His Despair by S. N. Nina Arthur (e textbook reader txt) 📕

Davina’s Pov:-

I shouldn’t feel this way, Am I making the same mistake I did before? I have to control myself and stop this here. 

You should, if you go on, you will end up getting hurt and broken like before. Stop letting these feelings grow and stop yourself from getting close to him, save yourself from the heartbreak and pain, save yourself from these feelings. Save yourself, Davina. 

I let out a sigh, while all these thoughts ran in my head, April's face flashed in front of my eyes and Mr. Thomas’s words echoed in my mind. I want to know who did that to her and why? What was the reason behind the abuse? There has to be a reason behind it? Who are her parents?

Shall I ask Arthur? For his help? Wait, did I thank him for his help? Oh god, how can I forget to thank him? You’re so stupid, Davina. 

I cleared my throat and looked at him, he turned his head and stared down at my face, “Thank you,” I said while placing my palm under his chin and rubbing it with my thumb. 

“For what?” he asked while looking at me in confusion, 

“Mr. Thomas? Thank you so much for that,” I said while popping on to my elbows and turning towards him, laying on my stomach. I stared at him with a smile on my lips, he moved his hand towards my face and traced my lower lip with his thumb. 

“You’re welcome,” He replied with a soft smile on his face.

I smiled at his reply and the next thing I know, I moved closer to his face and claimed his lips. He placed his hand at the back of my head and kissed me back, I slowly pulled away and stared at his attractive face. 

“What did he say about her condition?” He asked surprising me, 

“Huh!” I said, surprised. He raised his eyebrow at my reaction, “Oh, He…” I began telling him everything Mr. Thomas said to me. He kept listening and didn't interrupt me. 

“I don’t understand why they abused her like that,” I said while lowering my head and hiding my tears from him. 

“I want to ask you something, Arthur?” I said, hesitatingly. I hope he agrees to help me find who did this to her. 

“Ask,” he replied while staring at my face, 

“I… I want to know who did this to her? Who her parents are? What happened to them?... Will you help me?” I asked while staring at his face with hope in my eyes. 

What if he doesn’t agree to help? A question popped in my head. 

That question made me anxious to know his answer, he kept quiet and stared at me for a while, his silence was making it hard for me and the small hope was disappearing by the passing seconds. As I was about to pull my eyes away from him in disappointment, he slowly nodded his head with a small smile on his lips.

I grinned at him with happiness, “Thank you,” I said while beaming from ear to ear. 

“I will help you… only on one condition,” he said making me smile drop, 

What do you expect? He’s Arthur! He never does anything for free, Davina. Remember who you are to him?  

A slave, That’s what you are… don’t forget that! 

“What is that!” I asked while hiding my nervousness and anxiety.  

His eyes moved to my lips and back to my eyes, “Tomorrow… you will have to spend the whole day with me...” he said while tracing my lips with his thumb. 

His condition made me confused. My day starts with his breakfast and ends in his room. Why is he asking me to spend the whole day with him? I do spend time with him till he leaves for the office! What’s wrong with him? 

“Okay,” I said and smiled at him, 

A genuine smile hit his lips, he pushed my head towards his face until his lips claimed my lips. He flipped me over and climbed on me while pressing his dick against my bare pussy, he slowly grabbed his manhood and placed it at my entrance. 

“Ah,” I moaned as he slammed his dick inside my pussy. 

***

I woke up feeling sun rays falling on my face, I opened my eyes while yawning and felt his hot breath against my neck. I turned around and saw his peacefully sleeping face. He looked so adorable while sleeping, I placed a kiss on the tip of his nose while wrapping my hands around his neck. 

He groaned while wrapping his hands around my waist, pulling me closer to him while throwing his leg on mine. I chuckled as he did that and placed my hand on his face, tracing his cheek with my thumb, “Good morning,” I greeted. Things seem to change a bit between us, I don’t know what, but it feels nice sleeping next to him. 

What are you doing, Davina? My subconscious kept yelling in my head reminding me to stay away from him, but my body and my senses weren’t supporting my decisions at all. I don’t know what I was doing anymore, I blame him for this but I know I can’t blame him nor can I blame myself and my feelings. 

God, Why can’t you help me? 

How will he help you when you can’t control yourself, my subconscious yelled inside my head. 

Oh god! I thought and let a sigh out of my lips, I laid my head against his chest. I don’t know why I can’t pull away from him but it felt good, this is wrong, I shouldn’t be doing this.