My Dear Future Husband by Leandra A. (red white and royal blue hardcover .txt) 📕

like Jun I'm also a model and his friend...I'm sorry for the late introduction, he said while smiling at me.

It's a pleasure to meet a friend of his, My name is Alice...I'm sorry for the late introduction as well Mr. Ren and sorry for the inconvenience, I replied to him and then felt sad again by the thought of my newlywed husband leaving me alone on our first night together.

Jun's friend who's looking through the car's front mirror, just stared on me and then told me that Jun was just caught up in an emergency that's why he asked him to drive me back for him.

Jun is a good man, although there will be times that he's hard to understand and his word might be sometimes sound brutal, at least I as his friend can say that he is a honest and good man, he suddenly told me, I consider him as my rival at first and been with him for a long time and I can say that he really work hard and serious with all the things he's been asked to do, he continued.

I am also aware of that, I said to him while smiling, cause I've been watching him from afar for as long as I can remember since that time that I first saw him.

I was about to fall asleep when he then suddenly stopped the car and gave me a key.

Here we are now princess, you can go ahead and enter that house using the key, that's Jun's house, he said and then open the car's door for me to go out now.

I was so nervous while opening the door's house, I felt like I am letting myself enter as an uninvited guest to his house and was thinking to just go back and stay in somewhere.

I know this might sound like an excuse to you princess, he shouted to me making me stop and look at him, Jun was the type that once he decided on something it's because he chose it himself and he'll make sure to take responsibility for it, he continued and then left for him to go back now to his work.

His words gave me some confidence to open Jun's door to enter his house, which will be our home from now on. When I entered the house the light was still out and I can't see a thing aside from that one corner where the curtains are open and the moon's light was entering the window and reflecting its blue light. I move closer and walk slowly to that corner, I can't help myself to gaze outside and look at the moon's light.

I hope he'll come back soon, that's what my mind and heart was thinking right now as I gaze outside the window.

 

The Need For An Ending To Start A New...

Jun what are you thinking leaving your newlywed wife all alone on your first night together for another woman? that's what Ren told Jun when he called him back to say that he had his wife dropped on his house now.

 

I'm sorry Ren, I owe you again this time, He answered and then hung up the phone.

 

Who was it? asked the woman he is with inside a private room of a bar near the city.

 

There's no need for you to know...so what is it you want to say that you have to called me again in the middle of the night, Anne? he answered and then noticed the broken glasses laying around.

 

Jun...I...I don’t know what to do from now on, she answered and then starts crying in front of him. I...I’m sorry to bother you but...I can’t think of anyone but you to tell you these things, she continued.

 

I decided to break up with him and end this unfruitful relationship that we have, I’m tired of being his second priority, next to his wife...but he confidently say to me that I’m so into him and refused to break up with me so he’ll just gave as a space for now. I hate myself on being happy from the thought that it’s not yet the end for us but I...I really want to erase these feelings I have for him...so please Jun, help me, didn’t you say you are in love with me? she told him while anticipates his reaction towards her words.

 

Upon hearing her words he clenched his fist and then punched the wall which made his hand bleed. But more than the pain he is feeling right now from his hand, he was more hurt from the selfishness of this woman in front of him. And yet he knows that there's no use for him to be upset from her words, since all things in relation with her has ended the moment he agreed to marry the princess.

 

 I already know how insensitive and selfish you are when it comes to things like this, but still I hate this part of you who thinks that I will just nod and agree with you, just because I went ahead and confess to you, he told her then turn his back from her.

 

Stop calling me just to have me take care of you when you go and get yourself drunk because of that man! I already decided as well to end these stupid feelings I had with you, he continued, Just stop making me your scapegoat , that is if you still want to at least continue the manager and artist relationship that we have, he said and when he was about to leave the room he felt her hugging him behind, and not letting him go back.

 

I...I’m sorry Jun, but please don’t leave me alone this night, she told her and hugged him tighter.

 

Anne, I just came here to end things with you but you need to escape on your own from the hell you brought upon yourself, don’t expect me to always fix things for you, he told her as he moved her hands away from him and left her for good.

 

On his way he keeps on thinking if he did the right thing or not. But he strongly believe that it’s too late now to regret the things he said to her and his decision to marry another woman. He knows that he needs to end things with her and forget his feelings for her.

 

When he arrives at his house, he noticed that the light was still out and thought that his newlywed wife might have left the house and stayed somewhere else. But when he entered and open the lights he saw her sleeping on the couch near a window that is open.

 

What is she doing? is what he thought, then get her a blanket to warm her and let her continue to sleep. 

 

He just calmly look at her sleeping face and then walk away to his room in order to get dressed and then sleep as well. He never felt this tired before for as long as he can remember, that he fell asleep immediately upon reaching his bed. The next day Jun wakes up and realized that he needs to go out early to attend the first shoot for his movie. He hurriedly get dressed and was about to leave when someone called out to him.

 

My dear husband aren’t you going to eat first before you go? a woman voice called out to him, which made him surprised to see another woman on his house.

 

My dear husband? What the hell are you talking about? He told her and then suddenly remembered that he just got married yesterday to the same woman who is now in front of him. Shoot! I can’t believe I forgot these that just happened yesterday, he shouted.

 

I’m very sorry to go ahead and sleep early yesterday, I didn’t notice that you already came back...and I would like to thank you for this, she said and then showed him the blanket he gave her last night.

 

I know that It’s too late for this but, she continued as she moved closer to him and then bow down her head, please take care of me from now on my dear husband. Is what she told him.

 

This made Jun speechless and was surprised to see such ladylike woman who was so formal and sincere with her words. I don't know if I'm still dreaming inside a nightmare or have I gone and start living now on a fairytale? Is what he thought, thinking that It really did seem that he was married off to a princess who left to see the world outside for the first time.

 

Please Notice Me

I'll be late tonight, so eat and sleep first, That's what he always tells me before he leaves for work and here I am being left all alone again on this empty house.

 

It's been a week since we started living together but he's always busy with his work and there are even times that he won't come home for days. Until now, we're still strangers with each other and I hate this part of me that can't do a thing about our current situation.

 

Sometimes I found myself dreaming of you looking back and smiling at me, but then I woke up in tears knowing that man smiling at me was nowhere near from the real you. You would not even dare to look me in my eyes and notice my longing for your affection.

 

I want to see him, that's what I thought and so I decided to visit you in your work place just so I can take a glimpse of you.

 

Our family decided to not disclose our marriage in public aside from our very close relatives and family that's why no one knows yet that fact that he is already wed to me, even the staff and those he work with.

 

As I enter I can see the people who are doing their own stuff without a care on who came to see or watch the shoot, everyone was so busy that they can hardly notice an outsider who just came in aside from this one person.

 

May I know who you are looking for? asked by this woman with a long dark brown hair, who was smiling at me.

 

I'm sorry, I 'm just here to watch the shoot, I answered as I turn my eyes around to see if Jun was anywhere to be found.

 

Is that so...but this area is restricted for outsiders since we would like to make sure that there will be no interruption that will be made