Trying to Make it by JP (motivational books for women TXT) 📕

was on the verge of crying. “Tell him” Rose encouraged me.
“I want my stuff now Damion” He looked at me and laughed.
“Your not getting that back”
“Yes she is Damion, Now go get it cause it’s an emergency” He looked from both Rose and Me and ran upstairs to get my stuff. “Why didn’t you tell him?”
“Because, I want my stuff before I tell him”
“Okay, here he comes, tell him” Damion threw my bag on the table. I looked threw it.
“Everything is there”
“Mmhmm” I kept looking and sure enough everything was there except my gun. “Where’s my 9mm?”
“Your not getting that”
“Nigga, Give me my shit!”
“Calm down Katia!” Rose screamed and she was right.
“Okay im sorry, I want my gun Damion, now”
“Go get her gun Damion” He rolled his eyes and went to get it. He came back down and I inspected it and put it in my bag.
“Okay, is that it cause I have company coming over” Damion said.
“Go ahead, tell him” Rose encouraged me.
“Okay, well…Im 3 months pregnant” He looked shocked and then shook his head.
“It aint mine, I don’t know why you tellin me, Got talk to that Nigga E, Now can yall please go, my company should be here” Rose was shocked.
“You muthafucker, she’s serious and you have the nerve to do this shit to her, I should kill yo ass!” Rose screamed and I tried to calm her donw.
“Rose, it’s okay seriously”
“No it’s not Katia, this nigga always talkin about how good of a father he is gonna be but yet disclaiming his own seed!”
“Let’s just go rose” I said pulling her.
“finally” He said under his breath but I still heard him. As he opened the door, we saw some tan skinned chick with blond hair. The hair style was cute but she looked a mess.
“Hey babe” The girl said.
“BABE?” Rose started up again. “You asshole, I should kill you, just wait nigga, im coming back watch”
“Rose, lets go, Goodbye Damion” I said and my heart sank. I tried to not have my tears fall but they were rimming up in my eyes. I sat in the car and Rose go in on the other side. “I told you I didn’t want to come”
“Im sorry, I just thought he’d react another was, but I guess my brother has changed over the years” She still seemed angry. She sped all the way back to my apartment and dropped me off.
“Call me if anything okay”
“alright” I said smiling. I was still hurt. As I walked to my door, Rose sped off and I was stopped. I turned around and saw that dude E.
“Hey ma, whats up?” He said smiling.
“Hey, how are you?” I asked feeling a little self-conscious about the bruises and cut I had on my face.
“Im aiight, I been waiting to see you but I haven’t seen you since black Friday”
“Yeah I know” He peeped the hospital bracelet.
“You was in the hospital”
“Yeah” I looked down.
“What happened?”
“I was beat pretty badly” He lifted my chin. He examined my face and for a second I let my eyes connect with his.
“Who could do that to someone as pretty as you?”
“Hm, I heard that before” I said aloud.
“Yeah, but who actually meant it?” I stood there for a while.
“Want to come in and get some cocoa?” He looked behind him.
“Uhm, surem I guess I can” I opened my door and led him inside.
“You can have a seat on the couch” I said and I set up my keurig. I made two cups of cocoa and dressed it with whipped cream and chips of chocolate.
“This is good” He said licking the whipped cream off of his face.
“I know right, my granma taught me how to make this” I licked the whipped cream of fof my face. He laughed at me.
“What?”
“You still have whipped cream on your face”
“Really, where?”
“Right there” He leaned in and pointed.
“Here?” I said wipping.
“No, let me get it” He kissed me and of course it felt good. He pulled back and smiled.
“Im sorry” I started and his smiled faded.
“It’s okay, I shouldn’t have”
“No, it’s just” I sighed “Well, ijust broke up with me boyfriend last week and I have mad problems”
“Well let me know your problems and ill make them go away”
“Well, this problem I don’t want to go away, and I don’t think it’s gonna go away for another 19 years”
“Oh”
“Yeah”
“Your”
“Yup, im pregnant” He looked defeated and then he looked at me.
“What did your ex say about it, we the baby?”
“He isn’t gonna claim it, he thinks we had an affair and it’s your baby, I haven’t had sex with nobody but him since I met him” He nodded.
“Wel, if you need any help, im here for you”
“Thank you” I finished my cocoa and we sat on the couch watching movie after movie that played on HBO. It got to the point where he was massaging my scalp and soon, I was knocked.

