Pieces of Me by Pua Ramona (small books to read txt) 📕

few hours later to someone getting in my bed. At first I thought it was Michael, but then I felt a hand under my cover and I turned to see who it was. My body froze. I recognized the smell of cologne.

“Jackson, how did you get inside?” I asked.  I wasn’t sure how he got in, but I didn’t care because I wanted him gone right now. He tried pulling my cover off but I made sure that I had a good grip on it. “What are you doing here Jackson?” I asked. He doesn’t say anything but the way he watched me made my skin crawl. I have always had a bad feeling about him, but right then, I wanted to think the opposite, because I was terrified. Jackson being in my room didn’t make me feel safe.

“Jackson,” I said. He pulled on my cover harder and I let it go. I tried getting out of my bed but he grabbed me by my arm and pulled me back on the bed. He started touching my bare legs and moved closer to me. I didn’t have any room to move but I moved anyway. I had to think of something quick before he got the wrong idea.

“The boys said that they would be home soon, so you should go wait for them downstairs,” I said. He doesn’t say anything. I tried moving again but I see his hand moving toward me and he hits me right on the cheek. “Jackson stop” I cried. “The boys will be home soon,” I said again. Jackson pulled me by my shirt then he hit me again. I started crying.

“Your brother’s aren’t going to be home anytime soon. And you forgot to lock the garage door, the boys always make sure that it’s open” he said. I forgot about the garage door. But how did he know that the boys weren’t coming home. He slammed his head on mine then he backhanded me in the face.

“Micah got jumped so Luka and Daniel are with him right now” he says proudly. I wanted to ask him what had happened but my head was spinning from his hit so I kept my mouth shut. “He was with one of the chicks who belonged to one of my friend’s, but he had no idea that she already had a boyfriend. Apparently, she told her boyfriend that Micah forced himself on her so they jumped him” he laughed. He gave me a smug look and said “It was me who touched her, not your brother. I told her if she told anyone that I would make sure that no one believed her. So she blamed Micah instead.”

I felt sick to my stomach. I needed to throw up. “I need to use the bathroom,” I said. I tried to get out of the bedroom, but Jackson wrapped his arms around my waist. I started to panic because his hold on me was tight, and I was worried about my baby. So instead of fighting him, I let him pull me to him. He pulled me onto his lap, and I could feel his hardness through his jeans. I could feel my heartbeat through my chest. He was moving his hands underneath my shirt and started to play with the edges of my panties. I tried closing my legs tighter but he forced them to open wider. “Please Jackson, don’t do this” I cried. The way he was looking at me was enough to let me know what he planned on doing to me. I felt him move my panties to the side then he started rubbing my clit. He knew that I wasn’t getting wet and it pissed him off. “Jackson, please don’t do this'' I begged.

He slid two fingers inside and started kissing my neck.

“Do you know how long I’ve been wanting to fuck you?” he asked. I started crying harder. I wanted to stop him, I wanted to fight him, but I was afraid that he would hit me in the belly. I had to keep my baby safe. He started rubbing my clit harder, but all it did was hurt me and not turn me on. “Take your shirt off right now” he said. I shook my head no and he punched my arm hard.

“Ow!” I cried.

“Take it off now Sina.” I did what he said and he ripped my panties off. “You’re so fucking sexy Sina'' He pulled at my nipples and started sucking on them.

“Please don’t do this'' I begged. But he didn’t stop.

“I’ve wanted you for so long Sina'' he whispered in my ears. I tried pushing him off, but he was too heavy for me to move. He grabbed me by my thighs and forced them to spread wide. I started crying harder. “No one can hear you Sina, so cry all you want. It’s turning me on'' he said with a sadistic smile. He took his shirt off and tossed it on the floor and I heard him taking his jeans off.

“Jackson no” I cried harder. He didn’t care because his hands were back on my thighs. I tried kicking, but he hit me in the face again.

“Stop fighting me Sina, or I will have to fucking hurt you,” he growled. But he was hurting me already. He put my torn panties to his nose and said “Fuck, I knew you’d smell so good. Now I want to know what you taste like.” I tried closing my legs, but he was stronger than me. He spread my legs then I felt his tongue on me. I tried to turn my mind off, but I couldn’t. “Mm you taste so sweet Sina. Is this what Michael gets to taste every day?” he asked.

I stayed silent. He started biting me and I screamed. He was hurting me. He started kissing his way up my body and I cried harder.

“Please Jackson” I begged.

“That’s it Sina, beg for it.” I was begging him to