Alive (Notes #5) by DeYtH Banger (suggested reading txt) 📕

have gone and food doesn't have any type of taste in this stage.)



- Life is not anymore fun

(People when they grow up… they start giving more and more fuck start reading ton of material and wasting their life.)


P.S. - It's fucked up… I got 4 meetings  which were supposed to be today… and it went like … the first one happen… the second one was on the stove but in the end it ended up into the junk yard. Then it came a new suggestion and I had a meeting… Dinner with a friend… trying afro food and this got canceled… in the end of the day.



- Life sucks if you get depressed it's mood swinger style… Imagine fucking dead body in real life depression ot's like dead but you are alive.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Comedy: You Don't Get It (Part 4)

 

 

By DeYtH Banger

 

02.08.2018

 

 

 

 

 

What's bad about not believing in God?
What's bad about not trusting the bible?
What's bad of not being religious?


So life goes on like a corruption If I don't believe in God because I got information which is pretty reasonable… How can I believe in God when the bible says sex, gays, racism are bad stuff and I have seen people who believe in God and are sinners if we look it from this perspective.


Note: Yet all believers are wasting theit time to pray to invisible force which never plays in the playground.


P.S. - So look how fucked up is life, most religious people are sad, secondly… no answer of prayer and third people get easily offended and how good is that?

Nobody is really tough… 


….


The whole thing is like talking or creating an invisible friend and start talking to it… It's creepy shit … it's like a demon... has possessed your body…




Cracking a jokes makes life more than a drama and crime… it add ups some comedy… but still this the most longest show ever launch on TV. It's not good to waste your time with something which doesn't help you with self-improvement. What type of fucked up race is:

- We are going out tomorrow!
(Tomorrow comes and the offer is out of the line.)

- We are going to go out… (Said before 2-3 days)

(The day comes… and goes like… "I am busy")

- I am going to give you a call

(Oh god you fucker… the day comes and you are gone what type of fucker are you?)


- I don't know when

(What type of fucked up guy should you be of not knowing when you are comming coming back to my country)


Note: People always say one shit and other shit comes in the way… So here is the thing

- I will kill myself… but it's getting as dagger as a double edged sword.


P.S. - This dude wanted to have fun… , but life is a controversial show with pleny of rules in case you start compiling this shit have in mind this tip.


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Life will
…

Is a fake promise no rules can be ever applied.

- DeYtH Banger


I don't like God… I just don't like the shitty story behind that moral fucker.

…. HEY JESUS KISS MY COCK

 

 

 

 

Comedy: Money

 

 

 

by DeYtH Banger

 

03.08.2018

 

 

 

 

Once you got money high enough you start feeling like you are God… like nothing can stop you… You get so brain fucked that you gonna piss or cum on somebody's food.


You feel superior…


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What you need few guys who don't have money… and you have something like 40$ and you are already superior. You gonna try to manipulate those poor guys… you gonna use all types of net to get them and pull all kinds of magic tricks out of your pocket by using money.


Note: You son of a biatch… living a life is nothing more than a selfish choice made from creatures who are stupid enough to think that they have what to give.


It's so foolish from their side…

…

So the story goes like you all were poor but few of you got a chance to get few more "$" by doing stuff that your mom won't approve and look yourself being selfish going like you are the big deal and you got 40$ it's not too much If we look it straight away.


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Life a shitty fucker… execute and obey….

 

 

 

 

 

 

Comedy: Suffering

 

 

 

By DeYtH Banger

 

 

03.08.2018





I have been on this planet for a long time… always trying not to take risks and obey what mom says… Getting punished for good behaviour - By them being not serious… how fucked up is when some person promises you to return the taken money from you? Or how fucked up is when you try to Live up to somebody's expectations and in the end you making few people along the way ashamed.


I feel pressure… I feel the fucking pressure!


I DON'T LIKE LIFE, LIFE AIN'T COOL… FIRST TO OBEY SONEBODY'S RULES… THEN MY FRIENDS… RELATIVES AND FAMILY MORALS AND MY LIFE GOES TO THIRD PLACE!??