Damion’s POV

Damn, What Katia told me was crazy. She’s Pregnant?
“It aint mine, I don’t know why you tellin me, Got talk to that Nigga E, Now can yall please go, my company should be here” I said cold-heartedly. I know that is my kid but she gotta understand, whats mine is mine, I aint sharing her with no nigga.
“You muthafucker, she’s serious and you have the nerve to do this shit to her, I should kill yo ass!” Rose screamed and Katia tried to calm her down. I just yawned at her attempt to scare me.
“Rose, it’s okay seriously” Katia said.
“No it’s not Katia, this nigga always talkin about how good of a father he is gonna be but yet disclaiming his own seed!”
“Let’s just go rose” Katia said pulling her.
“finally” I said under my breath. As I opened the door, I saw Mikah, this tan skinned chick with blond hair I met the day after I hit Katia.
“Hey babe” Mikah said running up to me.
“BABE?” Rose started up again. “You asshole, I should kill you, just wait nigga, im coming back watch”
“Rose, lets go, Goodbye Damion” The look in her eyes told me she wanted to cry, but it also said this was my last chance to stop her. I just shut th door and Mikah couldn’t stop roaming her hands all over my body. I smiled and slapped her ass and we ran up the stairs to my room. She gave me the best head and then started fucking me. Only noise I heard was my balls slapping her ass each time she came back down. I then turned her over and started hitting it from the back. Soon, we both came and she got up and took a shower while I sat there thinking about what Katia told me. I removed the condom and threw it in a waistbin making sure I tied it. I know bitched be doing that grimey shit, untieing the condom and butting cum in a turkey baster and sticking it up their pussies to get pregnant, I saw The Game.

Mikah came out of the shower and got dressed. I led her out of the house and she leaned in to kiss me and I gave her my cheek. This bitch just sucked my dick, she think she gonna kiss me? Fuck outta here
“See you tomorrow babe?”
“Maybe” I said licking my lips as she walked away. I shut my door and when I turned around I saw my sister standing there with abaseball bat.
“We need to talk!” FUCK.

Chapter 13

Weeks had passed and of course, today was my first appointment. Derek aka E told me he was coming with me. He has been a great guy from the start. He comes over every night when I get off of work, massages my feet, help me cook dinner for the both of us and he leaves once I fall asleep. I of course was happy with him. This happiness would be a way better happiness I had with Damion. But, this was a friendship based relationship we had. He kept telling me, as soon as im ready to date again, tell him. I don’t think imma be ready until I have this baby.
Rose has been there too. Although she doesn’t like the fact that E is always around, shee applauds him for standing up to the plate since her brother keeps denying the baby. Hell, I don’t really give a fuck about that nigga…anymore.
“Hey you ready to go?” Derek asked coming inside the house. Of course I gave both him and Rose a spare key just in case.
“Yeah, lets go” I said grabbing my purse. I hate that fact that my curvy figure is disappearing now that I have this baby. I have to wear maturnity clothes and its not cute stuff either. Derek drove all the way to the hospital for my check up and soon my doctor, Dr. Weesle was ready to see me.
“Okay Katia, are you ready to hear the sex of the baby?”
“Yeah”
“It is…a boy” I was so happy.
“a boy?”
“yup” I smiled and looked at Derek.
“Hoping you were getting a boy?” The doctor asked Derek as he contined to look at the baby. I felt bad cause he didn’t knoe Derek wasn’t the father.
“Yup, now I can teach him how to be a real man”” I smiled at him and he kissed my forehead. The doctor nodded and I laughed in my head. I wanted to know what he meant by being a real man.
“Well, the baby looks healthy” The doctor said pulling my shirt back down over my huge belly. “Keep doing what your doing and the baby should be out in no time” He smiled and we followed him out of the check up. As I left, I ran into this girl I knew from school.
“Hey Charmella, whats up?” She seems too distraought to talk.
“Oh, uh , hey Katia, what you doin here?”
“Check up, what about you”
“Same but uhm, im scared to go in”
“Well, do what you gotta do, I advise you do or your gonna stress about the baby’s wealfare”
“What about my welfare? The baby’s father isn’t in his life and my life is over” She cried. “you know what, fuck this, im getting an abaortion” She stormed passed me and went to talk to the nurse. I shook my head and Derek led me outside.
“That is one crazy chik” He said shutting the door behind me. He ran to the other side of the car and we drove off.
“She’s always been crazy” I laughed thinking about when this boy named Kris tried to holla at her at a party, she went loko on him. She was talking about how small his dick is and shit, all I could do was laugh, but this was serious. I couldn’t laugh at the fact she was getting ready to abort a life. Well, maybe just a fetus but still, it was a life form. When Damion and I finally got to my house, I had to pee. I opened the door and people pop up and screamed “Surprise”
“what the hell?”
“It’s your baby shower” Derek said kissing my cheek and hugging me from the back. Evryone was