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going about smelling so that no one can bear to come near them.’
Brooke merely laughed at this, and went his way, and smoked his pipe
out in the Close, while Martha sat up to let him in when he had
finished it. Then Dorothy escaped at once to her room, fearful of being
questioned by her aunt about Mr Gibson. She had, she thought now, quite
made up her mind. There was nothing in Mr Gibson that she liked. She
was by no means so sure as she had been when she was talking to her
sister, that she would prefer a clergyman to any one else. She had
formed no strong ideas on the subject of lovemaking, but she did think
that any man who really cared for her would find some other way of
expressing his love than that which Mr Gibson had adopted. And then Mr
Gibson had spoken to her about her aunt’s money in a way that was
distasteful to her. She thought that she was quite sure that if he
should ask her, she would not accept him.
She was nearly undressed, nearly safe for the night, when there came a
knock at the door, and her aunt entered the room. ‘He has come in,’
said Miss Stanbury.
‘I suppose he has had his pipe, then.’
‘I wish he didn’t smoke. I do wish he didn’t smoke. But I suppose an
old woman like me is only making herself a fool to care about such
things. If they all do it I can’t prevent them. He seems to be a very
nice young man in other things; does he not, Dolly?’
‘Very nice indeed, Aunt Stanbury.’
‘And he has done very well in his office. And as for his saying that he
must smoke, I like that a great deal better than doing it on the sly.’
‘I don’t think Mr Burgess would do anything on the sly, aunt.’
‘No, no; I don’t think he would. Dear me; he’s not at all like what I
fancied.’
‘Everybody seemed to like him very much.’
‘Didn’t they. I never saw Sir Peter so much taken. And there was quite
a flirtation between him and Mrs MacHugh. And now, my dear, tell me
about Mr Gibson.’
‘There is nothing to tell, Aunt Stanbury.’
‘Isn’t there? From what I saw going on, I thought there would be
something to tell. He was talking to you the whole evening.’
‘As it happened he was sitting next to me of course.’
‘Indeed he was sitting next to you so much so that I thought everything
would be settled.’
‘If I tell you something, Aunt Stanbury, you mustn’t be angry with me.’
‘Tell me what? What is it you have to tell me?’
‘I don’t think I shall ever care for Mr Gibson not in that way.’
‘Why not, Dorothy?’
‘I’m sure he doesn’t care for me. And I don’t think he means it.’
‘I tell you he does mean it. Mean it! Why, I tell you it has all been
settled between us. Since I first spoke to you I have explained to him
exactly what I intend to do, He knows that he can give up his house and
come and live here. I am sure he must have said something about it to
you tonight.’
‘Not a word, Aunt Stanbury.’
‘Then he will.’
‘Dear aunt, I do so wish you would prevent it. I don’t like him. I
don’t indeed.’
‘Not like him!’
‘No I don’t care for him a bit, and I never shall. I can’t help it,
Aunt Stanbury. I thought I would try, but I find it would be
impossible. You can’t want me to marry a man if I don’t love him.’
‘I never heard of such a thing in my life. Not love him! And why
shouldn’t you love him? He’s a gentleman. Everybody respects him. He’ll
have plenty to make you comfortable all your life! And then why didn’t
you tell me before?’
‘I didn’t know, Aunt Stanbury. I thought that perhaps—’
‘Perhaps what?’
‘I could not say all at once that I didn’t care for him, when I had
never so much as thought about it for a moment before.’
‘You haven’t told him this?’
‘No, I have not told him. I couldn’t begin by telling him, you know.’
‘Then I must pray that you will think about it again. Have you imagined
what a great thing for you it would be to be established for life so
that you should never have any more trouble again about a home, or
about money, or anything? Don’t answer me now, Dorothy, but think of
it. It seemed to me that I was doing such an excellent thing for both
of you.’ So saying Miss Stanbury left the room, and Dorothy was enabled
to obey her, at any rate, in one matter. She did think of it. She laid
awake thinking of it almost all the night. But the more she thought of
it, the less able was she to realise to herself any future comfort or
happiness in the idea of becoming Mrs Gibson.
