Trying to Make it by JP (motivational books for women TXT) 📕

to be in it cause I just met you and I actually have feelings for you” I shook my head and stopped myself before tears fell down. He took my head into his hands. “Katia” He kissed my lips. “I love you” I smiled as the tears ran down my eyes. He kissed each tear away and I looked at the time.
“Crap imma be late” I said kissing him. “I love you too” He grabbed my hand and we ran out to his car. He sped all the way down the parkway and got off at the exit. I ran into the building and luckily, I wasn’t late. My teacher stood there hugging me and looked Damion up and down.
“Is that Killah?” I heard somebody yell. I kissed him and told him to sit down and wait for me. As fast as the ceremony began, it ended. We all got our diplomas and left. Of course, mad people were joking Damion and asking him to signing their diplomas. I shook my head as he really stood there signing. I beeped his horn and he snapped out of it and waved everyone else off.
“You seriously had to do all that?” I asked as he slid his body into the seat.
“I had to please my fans” I shook my head and looked out the window. “Where you want to eat at?”
“Home, order a pizza or something, I’m tired”
“But babe, you graduated, celebrate”
“I will tomorrow at the party” Damion shook his head and ordered a plain pizza. When we made it to the house, the pizza man had just arrived. Damion pain and I opened the door for him. After our pizza, we went into my room and I was knocked.

Chapter 9

“Katia, you better open this fuckin door!” I heard my bestfreind Lia scream over the music I had blasting. I turned the music off and wiped my hands off on my baggy t-shirt. I opened the door and she rushed into the house. “Hey bitch what’s up?” She said looking inside my place.
“Hey, uh what are you doin?”
“Where is he?”
“Who?”
“Stop playin’ with me, where is Killah?”
“Oh, he left earlier to get ready for the party, wait how you know about him?”
“Girl, the whole hood talkin about you and him bein togetha!”
“Mmm”
“Oh and plus yall are on the cover of almost every magazine I saw at the grocery store” she threw magazines on the coffee table. My mouth was wide open as it had photos of us hugging, kissing and eating dinner together. The headlines read “New chick of the week or Killah?” I threw them back on the table and went back to making the mac n cheese for the party.
“Lia, can you help make something?”
“Like what? It’s your party not mine”
“Then why are you here?”
“To chill girl, you now ray-ray got those badass kids over at the house! They keep jumping on my couch and yelling my name and shit, It’s not cute but You know ray-ray “awe look at my lil solders” , fuck outta here” I shook my head and put the mac and cheese in and put on a timer. I started the collard greens and then I put the yams on a tray to cook when the mac and cheese was done. I sat down next to a sleeping Lia and as soon as I exhaled, the doorbell rang.
“Oh my gosh! Who is it?” I yelled opening the door. I saw Damion standing there with a seductive smirk on his face.
“Hey babe, you need help?” He asked kissing my neck.
“You know your late right?”
“Oh man!” He said jokingly. I playfully hit him on his arm and I put my finger up to my lips so he wouldn’t wake Lia. He sat on the couch and I sat on his lap and kissed his soft lips.
“I couldn’t stop thinking about you babe”
“Oh really?” I asked cocking an eyebrow.
“Yeah, actually the whole time in the studio, my mind was somewhere else, that’s why my manager told me to go home” I laughed.
“You need a vacation anyway boo, when do you get that?”
“Well, after all of the videos are shot and the awards show is over, I can have a vacation” I nodded my head. “Or I can say fuck em and we just run to the Bahamas tonight?”
“I would If I could but” I looked over at Lia who was moving in her sleep. “I have to get my clothes for my job tomorrow”
“Oh yeah, I almost forgot you got hired”
“Yeah, and I do not want to make a bad impression on the doctors”
“true”
“OH MY GOSH, IT’S REALLY HIM!!!” Lia screamed standing up from the couch.
“Lia, calm down”
“Don’t tell me to calm down, you siting on Killah’s lap, I can’t believe you really know him!” Damion and I laughed.

