His Despair by S. N. Nina Arthur (e textbook reader txt) 📕

Davina’s Pov:- 

I gritted my teeth in annoyance while watching him walk to me with one of his hands in his pocket and with that huge smirk on his face. I fisted my hands in complete anger and urged to wipe that smirk off his face but I tried to control myself. 

He stopped in front of me and bent down till my height with his face just mere inches away from mine, he stared at me with a smug face, “Tell me?” he asked while smirking at me. I was controlling myself hard while glaring at him. 

I tried to suppress the anger and smiled at him, “No… I didn’t miss you, instead, I was happy that I got a break from seeing your stupid face!” I said while smirking at him, I sidestepped him and walked towards the main door. 

Bastard! He did that deliberately? How dare he do that to me! Like seriously? 

I walked out and made my way towards the garden, I could feel his gaze on me, but I didn’t turn nor did I look at him. I will make sure he regrets his actions, I swear to god I will make him suffer like I did the last few days. As I walked towards the garden, I saw April playing with her doll and Coop standing beside her. 

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Arthur’s Pov:- 

I couldn’t hide my smile when I saw her walking towards April with an irritated expression on her face. She did miss me terribly and it was evident on her face when she saw me, the way she looked at me made me feel good inside. I don’t know what you call that feeling, but it felt good. I watched her sit beside April and began talking to her with a smile on her face. 

She always smiles when she’s with her and gives me all kinds of weird expressions when she sees me or when she’s with me. I don’t understand why she does that, but, I get annoyed by it. Why doesn’t she smile when she’s with me, am I only reserved for her weird faces or Do I don’t deserve it? Either way, I hate to see her smile for someone else and not for me. 

I turned around and stormed towards my room, thinking I should find April’s parents and get rid of her as soon as possible. I don’t like Davina ignoring me and spending her time with that Kid. She’s mine, I should have her complete attention that was the main reason why I made her my personal slave. 

Kids! 

 I know that kid is abused and all but that doesn’t mean she should have Davina’s complete attention for herself. She must have someone searching for her, as Coop told me how she met Davina, many questions have raised in my head like how did she end up there? The way she is, I don’t think she's that smart to escape from the abuser. 

Who is she? Who are her parents? What is her last name? Is this all a trap? Is she really abused? 

I have so many questions in my head and I really need fucking answers to every single one. I have many enemies around, waiting to strike anytime, I need to be very careful with everything. I can’t let my enemies use any of my possessions against me and I will have to protect what’s mine. 

I walked into my room and shut the door behind, Coop had brought my luggage back to my room. I removed my coat off my shoulders and threw it on the bed. I ran my fingers through my hair while pulling my lower lip between my teeth, her face and her body flashed in front of my eyes making me want her. 

It’s been days that I touched her, I don’t know how I managed myself without touching her for these many days. I thought it would be fun watching her, but I suffered equally the way she had. The way she looked at the phone all the time, waiting for my call made me feel really good. It was as if, there’s someone, who was waiting for my call, to hear my voice. I felt wanted for the first time in my life. 

The feeling was foreign to me, but it felt amazing and that really made me want to test her more. The meeting was for only two days, but I kept extending the stay when I saw her waiting for me and the desperate look on her face had almost made me want to come back but I controlled myself, I had to stay away from her to control myself and emotions and stayed back. 

She didn’t know that I was watching her, my mansion was filled with cameras, only bedrooms don’t have any and also the rooms I use, like my study and other ones. The way she fought with Coop made me laugh out loud and it was so funny. Poor Coop has to face her wrath. His face was hilarious and I thought he would give her my number, but he proved his loyalty. 

A smile appeared on my face, remembering that, she looked adorable when she’s angry. The way she fought with him made her look like an angry kitten, so adorable. Remembering that event was really turning me on. Women always fight for my attention and I never cared about that, but, looking at her, fighting to talk to me was making me feel different and I don’t know why.  

I think I should just fuck her, maybe this was because of that? Maybe my body needs a good fuck? 

She’s your slave, Arthur, What the hell are you doing? Don’t concentrate on your feelings for god’s sake! You had your heart broken into pieces when you did that. 

Yeah, I should concentrate on the reason why I made her my slave rather than wasting my time on useless things. 

Fuck, Arthur, you need to control your emotions for fuck’s sake. 

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, I turned and walked out of my room. I made my way to her, I should fuck her good and erase this fucking thoughts out of my head right away. I can’t let this mess up my mind, I have other serious things to handle. 

As I stepped out, I saw her playing with April. She was sitting on the ground beside April and the way breeze pushed her hair back and a strand of her hair danced over her forehead, it made her look angelic. Hearing my footsteps her eyes moved to me in a slow motion.