Alex's Quest by Kat Dravenmoon (audio ebook reader .txt) 📕

 Trust him, is he crazy? Why would I trust him? He makes me regret letting him lay with me.

"Alec can you give me some time alone with Millie?"

"Yeah, just let me know when I can come back in here."

"Alright."

Alec walks out looking hurt and as soon as he's out I start crying. I hold Millie to me and cry for a couple hours.

I hear a knock on my door, "Alex are you okay?"

"Yeah, please don't come in."

"Anything for you dear."

It was Shawn at the door, "Shawn?"

"Yes Alex."

"How long have you known?"

"Known what?"

"About me being a wolf."

"Since you were born."

"Did we grow up together?"

"Yes. Shane, Alec, you, Ashley, and me."

 "You may come in."

Shawn walks in and sits next to me, "During the full moon I would let my wolf take over and I'd run to you. You were always ready to talk to me about how you thought you didn't belong there and how he was abusing you. I remember one night when you told me he raped you because you told him no. We were only twelve."

"So you are the big black dog I cried on?"

"Yes I am. You used to sleep in a tent in the very back of your yard by the fence so that whatever dog wanted to could sleep next to you."

"Yeah." I smile.

"I would lay next to you every full moon you were there. I would always shift and lay there, I think I was your first kiss aside from the asshole from hell."

"What do you mean?"

"Alex, we were fifteen and you called to me on a full moon so I came to you and we made love from midnight until three when I had to leave you."

"Why did you have to leave me?"

"Do you remember that night?"

"Yeah, Mom was gone and she told me to stay in my tent no matter what."

"I bit you and you told me to go and never come back, but I had to make sure you were okay."

"You didn't listen to me?"

"No, only because your mother wanted me to keep coming around you."

"Why did she want you around me?"

"She seen us as mates."

"How do you know when you have found your mate?"

"Well, you feel as if you can't stay away from them."

"Have you found yours?"

"Yes and I've been visiting her for years. I stopped after her mother started sleeping with the alpha from another pack."

"Are you talking about me?"

"You are the only person whom has ever had my heart. When I couldn't see you I was lost and I knew you would talk to me as a wolf."

"So every full moon you would run to me?"

"It's all that was on my mind."

"I needed to see that dog every month, and when I didn't get to I threw so huge fits."

"I was told about them, your mother told me everything."

"I miss her," I blinked back tears and Shawn reached out to hold me causing me to scoot closer.

"Alex, may I?"

"May you what?"

 "May I kiss you?"

"Of course you can Shawn."

Her lips meet mine and I can tell she feels it because I can. I want her to know I'm here for her. I'm all she'll ever need. We need to get Millie back to her pack. I lick her lower lip and she grants me access. Our tongues dance as passion explodes between us. My fingers tangle in her hair as she starts to play with the hair on the back of my neck. I let out a soft groan and she breaks the kiss gasping for air.

"Are you alright Alex?"

She nods and nuzzles into my neck kissing and sucking my collar bone. I don't think she realizes it, but she is turning me on.

"Alex," I moan out and she lets me know she's comfortable with me holding her like this.

"Shawn, please." She moans in my ear.

I don't know how long I can hold back with her. I want to claim her as my mate, but I don't want to rush things.

"Alex, we need to wait."

"Shawn, I don't want to wait."

"We need to though."

"Why?'

We need to wait, why? I know he loves me, and I love him. Millie is sound asleep and she sleeps heavily for a baby. I've never wanted someone so bad, I feel as if I need him around all the time. Is this what it feels like when you find your mate?

"Shawn I don't want to wait."

"It's best for us to wait."

My lips meet his unexpectedly and he lays me down on the bed. He balances his weight evenly over me and I wrap my legs around his waist. He starts to grind against me and I lick his bottom lip to get access. He grants me access to his mouth and next thing I know our clothes are coming off, his shirt, my shirt, his pants, my shorts. The only thing between us making love is my lace panties. I want to go further, but he stopped.

"Shawn," I whisper.

"Hold on baby girl," He was breathing heavily in my ear.

He reaches for his jeans and pulls out a condom, "Protection."

I nod and he puts it on as I pull down my panties for him.

I don't think she's ready, but I know not to make her angry so I slowly enter her. She moans and wiggles, I can see the pain in her eyes plus through our bond I can feel it.

"Shawn, f-faster." She moans out as I cover her lips with a kiss so everyone else don't hear us.

"Baby girl," I whisper on her lips.

She kisses me and I lose all control. I start thrusting faster making her moan against my lips. We hear the door open as Alec gets Millie so we don't have to worry about her.

As soon as Alec takes Millie out we move onto the bed more and Alex is close to cumming around me, I can feel it and see it in her eyes.

"Shawn what are you doing to my best friend?" Ashley asks through the closed door.

"Go away Ash," I yell back.

Alex starts to gasp in pain and I start to feel it. I started to thrust too fast for her.

"Baby girl, do you want me to pull out?"

She shakes her head and starts to kiss my neck. I groan as she grazes my collar bone with her teeth.

"Want me to go faster?"

She nods and kisses my jaw line and I thrust faster and harder.

My vision is blurring as he is thrusting faster. All that matters as of right now is us and our mating.

"Oh yeah," I moan out in his ear.

"You like that?"

I nod as he gets me to moan with every thrust he does.

We have sex for two hours and both of us have reached our climaxes at least five times and are afraid to pull apart. We stay together for a while and cuddle. We hear someone knock on the door then hear Millie start to cry.

With Millie next to me Shawn and I lay here and fall asleep. I wake up in his arms and Millie on his chest, her head next to mine. Millie smiles at me as we all wake up slowly. Shawn was the last one up so Millie and I start to kiss/lick him until he wakes up.

"It's time to wake up."

"Five more minutes Baby."

"Nope, Millie