stands up for me. "She was raped and impregnated by one of your men and you don't believe her! And on top of that she had a miscarriage and forced or not that was hard on her. You haven't been in her life for 12 years and we dont need you now. So get the fuck off our property!"

His eyes were wide but were slowly narrowing. "How would the Steele pack like knowing you two were here?" He whispers between us. 

"They won't! Because you are going to leave, and never come back! Or I will make sure of it. Bye." I say still emotionless. I turn around and walk away while my gang members parted for me to get to my office. I shut the door and immediately start crying. Balling. I kicked a chair and went to sit in my chair. I put my head in my hands and try to stop crying but that only makes it worse.

"Are you okay?" I hear. Shit! I forgot that I never ended the call! Why didn't he?

"I'm fine. Why didn't you end the call?" I ask wiping my face.

"You left quickly and I was curious. What happened?" 

"It doesnt matter. We are still enemies and thats not changing. Now if there is no more business here I'll be going."

"Wait!" He exclaims right before I end the conversation.

"Oh my God, what?" I try to sound annoyed even though I'm glad. I want to keep talking to my mate.

"Uh.. Why are you so protective of miss Danvers?" He asks like it was the first thing that came to mind.

"Because Myah's my best friend, my rock. Shes the most important thing in the world to me. She was there when no body else. Is that really what you wanted to ask me?"

He sighs and answers the question. "No. Honestly I'm bored at the moment and I felt some weird sort of draw to you today. I cant be the only one who felt it." 

'He can't know.' I tell myself over and over again. "Oh. The only draw i felt to you was the need to draw my fist to your face." I give him a cheeky grin over the video call and he rolls his eyes. 

Stop being mean to our mate! My wolf, Luna tells me.

'Luna he cant know! Not yet at least. Bye now.' I block her out and see Dylan waving his hand in front of the camera.

"Hello? Earth to Antonio?" 

"Hi! Sorry. I spaced out. And maybe I'll eventually tell you what happened but not now. And before anyone comes in and sees me talking to you, my enemy, I'm gunna go. Bye."

"Bye I guess." I sigh as I click to end it. Hes hot as fuck, actually semi nice (when he wants to be) and my mate. But he cant know. He can't.

 

Chapter five

 'My come here.' I tell her. Seconds later shes in my office and locking the door. 

"Blair I'm really sorry! I should have waited to tell you about Ashton! I know you were busy with- oh." She stops when she sees Tods limp body. 

"Yeah. And I'm the one who should be sorry. I promise you can tell him, I just have to... Do something before you can." I tell her. I can't tell her I need to leave here. Dylan is going to be furious when he finds out I've been staying on his packs property. This whole pack is his which means all of this city is his. Ashton will save Myah, I'm sure of it. The thought of leaving my best friend kills me.

"Really?? That's amazing!" She exclaims. "What do you have to do?"

"Oh its nothing. But you'll be able to tell him soon." I hate lying to her but I can't tell her. I cant tell anyone anything apparently. 

"Cool! Thanks! Let me know when I can! I want you there in case anything happens!"

"For sure." I give her a slight smile as she bounces out of my office. I sigh and call someone to get Tod and dispose of him. I go home after everyone else and the second I flop down on my bed I start crying. I haven't cried in 12 and 1/2 years. Not even when my dad kicked me out. Damn you Dylan. After what seems like hours of crying, which was really about 10 minutes, I end up screaming into my pillow. 

I grab my phone and earbuds, not being able to take anymore crying. I put my favorite playlist on and drifted off to sleep.

Chapter six

 I wake up in the morning and get ready for a shower. I get into the bathroom and look at myself. My gray eyes are red and puffy from crying, I have dark bags under my eyes and my black hair is a complete mess. I have black hair in human form, and white fur in wolf form. I find that ironic but eh. I take a quick shower and get dressed. I leave and arrive at the warehouse and immediately get to work.

 

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Three months later I'm still working on finding a house no one can find me in. I've continuously apologized to Myah since she's had to wait so long but she's okay with it. After the first one, Dylan and I have had more meetings, which have been torture. I finally find a place that will work. Ive been hoping for, and dreading this day since I first decided I had to leave. I video call Dylan and he answers on the second ring.

"What now Antonio?" 

"I need to... Meet with you. Just you and Ashton though. And this time seriously, no one else." I sigh, the choke back the tears that are springing forward. 

"Umm okay? Are you okay?" He asks.

"I'm fine. This isnt about me. Meet me there at 11:00 tonight. And do not bring anyone else. You dont want this to get out either." He opens his mouth to speak but before he can I end it. Let's see how this goes.

Chapter seven

 I arrive 10 minutes early with Myah in my passenger seat. We get out of the car and lean against it. I tell her to hide her scent until she tells Ashton. I hide my scent and wait for them. I packed my bags and stuff before Myah got here, as well as gave the gang to one of my best members. With five minutes left I give Myah a big hug.

"My, I love you so much." Tears threaten to spill over the edge when she laughs.

"B I love you too, but I promise that even if Ashton and I end up together you won't lose me. You'll always be first." A single drops down my cheek at her last words.

"You'll always be my number one and I will always do anything for you." Another couple tears roll down my face and I hug her tighter, thankful for the fact that she cant see me weak. 

"Blair I know that you weirdo." I wipe my eyes glad she wont be able to tell I'm crying in the dark. Despite my attempts more tears leak out. There is a street light shining on my face at the moment so if anyone else came they could see me. I close my eyes and savor the last moment I'll have with her for a very long time. I open my eyes just to see Dylan and Ashton watching us. Dylan gives me a confused look that I ignore, jumping back. I wipe my eyes and this time make myself stop crying for now. 

"Myah..." I tell her signaling for her to talk to Ashton. 

"Umm Ashton I need to tell you something." She says nervously.

"Okay, what is it?" He smiles at her slightly and I sigh knowing this is the right thing to do. She'll end up hurt in my hands. 

She slowly unblocks her scent and Ashtons eyes light up. He hugs her tightly ignoring the border as he should. She squels and giggles. Dylan looks mad and is about to snap, but Ashton puts her down, although not removing his arm from her.

"Dylan don't! Shes my mate and you're not hurting her!" He growls. They start fighting and Myah isn't paying attention so I sneak back to my car. It was running still, so before anyone could notice me I sped away. 

Chapter eight

 'Blair where are you going??' Myahs voice rings out through my head.

'Im so sorry My! You weren't safe in my hands. Tell Ashton to take good care of you for me. I love you so much Myah and we'll see each other again. I promise