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DON'T ASK ME THE DUMB QUESTION WHY MY LIFE WENT WASTED… HERE IS THE TRUTH I WAS AFRAID OF TAKING RISKS BECAUSE IF I TOOK … I THOUGHT THAT I AM GOING TO GET PUNISHED…
THIS HERE IS DAILY ROUTINE TRAUMA… I JUST WANNA WAKE UP AND START BEATING UP PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME SAD AND FEEL WORTHLESS…

I HAVE A VALUEI HAVE A LIFEI AM FUN GUYI HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE WHOEVER I WANT

…
And bad behavior by getting reminded all my bad behavior from before… I hate people who say:
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- Not really in the same order 

…but when you start conversation with such type of guys… They don't leave you… to say your argument… they don't give a chance to your back up story… so
….
Me: "Okay… Here is the proof of my side…"He: "okay"…
Me: "Did you check it out?"He: "No… I don't have time"

- The problem in my case is that people repeat them self + they want you to do stuff and they don't do what you suggest for example they suggest you movies and you watch them in a period of 2 weeks time… (So much time you spend if they give you 10 movies you watch something like a 1-2 everyday… and after two weeks you are ready)… then you suggest once they watch the movie… then there is a period in which they suggest you to do that and that… but they don't do your part of the deal.

JESUS IS A WORTHLESS FUCKER… IF I AM IN THAT STATE BEING JUNKIE … SO DOES HE AND GOD TO

 

 

 

 

 

 

Comedy: And Or LIFE?

 

by DeYtH Banger

 

08.03.2018

 

 

 

Life is fucked up program some mosquitos bite you when you are out and one moment comedy from laugh gets to anger and screaming up to sadness.


I am just afraid of life getting into repeation it's ain't fun when you cycle throw the same shit shit over and over.


I HATE PEOPLE WHO TELL AND SAY THE SAME STORIES OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND THEN START BLAMING YOU FOR WASTING THEIR TIME.


OH COME ON… IT'S AIN'T FUN THE SQME JOKES OVER AND OVER THE SAME STORIES OVER AND OVER.

SCREEN WRITERS - ARE PEOPLE WHO HAVE GOT A MESSAGE

ACTORS - ARE PEOPLE WHO EXPRESS THINGS OVER AND OVER AND GETTING PAID FOR SUCH A DUMB JOB.


One moment life stops and shitty thoughts start to come out.

1) Other's People blame
2) Shame
3) Pain
4) Misery


I AM FUCKING SUFFERING FROM GETTING CUT FROM A PERSON WHO HASN'T SHOWED ME ANYTHING AND THEN OFFENDING MY BEHAVIOUR 10000 TIMES BY DIFFERENT WAYS THEN THE SAME DUDES DON'T KEEP THEIR PROMISES AND THEN THEY BLAME PEOPLE LIKE ME.


So does I suffer 
So does thy suffuer


People always dissapoint others… their creatures who are wasted fuckers breaking rules just to get more from what they have.

 

 

 

Comedy: Thu Truth

 

by DeYtH Banger

 

08.03.2018

 

 

 

Just stop, stop

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That"s what I tell to my mind… but my mind doesn't stop it's a victim of circumstances. Always thinking always making up things (Just in the name of fun)… always overthinking, always trying to get things



….

It always tries new stuff… once repeation.. .comes over it slays all the mind over and over…. THAT'S WHY ONE GUY SAYS THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AND OVER ALWAYS HAVING FUN… OH COME ON THIS AN EXAMPLE OF BURIED MONEY IT'S BELOW IN A GRAVE…


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I am worried but why?


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BEING WORRIED LIKE A PRICELESS MOTHER FUCKER.. . DON'T PUT ME IN YOUR RANK…


- YOU DON'T KNOW
- YOU CAN'T


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COME ON YOU SON OF A BIATCH…

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SHOW ME… STOP BLAMING ME OVER AND OVER… AND THEN SAYING THAT YOU ARE TEACHING ME…

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COME ON… DEVOURING BEHAVIOUR IS DEPRICATING FUCKED UP 
BEHAVIOR I KNOW TOMORROW WON'T BE A DIFFERENT DAY…


- FEW GUYS FLAKE
(They just won't answer  the phone because my jokes got OVER the limit)

- Promise Fuckers
(Always there is a person who says we can meet and talk… have a chat… tommorow or today and it comes the time and the guy says… " Sorry but I am busy"… "Sorry… I don't know … don't worry"


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- Wanted Fuckers

(HE comes when he needs things… he is ready to give you something but still when right time comes… he disappears so WHAT TYPE OF FUCKER IS THAT?)


I ALWAYS STUDY STUFF IN SOCIAL DYNAMICS… WATCHING MOVIES… TV SERIES AND READING BOOKS I JUST WANT TO BECOME THE BEST POSSIBLE VERSION… BUT IN SUCH STAGES THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO DON'T GET JOKES (In my opinion this people are fucked up)… THEN THE PEOPLE WHO SAY THAT THE ALL PROGRESS WHICH I HAVE MADE IS BECAUSE OF THEM…

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And LIFE IS like that when somebody says have fun… hAve a great time in being an adult or even don't forget the child inside you…


This advice doesn't get you any near to having a life which you enjoy.




It's enough misery people say that Steve Jobs died from saying that each day is his last… but this isn't possible