My Dear Future Husband by Leandra A. (red white and royal blue hardcover .txt) 📕

from people like his fans, that's why I might have to ask you to leave if there's no importance that you came here, she said and showed me the way for the exit.

 

Wait I'm not here to disturb you Miss, is what I said and then felt my arms being pulled by someone.

 

I know this person, said by the man who pulled my arms and when I look who is it, my heart almost jump out of my chest. It was my beloved husband that I came to see.

 

You know her, Jun? said by the woman who then looked at me with a curious eyes.

 

Yes...I know her, Anne. Jun answered her and then he turn his head and glared at me, which made me just bow down my head and apologized for coming without saying a word first.

 

Anne...gasp, this name keeps on repeating on my head and suddenly I remembered where did I hear this name before. It was the name of the woman that was with Jun at that time, when I saw him kissing some woman who I can't see the face.

 

My tears just went ahead and flows to my face and when Jun noticed it, he pulled my hand and led me outside to calm me down.

 

What's with you suddenly coming in and then out of nowhere start crying? he shouted but then gave mehis handkerchief to wipe my tears, Look I'm not that mad at you coming here so you can stop crying, he said thinking that I thought he was angry with me that's why I started crying.

 

Sniffs...So that was her, I told him and then he gave me a surprised look.

 

Sigh...so this is what it's all about? he said while looking so disappointed with me, If you came here just to see if I'm cheating with you then you can leave first now, I don't have time with these nonsense, he continued then turn his back at me and walk away.

 

 

No, it's not like that, I told him as I run and hugged his back, I came here thinking that I atleast wants to see a glimpse of you since we haven't see each other for three days now, I continued and then hugged him tighter.

 

Sigh...you know how busy I am as an artist, so you need to be used with it as my wife, he answered and then remove my arms that was clinging to him.

 

I'm sorry If I'm being so clingy but I just really wanted to see you, is what I said and can't help myself from crying again, thinking that I'm so useless as his wife who can't understand his work's nature.

 

Look, please stop crying...I'm not mad at you and I'm sorry if I've been neglecting you, he told me then patts my head like a grown-up man trying to calm a chid brawning, That woman was my manager nothing more than that... since before and from now on, he explained upon noticing that I might be worried because of her.

 

He then told me to forget what ever I saw before and explained to me that before anything have started he already decided to end things between them aside from work. When I calmed down he pulled my hand and led me back to the set. I was surprised when he called that woman again and introduce me to her.

 

It's not like I have to make it as a secret so I'm sorry for not informing you earlier, Anne, but this is my newly wed wife, Alice, he told her while holding my hands, I can feel his hand trembling and felt so cold.

 

I hold his hand back and then introduced myself to that woman as well; My name is Alice Fay, I'm Jun's wife and he told me that you are his manager, thank you for taking care of him Miss Anne, is what I said then reach out my hand to her and shake hands with her.

 

Suddenly a staff called Jun to start the shoot and left the two of us behind. I can feel the akward air between us which made me hard to relax while waiting for him to come back. I was so surprise to hear that he suddenly got married, his manager told me while looking at him, I hope that this was not because of  what happened before, she whispered to herself and thought that I was not able to hear that. 

A Selfish Heart

This is the first time I've heard this, Jun's manager turned her head to look at her, our family decided to not make this in public, and Alice answered her while trying to hide her nervous voice from speaking to the person she regard as her rival in him.

 

I've been watching him growing up and been taking care of him, that's why It got me quite sad when I wasn't informed about this, she move closer to her and hold Alice's Hands, Please take care of him for me, Ms. Alice, she added and gave her a gentle smile.

 

But for some reason her eyes doesn't reflect somebody who's giving her best wishes. Her hands were cold and her eyes looked like tears will start to flow anytime soon.

 

Take two! Jun! Don't give us that kind of crap acting! The Director shouted, what's with that dead face your showing! He added and then moves closer to the stage, I know that this is the first time you'll be doing a romantic comedy but I have high hopes with you, so don't waste our time!

 

You can hear the chattering of all people inside the room and their eyes focused on how Jun will react with this. But he just stand still and stayed quite the whole time, ignoring the insults he's been getting from the director who's been on him since the first day of the shoot.

 

Alice was about to go on her husband side but his manager got there first. Looking at them standing together will make you think that they have their own world that nobody can enter easily. But it's apparent that there's an awkward air between them, Jun remove the hands that's holding him and ignored her which made both of them silent. Jun, Please don't be like this, she softly whisper to him, are you still mad at me...that's why you didn't even tell me such important thing, like you being married? And then she holds his hand again.

 

Sigh...Anne you don't have to know everything about my life, he sighed and then notice that his wife is watching them. He walks away from the stage and grabs Alice hands, Let's go back now, he wisphered to her and then dragged her out of the room. Alice can feel the hand that's holding him trembling and cold. She wanted to say comforting words but felt she has no right to do so. So instead she just squeeze the hand that's holding her, when Jun felt it and looks at her, she just gave him a gentle smile.

 

You... Jun was about to say something to her when suddenly someone grabs his arms, We need to talk, Jun! said by his manager who won't let go of his arms and then looks at his wife, Ms. Alice, I'm sorry to say this but can you please go back first?

 

I...she looks at him hoping for him to go back with her, but Jun let go of her hand and told her to go back first. I'm sorry to disturb you...I'll go first, she told him while trying to hide her trembling voice and then walks away from them.

 

I don't think that you're in love with her, his manager told him and then stared at his face, If you're doing this because your mad at me, please stop this at once, Jun! she grabbed his hands and then move closer to him. Don't think like my world revolves around you...just because I confess to you once! he suddenly shouted and then push her away from him.

 

Jun...I...I don't want to loose you as well, please tell me you are not serious about this, she then starts to cry in front of him. Jun was about to say something to her when suddenly a voice call out her name, Anne! he look back and saw that it was Mr. Daniel, the man that she's been in love since the start, who call out to her.

 

The outsider will leave now, so both of you can talk, Jun told them and leave them behind.

 

Inside he was hoping for her to stop him but she didn't. It was obvious from her eyes that she's still in love with the director when he called out her name. Tsk! I can't believe how selfish and insensitive woman she is, he muttered and cliked his tounge out of anger.

 

Kring...ring... the phone rings in the middle of the night and Alice hurridly picks up the phone, hoping it was Jun who's calling. Hello? Jun told me to call this number before he passed out, the man from the other line told her and gave him he address where Jun is and asks her to pick him up.

 

The Address of the bar she gave him was just around the area, so she hurriedly run and went to him. When she arrives on the place he told him, she immediately saw him on the corner drunk and sleeping. Oh! So you're his little princess he said that's waiting for him, the master of the bar told her and then tried to wake Jun.

 

What are you doing here? Jun asks her as he sobers up.

 

I called her here, the master answered him while grinning, I'm just curious to see what kind of woman someone like you will be wed to, he added and then laughs at him.

 

Alice didn't say anything and then quietly sat beside him. When Jun asks her to leave first, she ignore him and asks the master to gave her a drink as well. She drink one glass after a glass, and then after sometime she finally pass out.

 

Sigh...What's with me, being surrounded by selfish women? Jun sighed as he carried her on his back while walking them back.

Baby Steps

When I came in, I felt this warm back that is carrying me on his back dearly. I can see his sweat breaking out on his face, hear his groans and feel his heavy steps as he straddle on our way back to our house. It felt like my eyes are dim and my heart was pounding so