My Dear Future Husband by Leandra A. (red white and royal blue hardcover .txt) 📕

fast right now as I lean my head and rest on his shoulder. The cold air tonight felt good on my face that's warm--and  I'm sure was bit red now. 

 

My head was fuzzy and my memories of what happened was hazy. I don't remember how many glasses I took that make me pass out like this for the first time. I'm just so upset with him for making me leave first and then only to find him getting all drunk because of another woman.

 

My sweet...sweet...husband, I whispered to him while giggling and was clear drunk as hell, I'm sorry for making you carry me like this...but...Urg...Its all you fault...I...Urg, I don't even know if this was just from my drunkenness but I started ranting and crying again in front of him.

 

Sigh...Why do all woman thinks that crying will solve everything! He sighed.

 

Put me down! I shouted at him, forgetting my tone and act as a lady because his words irritates me.

 

Heh...so you do know how to  shout and get mad huh? he smirks and then begin laughing.

 

What are you laughing for? Do you think me getting upset is funny? I then turn my back from him and was about to leave him when he grabbed my hand.

 

Sorry, It's just that the face you are making right now is funny so I can help but laugh, he told me while still trying to hold his laugh, Alice do you know how to cook? he suddenly asks me and the grins at me.

 

Yes, I've been trained before, I answered him while looking all confused why did he suddenly brought that question.

 

Great, I haven't eaten and even became more hungrier because you made me carry you, his eyes became big and then smiled at me, for someone who looks slim and small like you, you're sure heavy huh? he told me and then laughs again.

 

I was so embarassed to even repute him. Upon arriving our house I went to the kitchen and cooked something for him since he asked me. All my anger disappear after he asks me to do something for him. This is the first time that we actually talk normally and I was elated by the thought of him making an effort as well to get to know me better.

 

Here, I just made you a simple chicken soup since you just got drank earlier as well, I told him while averting my eyes because of embarrassment.

 

He take a sip and then finished the soup without saying a word to me, which made me restless if his taste suit the soup I prepared.

 

H...How is it? I was not able to control my curiosity and asked him if he liked what I prepared for him.

 

To my surprise he looked at me and gave me a child like smile,that was the first time I saw him showing that kind of face which is different from that matured face or smile he is giving.

 

This tastes like my mom's cooking! he told them looking all happy just from that simple chicken soup I made for him.

 

I...Is that so, I'm honored to hear that, I replied to him and then get him some more to eat.

 

Hey, are you crying again? He asked me and noticed that tears have started to fall again in my eyes.

 

I...I'm sorry Its just I'm so happy right now, I told him while holding myself from crying more.

 

Sigh...Are you all trying to make me the bad guy here, he sighed and then move closer to me, Here wipe your tears with these, he hand me over his handkerchief and then wipe my tears.

 

 I hate to see most a woman tears, so if you want me to fell for you, learn to control crying in front of me, he told me and then whispered, I find it attractive when you smile like what you did earlier. He smirked.

 

I can feel my blood rushing in my face and might be even turning red now. I turned my face back from him for him not to noticed my face turning red because of the embarrassing things he told me. I hurriedly clean up the table and told him that I'll go ahead and sleep now. I can see his grinning face while watching me panic because of his words.

 

It was like I found myself dreaming again in my own fairy tale even though I'm much aware of how reality really is. It is because of these simple things he is showing and a little kindness I felt from him, hiding behind his teasing and sometimes rough words.

 

I know that for him, I might be someone who just dragged him inside my fairy tale but I promised you, that for our coming days I'll be sure to not take this opportunity to be with him, for granted. I know that in a blink on an eye, I might see the ending of this story but still, I'll make sure to love you with all I had.

 

 Honestly I often imagine how it will be once you decided to leave me, but here I am, struggling my best to make sure that it will be just a mere nightmare. I'll do anything to prevent that from being part of our fairy tale.

 

Fated To Love You

 "I wonder how's my grandfather these days" Alice suddenly remembers her grand father whom she haven't seen since her wedding.