THE ‘FULL MOON’ AT ST. DIDDULPH’S
The receipt of Mrs Trevelyan’s letter on that Monday morning was a
great surprise both to Mr and Mrs Outhouse. There was no time for any
consideration, no opportunity for delaying their arrival till they
should have again referred the matter to Mr Trevelyan. Their two nieces
were to be with them on that evening, and even the telegraph wires, if
employed with such purpose, would not be quick enough to stop their
coming. The party, as they knew, would have left Nuncombe Putney before
the arrival of the letter at the parsonage of St. Diddulph’s. There
would have been nothing in this to have caused vexation, had it not
been decided between Trevelyan and Mr Outhouse that Mrs Trevelyan was
not to find a home at the parsonage. Mr Outhouse was greatly afraid of
being so entangled in the matter as to be driven to take the part of
the wife against the husband; and Mrs Outhouse, though she was full of
indignation against Trevelyan, was at the same time not free from anger
in regard to her own niece. She more than once repeated that most
unjust of all proverbs, which declares that there is never smoke
without fire, and asserted broadly that she did not like to be with
people who could not live at home, husbands with wives, and wives with
husbands, in a decent, respectable manner. Nevertheless the
preparations went on busily, and when the party arrived at seven
o’clock in the evening, two rooms had been prepared close to each
other, one for the two sisters, and the other for the child and nurse,
although poor Mr Outhouse himself was turned out of his own little
chamber in order that the accommodation might be given. They were all
very hot, very tired, and very dusty, when the cab reached the
parsonage. There had been the preliminary drive from Nuncombe Putney to
Lessboro’. Then the railway journey from thence to the Waterloo Bridge
Station had been long. And it had seemed to them that the distance from
the station to St. Diddulph’s had been endless. When the cabman was
told whither he was to go, he looked doubtingly at his poor old horse,
and then at the luggage which he was required to pack on the top of his
cab, and laid himself out for his work with a full understanding that
it would not be accomplished without considerable difficulty. The
cabman made it twelve miles from Waterloo Bridge to St. Diddulph’s, and
suggested that extra passengers and parcels would make the fare up to
ten and six. Had he named double as much Mrs Trevelyan would have
assented. So great was the fatigue, and so wretched the occasion, that
there was sobbing and crying in the cab, and when at last the parsonage
was reached, even the nurse was hardly able to turn her hand to
anything. The poor wanderers were made welcome on that evening without
a word of discussion as to the cause of their coming. ‘I hope you are
not angry with us, Uncle Oliphant,’ Emily Trevelyan had said, with
tears in her eyes. ‘Angry with you, my dear for coming to our house!
How could I be angry with you?’ Then the travellers were hurried
upstairs by Mrs Outhouse, and the master of the parsonage was left
alone for a while. He certainly was not angry, but he was ill at ease,
and unhappy. His guests would probably remain with him for six or seven
months. He had resolutely refused all payment from Mr Trevelyan, but,
nevertheless, he was a poor man. It is impossible to conceive that a
clergyman in such a parish as St. Diddulph’s, without a private income,
should not be a poor man. It was but a hand-to-mouth existence which he
lived, paying his way as his money came to him, and sharing the
proceeds of his parish with the poor. He was always more or less in
debt. That was quite understood among the tradesmen. And the butcher
who trusted him, though he was a bad churchman, did not look upon the
parson’s account as he did on other debts. He would often hint to Mr
Outhouse that a little money ought to be paid, and then a little money
would be paid. But it was never expected that the parsonage bill should
be settled. In such a household the arrival of four guests, who were
expected to remain for an almost indefinite number of months, could not
be regarded without dismay. On that first evening, Emily and Nora did
come down to tea, but they went up again to their rooms almost
immediately afterwards; and Mr Outhouse found that many hours of
solitary meditation were allowed to him on the occasion. ‘I suppose
your brother has been told all about it,’ he said to his wife, as soon
as they were together on that evening.
‘Yes he has been told. She did not write to her mother till after she
had got to Nuncombe Putney. She did not like to speak about her
troubles while there was a hope that things might be made smooth.’
‘You can’t blame her for that, my dear.’
‘But there was a month lost, or nearly. Letters go only once a month.
And now they can’t hear from Marmaduke or Bessy,’ Lady Rowley’s name
was Bessy ‘till the beginning of September.’
‘That will be in a fortnight.’
‘But what can my brother say to them? He will suppose that they are
still down in Devonshire.’
‘You don’t think he will come at once?’
‘How can he, my dear? He can’t come without leave, and the expense
would be ruinous. They would stop his pay, and there would be all
manner of evils. He is to come in the spring, and they must stay here
till he comes.’ The parson of St. Diddulph’s sighed and groaned. Would
it not have been almost better that he should have put his pride in his
pocket, and have consented to take Mr Trevelyan’s money?
On the second morning Hugh Stanbury called at the parsonage, and was
closeted for a while with the parson. Nora had heard his voice in the
passage, and every one in the house knew who it was that was talking to
Mr Outhouse, in the little back parlour that was called a study. Nora
was full of anxiety. Would he ask to see them to see
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