Pain by Brooklin Biddix (books to improve english .txt) 📕

     I never thought that it would end up the way it did. How was I supposed to know that you're not supposed to take a free drink from a man you had just met? I'm new at this, ok? I've never been to a bar, or party for that matter. He seemed nice... he was interested in the same things as I was..I didn't know...

     After I had taken the drink, he watched as I felt my vision fade in and out... I thought it was just from all of the dancing... no. He grabbed me by my waist and led me out of the pub. I could barely feel my legs.

     He threw me into the backseat of a car. He climbed in and started driving. After a while of driving, he pulled into a dark driveway. Everything was fuzzy... I still can't remember it all... He got out and pulled me from the car. He picked me up in his arms and started into the house. When we got inside, he threw me on an old bed. It was now that I understood what was happening.

     I tried to sit up, but I couldn't move... I couldn't move! He began to trace the sides of my hip. I felt a tear trickle down my cheek. Why? I could only watch as my worst nightmare occurred before my eyes... I was lucky to have the drug take over... I don't remember all of what happened.

     The next day, I woke up in the same bed... although the man was gone. I was surrounded in blood... so much blood... I covered my face with my hands and began to sob. The same question repeating itself over and over... Why? Why? WHY?!

     I could barely walk. It was hard enough just trying to stand up. So much Pain... Everything hurt... I just... want to die...

     When I got home, I raced to my room. I carefully shut the door and fell to my knees. I reached under my bed and grabbed one of my razors I keep hidden. I stare at it... questioning my actions... but when another wave of pain hits, I know there's no other option.

     I graze the blade down my wrist... Seeing the blood just makes me dig it deeper into my skin... I began sobbing again as I felt my life slipping away...

     I threw the razor to the ground... I'm done... there's nothing more I can do now... I sigh as I sit back against my bed... It'll all be over soon... No more pain... no more pain...

     I wish I could've thought about something else... but all I could see within my last breaths of life was that man.. looming over me... I smile... it'll be over soon…

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Publication Date: 12-25-2017

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