 

The Fay Media Corporation is being considered as of today as the top multimedia company in the country. Its founder, Bernard Fay was a man whose been very secretive when it comes to his private matters.

 

"Father I've come to give you your medicine" Alice's mother slowly enter her grand father's room and then sit beside him. Her grand father wouldn't even bother looking at her and just take the medicine.

 

"After my only daughter died I married off my son in law and involve an outsider like you to suffer with our family affairs" Alice's grandfather in a soft low voice suddenly said these to Alice's mother.

 

"Father, I never thought even once that I suffered from these family" Alice mother told him and then gently hold Alice grandfather's hand.

 

"They never had a child and I was thankful for giving us Alice into these family" He told her, half smiling."My daughter's fate was the same as your daughter's fate. Their fathers were useless and cowards who can't forget their first love."

 

There was a long silence between them that was just broken by Alice's grandfather who let out an audible sigh."This might be selfish but I want to be able to reconcile with my past" he told her.

 

Thirty years ago this man who will be known as one of the most influential person was once a young man who started as a simple director in a small agency with great desire and ambition. He would bow down to anyone and did everything in order to be successful.

 

But behind him was a woman who has been with him since their college days.

 

Bernard are you sure your're just fine, is there anything I can help you with? his longtime girlfriend told him while looking into his eyes, passionately.

 

"Nothing, Its enough that you are always there believing me" He shook his head and then hugged her.

 

 He find solitude and peace with her whenever he is with her. The only time that he felt that he is still a human was when he was with her.

 

"You're not trying to be a prince, but a fairy who devours" These are the last words that she told him before he married off to one of his important client's daughter. Without even trying to defend his self, he let her go and disappear completely to his life.

 

"My late wife and daughter has sure suffered but I can't even seek forgiveness from them" Alice's grandfather said to her. It was just recently that he heard that the woman she treasured once has passed away and left her daughter with her son alone now, suffering.

 

"Father, I know they have forgiven you already and would like to see you forgive yourself as well" Alice mother explained to him,"Marrying my daughter to that woman's grand son is fine with us and I know that she will be happy with that as well" she then smiled at him.

 

***

Jun's mother would often remember her mother eyes looking sad as she stare blankly outside every time it rain. She can't understood her mother's action and the reason behind the lonely face she always makes each time.

 

She find it weirder at that time when her father died, her mother who just stood still without even shedding a single tear on her decease husband's funeral, is now crying.

 

"Mother what's wrong are you hurt somewhere?" Jun's mother ask her mom who was trying to wipe her tears with her hands.

 

Her mother shook her head and then gently pat her head, "I just remembered a sad story, don't worry about me" she told her in a soft voice.

 

It was only after her death that Jun's mother understood the reason behind her mother's tears.

 

"My name is Bernard Fay, I know this is sudden but I have something to ask you, Ms. Jun" Suddenly she receive an unexpected visitor and told her his relationship with her late mother. She thought it was weird but she was calm without any remorse even after hearing their story. 

 

"I hope you'll let me atone and finally forgive myself" Alice grandfather asks her to let her son and his grand daughter to be wed so that he can watch over them as well.

 

"I understand" Jun's mother without any further question just nod her head and agree with his plan. For some reason she felt that this is the right thing to do for her late mother and his son future as well.

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“Argh…What have I done” I never hated myself more than now after the embarrassing things I’ve said to him last night. I was never the type to act like that and never did I think I’ll be like that in front of him. I literally want to bury my face right now on my pillow.

“Pfft…What a weird sleeping habit you have” Jun, who was standing on my room’s door, snorted.

My eyes blink and I immediately sit up “J-Jun…G-Good morning” I greeted him, stammering.

“Here, I brought you medicine and brewed you tea…you have drank quite a lot yesterday, this will be helpful for morning sickness” He chuckled and then placed them on my table.

“He seems to be in good mood” I muttered. He left