“Nah ma, we don’t know each other, we love each other” Damion said.
“Yall go out!” She looked at me and I looked away “Oh my gosh! I’m so excited; I’m putting this shit on Facebook”
“Lia!”
“What, look at the magazines, everyone already know, imma just say every bitch that was hatin on you can kiss your huge ass and suck a fuckin dick because you really go out with Killah”
“His name is Damion Lia”
“Damion, Killah, whatever” She said waving me off. I saw her tapping fast and hard. I looked Damion who wasn’t paying any attention but was reading the article about our night. He laughed and shook his head.
“These people are funny gawd” He said pointing at the photo of him kissing me at the restaurant when we poured our hearts out. He kissed me and of course out the corner of my eye, I saw a flash. I turned and saw Lia taking a picture.
“Lia!” I yelled.
“What, I needed a photo for proof” She said shrugging her shoulders and I was going to chase her but Damion held me tighter.
“Then you need a better photo” He said putting my legs on both sides of his so I was cradling him and he kissed me. I had my arms around his neck and his hands were on my ass and I pushed him back.
“Okay, that’s enough damn, they gonna be thinkin were in a threesome” Damion and I laughed. I was completely turned on and I could tell he was too by the way his manhood was poking me.
“Wanna go to the bedroom?” I whispered in his ear and then the bell went off. I got off of him and ran into the kitchen to take the mac and cheese out. Damion held a pillow on his lap as Lia wouldn’t stop talking to him. I placed the Yams inside the oven and then I grabbed a snack from my cabinets. I sat down on Damion’s lap again and his hard on had subsided.
“Ooh, can I have one?” Damion asked as I munched on my crumpet.
“There are no more” I said biting into the first one.
“Well let me have the other”
“Uh, let me think, No” I smiled and he grabbed it out of my hand. “Come on, stop babe” He laughed and gave it back.
“I just want one” He said giving me the sad face as I pulled out the other half.
“Let’s share this one” I said putting one end in my mouth and had the other end out. He laughed and played along. We ate the crumpet like the lady and the tramp. When we backed up from each other, we had crumps all over our faces and we laughed at each other.
“Awe, yall so cute, unlike me and Ray-ray bum ass” I shook my head and went to the door since somebody was knocking on it repeatedly.
“Who the fuck is knocking on my door like that!” I yelled opening the door to see Ray-ray big ass.
“Lia” He yelled brushing past me.
“Uhm, excuse you nigga, don’t be rushin’ into my crib without saying shit, now get the fuck out” I yelled pushing him out. I was about to walk away from the door when he rang the doorbell. I opened it and he finally knew better.
“Hey Kat, is Lia here?”
“Yeah, come in” I opened the door and
“Lia!” He yelled at her.
“Keep yo fuckin voice down” I yelled and sat down.
“My bad Kat, Lia, why you leave the house?”
“Cause I told you I aint beat to be watchin’ those badass bebe kids of yours”
“Don’t say that about my kids yo”
“I’m just statin facts I mean, look at them. They ruin the furniture, they draw all over the walls…the little girl cut my Versace dress and I loved that dress, the little boy was playin with your gun and almost shot me and not to mention your oldest daughter was fucked some dude in our bed and then was smokin weed!” Ray-ray stood there upset.
“They not bad kids, they just need some discipline”
“Yeah, and you know Whatchu need…a fuckin belt to whoop they’re asses. I bet their mommas beat they ass, why don’t you?” I was just watching them argue back and forth about these kids and Damion looked at me shaking his head. I laughed and then went back into the argument.
“Fine, ill beat them…just can you watch them while I go to work”
“WORK?! Nigga you a hustler, you go to work when you want” Lia yelled standing up this time. “How about you work on a strategy to beat these kids or punish them for all the shit they’ve done!”
“Fine, let’s go Lia,” Ray-ray sighed and looked at me and smiled “Katia” He said singing my name.
“What” I sang back.
“Can you watch my kids while I go talk to Lia”
“Hmm, let me think, no”
“Why?” He asked and I looked at this fool like he’s crazy.
“Uh, cause they’re not my kids, plus I have shit to do and also, I have company” I said pointing to Damion. Ray-ray nearly passed out when he saw him.
“Killah?” He asked looking at him. “Yo, imma huge fan, I like that song you did called hustlers pov, yo that shit was deep as hell”
“I was hopping people would understands a hustlers struggle”
“Yeah, that part when you said ya moms was shot in the head two times, and yo sister out there suckin dick for a dime while you incarcerated and all this shit. That was deep because I know when I was locked up, my baby moms started sucking dick to get money and I heard some niggas shot my mom house up but they told me she had a heart attack and died, I was struggling bro and when I was released, I promised to kill every nigga that shot my mom’s house up until I heard your song then I was like fuck them niggas, I’m makin money and I aint going back to jail”
“Keep yo head up nigga, watch you go somewhere with that determination shit” Damion gave Ray-ray some dap and then Ray-ray left the house.
“I gotta start listening to your music” I said sitting on his lap and kissing him.
“Why haven’t you?”
“Caus eim more of a RnB chick” He nodded his head and then picked me up and led me to the bedroom. He placed my body on the bed and kissed me from my lips on down, removing clothes as